September 27, 2020
September 27, 2020
Hey baby girl I am missing you so much right now and you have been on my mind now for weeks just can't seem to stop thinking about you and missing you I never thought it would be this hard to life every day without you I don't even call it living because I haven't been living now for years I've been existing an 1 day at a time an it just gets harder an no one seems to understand I get told to move on get on way ma life live my life you wouldn't want me to be like this bit the ansar is I don't know how to live ma life without you I don't know how to live my life without you in ot any more an its getting harder not easer an I don't know if I can do it anymore people say am strong I don't think so I put a fake smile on an tell everyone am fine but no one knows how I feel inside that my heart is breaking over an over again an am sick of existing an surviving day to day am not as strong as I used to be I just want o be with you baby girl hold you cuddle you kiss you an tell you how much I love you an have always loved you I just can't go on like this any more baby I need to be with you know ❤