Hello Wesley, it's your younger sister, Alysha.
It's your birthday tomorrow. You turn 22.. wow.
I wish you were here to celebrate it with me, mum, dad Clive and Lara. I miss you so much. I think about you every day, what you would be doing, if you'd have a job(and what kind of job), what you'd look like, what you'd dress like?
I often picture you a lot like our brother Clive, very tall, but with ginger hair. I don't know why, that's just how I've always envisioned you.
I hope you're watching over us, I hope you'll be there tomorrow at your grave when we sing happy birthday to you. I always cry, it's quite embarrassing! I'll be sure not to wear makeup.
I wonder what you would be doing right this second... I think you'd be out fixing cars like Clive. I wish you were here with us Wesley.
I love you so much, and I wish I could of gotten the chance to meet you, but I will meet you one day, we'll be together one day. I can't wait for that day.
I hope you're happy. I wonder if you've met our pets that have passed on? Bonnie, Jake, Tilly, Hollie, Roxy and Carla. They were our hamsters and gerbils, I bet you would of been a real animal lover like all of us. xx
Sweet dreams Wesley, I feel sort of naive leaving this because I think you're going to read it; I hope you do read this, I hope you're with me now.
Sleep tight beautiful xxxxxxxxx