The thought of you Wesley gives me so many emotions. First thing, I cannot help but smile seeing your image in my mind's eye. I truly hope that you knew how much you were loved. In knowing how much you are loved my emotions turn to disappointment and anger because you left so many broken hearted. The shock of your passing brings such saddness. I wish I could have taken the saddness away for you. I wish you'd loved yourself as much as we all still do. I will never understand this. I just love you.