WELL AS MOST PEOPLE KNOW THAT MY DAD & MYSELF DIDNT GET ALONG WHILE I WAS GROWING UP. MY DAD & I HAVE ALWAYS BUMPED HEADS & I NEVER UNDERSTOOD Y WE HAD SO MUCH HATE TOWARDS EACHOTHER. I HONESTLY GREW UP THINKING THAT MY DAD HATED ME BUT WHEN MY DAD HAD GOTTEN SICK I WUZ IN PRISON & I HAD RECIEVED A LETTER FROM MY MOM RIGHT B4 I WAS GETTING RELEASED FROM PRISON & IT WAS THE MOST SCAREY LETTER I HAVE EVER GOT BECAUSE IT WAS A LETTER OF PREPERATION I CALLED IT.... BECAUSE MY MOM WAS TELLING ME THAT MY DAD WAS REALLY SICK & SHE WANTS ME 2 PREPARE MYSELF FOR WHEN I SEE HIM BECAUSE HE WAS REALLY BAD...  HE WASNT THE SAME AS WHEN I LEFT 2 PRISON. SO WHEN I CAME HOME I TRIED 2 PREPARE MYSELF 4 THE WORST BUT IT WAS BEYOND THAT POINT MY DAD WAS 260lbs.IF NOT MORE WHEN I WENT 2 PRISON BUT WHEN I CAME HOME MY DAD WEIGHED NO MORE THAN 100lbs. YES IT WAS THAT BAD BUT THATS WHEN I REALIZED THAT MY DADDY NEVER HATED ME WE ONLY BUMPED HEADS BECAUSE WE WERE SO MUCH ALIKE IN SO MANY WAYS SO I STOOD BY HIS SIDE 24/7 SO I GOT 2 SPEND HIS LAST MOMENTS WITH HIM & I WILL NEVER FORGET THOSE LAST 2 MONTHS I GOT 2 SPEND WITH HIM BECAUSE HE NEVER FORGOT 2 SAY THAT HE LOVED ME & HE WAS SORRY 4 EVERYTHING & I KEPT TELLING HIM THAT THERE WAS NOTHING 2 BE SORRY 4 & THAT I LOVED HIM ALSO SO I WILL CHERISH THOSE LAST 2 MONTHS I SPENT WITH HIM 4 THE REST OF MY LIFE SO I LOVE & MISS U DADDY SO MUCH U MAY BE GONE BUT YOU'LL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN & THANK U 4 EVERYTHING DADDY