Today makes 3 years you've been gone, 3 years. Wow it still seems like yesterday, I can remember you calling moms just hours before the "event" you wanted to talk to mom, you asked if she was awake and I said yeah she was rocking Dom, and you were worried about waking him. I remember this because I wasn't feeling well and I passed the phone to Adam to give to mom and I didn't hear you say you loved me, nope mom got to tell me because I wasn't feeling good. I kick myself for that every day, I got to tell her to tell you I loved you but it's not the same as me telling you myself. It's almost 4 am now and I'm wide awake thinking about you. I love and miss you so much, I just hope you knew that, and I hope you knew I was there with you all night before you passed, I had to leave to go to work but I was there all night into Monday morning. You would love my fiancé he's a military man, that's one of the first things mom said to me when she met him, was how much you would have loved him. I love you and miss you dearly. ❤️ Your granddaughter Desi