You are missed by so many people my boy
Your big sissa has really had a hard time with you gone, her ❤ is just broke, she gets through each day but it is very hard for her, your big brother is, as always quiet about it but I know he is and always will be deeply hurt and has a broken ❤
As for me, my son, I will manage to get through each day because I can hear you saying mom, mom, mom, mommy you can do this. Truth is my boy it's the hardest thing I've ever done
My heart is just shattered and I still wake up wishing I just had a very bad dream but every morning reality kicks in and there I am, heart broken with out my baby boy
You left behind such a beautiful daughter, she looks and acts like you!
Zach you would be so proud of her, she has been a true blessing.
I love you Zach !
Til we see each other again I will hold sweet memories in my ❤
Always know and remember how very much you are loved
Mom
Still not any easier people lie when they say time heals the pain.. I just started some counseling this week to try and help me a little. And new meds it’s all just a bandaid really. I’m going to see James this week.. cede is a mini you which helps a lot actually. I have your pictures over my bed, beside my bed, and at work on my desk. I wonder if I won’t allow myself to be at peace with you being gone. I just don’t want to forget or memories to fade. It just a mental torture I endure on a daily basis and I most likely will until we meet again. Talk to me more in my dreams please!! It makes me feel better if only for a day. Alright little one.. you do you up there in heaven and take care of things. I’m doing my best down here pal I promise. To another year!!!
Until we meet again!
I love you forever and I’m not going to let my memories fade I promise!!!
Sissa
I can't believe it has been 9 years, I continue to have flash backs of the morning the officer came to my door telling me you were gone, my heart shattered that day and changed our lifes forever. We all miss you so much it continues to hurt living each day without you baby boy.
I miss you so much! I would give anything to have you here with us I still pray that you had a look a like out there and this was a big mistake and you will show up one day and say mom I'm still alive! Always know and remember how very much you are missed and loved my sweet boy
I love you!
Mommy
I wonder what life would be like if you were here... I wonder if my days would be shorter,if I would sleep better, not cry in the shower.. I will never know... Because everyday I wake up your still gone... So life will continue to be hell... I love you.
Sis
ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU SIS! ITS WHAT I NEEDED ALTHOUGH I KNOW YOU LOVED ME IM GLAD I CAN READ IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I LOVE YOU BABY BROTHER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER I LOVE YOU ZACH
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You are missed by so many people my boy
Your big sissa has really had a hard time with you gone, her ❤ is just broke, she gets through each day but it is very hard for her, your big brother is, as always quiet about it but I know he is and always will be deeply hurt and has a broken ❤
As for me, my son, I will manage to get through each day because I can hear you saying mom, mom, mom, mommy you can do this. Truth is my boy it's the hardest thing I've ever done
My heart is just shattered and I still wake up wishing I just had a very bad dream but every morning reality kicks in and there I am, heart broken with out my baby boy
You left behind such a beautiful daughter, she looks and acts like you!
Zach you would be so proud of her, she has been a true blessing.
I love you Zach !
Til we see each other again I will hold sweet memories in my ❤
Always know and remember how very much you are loved
Mom
Still not any easier people lie when they say time heals the pain.. I just started some counseling this week to try and help me a little. And new meds it’s all just a bandaid really. I’m going to see James this week.. cede is a mini you which helps a lot actually. I have your pictures over my bed, beside my bed, and at work on my desk. I wonder if I won’t allow myself to be at peace with you being gone. I just don’t want to forget or memories to fade. It just a mental torture I endure on a daily basis and I most likely will until we meet again. Talk to me more in my dreams please!! It makes me feel better if only for a day. Alright little one.. you do you up there in heaven and take care of things. I’m doing my best down here pal I promise. To another year!!!
Until we meet again!
I love you forever and I’m not going to let my memories fade I promise!!!
Sissa
I can't believe it has been 9 years, I continue to have flash backs of the morning the officer came to my door telling me you were gone, my heart shattered that day and changed our lifes forever. We all miss you so much it continues to hurt living each day without you baby boy.
I miss you so much! I would give anything to have you here with us I still pray that you had a look a like out there and this was a big mistake and you will show up one day and say mom I'm still alive! Always know and remember how very much you are missed and loved my sweet boy
I love you!
Mommy
Thanksgiving Without You
My precious Baby Boy
This year was for sure one for the books. Thanksgiving landed on the day we lost you, we sent balloons off in the evening
We had several people here, including your beautiful baby girl, she is growing up so fast. You would be so proud of her and proud that she will be the proud owner of my mustang when she turns "16" We continue to share our memories with her, she loves hearing all the stories and especially loves when people tell her how much she looks like you. I miss you so much Zach, words can't describe the heartache. I just want my baby boy here with me.
Nikko is doing good, she is starting to show her age but still full of life and continues to guard me. We rescued a boy dog a few years ago and he is following in her footsteps, you would really like him, his name is Edelbrock
He loves Cede, she plays toys with him! Lol
I love you my sweet boy
Always know and remember how very much you are loved and missed
Love,, Mommy
Another year
Another year your gone... As always it sucked without you however I did spend the day with your beautiful little girl.. she is so much like you its kinda scary. I really wish you could have been here this year to see what your mother made me put up with lol. You would have had a good time with it.
I love you little brother. Until we meet again
Love always sis
P.s mom has your dog really fat.
Wish you were here
My Dear Son, here it is December 22, 2017 and I continue to miss you so very much. I cant believe you have been gone for over 7 years now.
Everytime something unusual happens, we smile and say " That was Zach"
We watch your Children grow with both happiness and sadness
Cede wants to be like you, she has so many questions and sometimes crys because she misses you, I cry with her knowing her pain
James loves getting things that were once yours, he is growing us so fast
They both look so much like you my Dear Son,,, you would be so proud of them.
We will forever keep you alive within our hearts and continue to tell stories to those that love you.
Always Know and Remember How Very Much You Are Loved and Missed