Hey Zack.... happy day after your birthday. ....I'll never stop loving you. The world is a less interesting place without you here.
I don't want to feel sad today so just coming to say hi and I love you and still hate that you're gone. I miss you and that beautiful smile. Those big deep brown curious eyes. The way you listened to people and made everyone feel heard. I adopted that from you. The way you allowed the wind to blow you wherever you went. I got that from you as well. ...
Oh LeeLee wrote me.... it's been years since I'd responded. Just got busy with life. I told him so & he still guilt tripped me.
Anyway, I love you forever my friend. The Llamas and Gods.

Zack, my dear friend... You stay forever in my heart & you know that. ... Nick and I were just talking about you & I guess you had a love/hate relationship with him, lol. He did tell me that you thought it was him that was the cause for our breakup, but now you probably know that was never the case.
I often think about what would have happened if you'd just stuck around. I miss you so much it hurts still to this day and I wonder if that last conversation we had would have ever gone anywhere....
I hope one day I can look into your beautiful brown eyes again and just talk and laugh about our hey-days. Love you forever Zack. Sending you lots of hugs and love in my heart every day.

I love you zack. May god bless you so much. I pray One day I can get one more hug ❤️

 MySonZack,04-19-2022 Here it is 10 yrs since this *Nightmare at Evergreen Cemetary* Never can I ever say U were laid to rest after the so called flesh's behind a tin badge call themselves Marshall's of the Law break into a funeral in progress with guns pointing at guest while carrying MySonZack Casket to the ugly Blk Ride,which almost didn't make it here due to this ugly scene of there's. How sad this has been and to this Day there still has not been an Apology or Reason Explained for this to have happened, NOT frm Any One who was responsible of such action, Pinal County Police or Sheriffs Office) (Officer Mc Kluskey led these Marshalls to where MySonZacks Funeral was suppose to be which led into the most tragic Day One could imagine) Mom can only say Plz Forgive Me For allowing this to even lead to such happenings, If only I could rewind our lives I would, I Miss You SOOOoo very Much Daily,LUV You More than Anything,, Mom's going to this place you were laid and eat lunch by where i laid you and also hope to nap laying there next to your bones,, How sad to say such thing Huh? But It Is What It Is,, Just That,, Luving You Now and Pray to Meet In Heaven,,Your Mother, Your Leprecaun Mom xoxox

I can't believe it's been 10 year Zack. Love you - thinking of you often... as if it were yesterday. Love you always my friend.

Happy birthday Zack. Love you always. Miss you and you know that I think of you often. You will always be alive through every life you touched. We miss you more than words can express. Love you.

MyAngelZackMySon,
WHERE DO I START? IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I'VE WROTE TO U,IT SURELY ISN'T CUZ I STOP MISSING U, AFTER READING THROUGH THE PRIOR LETTERS MOM WROTE""CRAZY AS IT MAY SOUND "MOM'S HEART,BODY'&SOUL HASN'T CHANGED MUCH AS FOR THE HURT&PAIN I FEEL DAILY.
MYSONZACK "MOM WISH I COULD JUST EXCEPT THAT WE'LL NEVER BE TOGETHER AS THE FAMILY WE ONCE KNEW. IT'S LIKE MY MEMORIES COME AND GO,MY BRAIN PLAYS MUSICAL FEELINGS OF OUR LIFE TOGETHER,NEVER KNOW WHERE MY MIND MIGHT STOP" ON THE GOOD MEMORIES OF LUV,JOY,LAUGHTER,THAT I'LL CHERISH FOREVER, OR SAD MEMORIES OF BAD DAYS I WISH I COULD MAKE UP FOR & CAN'T,,;-(
YRS HAS PAST AND THIS LIFE ON EARTH HAS GOTTEN NOTHING BUT BAD THINGS NONSTOP, REVELATION IS UPON US, MOM KNOWS YOU WOULDN'T LIKE NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY OF IT, MAYBE THAT'S WHY GOD TOOK YOU AWAY,SO YOU WOULDN'T HURT ANYMORE THAN YOU ALREADY WERE...?..U THINK..?... ANYHOW FOR WHAT ITS WORTH MOM WILL NEVER STOP LUVING & MISSING YOU AS LONG AS I'M BREATHING,,;-( I BELIEVE I'LL CLOSE THIS BEFORE MY HEART POPS WITH PAIN SWELLING,,
WANT TO TALK WITH YOU ABOUT YOUR BRO SO THAT WILL BE THE NEXT THING I'LL SHARE OK MYANGELZACKMYSON ;-) MOM LUVZU TO PIECES..XOXOXOXOXOX

Happy birthday Zack. I know we talk frequently but now a days we post online n on ppls pages so this can be like ur Facebook from heaven. I love tou forever my friend. You will always remain in the hearts of every life you touched. The llamas and gods....

MySonZack U are Mom's Angel now,This Day Dec 4th 1985 U came into this world with open arms,One of Moms happiest Days of My Life,U were pure Joy for Mom,Dad, Brother Gator, Thx be to God I had U in my presence for 26yrs, Then with just a blink of the eye U were taken frm Mom March 26,2012 at the age of 26, How can a Mother be ripped apart from her joy to a ripped out heart,mind, body&soul, It has been now 8yrs and Mom's Misses U SO dang Much and continually question what could I have done to have U taken from me,Forgive Mom for whatever pain,hurt,scars, I may have put on you,,
Never intentionally would I ever hurt you,
My Motherly Luv will always be attached through umbilical cord always, I LUV AND MISS U TERRIBLY MYSONZACK,,HAVE A HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY MYSONZACK RIP MYSONZACK

Hey buddy... we miss you down here n never stop. Love you always.

Hey Zack....
I'm at work right now.. I don't know what I want to say. Me and your Mother chatted for a bit yesterday. ... I've gotten my life together since prison. I really lost it after you passed...I'm sure you saw the hysteria, the unending crying jags that would last for hours....the time I wrote your name in every single line between the cinder blocks in my cell in county. God ..... My heart broke and is still hurts when I think of you. I'm with Nick Meek now. Not sure how you would feel about that. He is so good to me Zack. he loves me so much and I love him very very much too. I know you'd be proud of all I've accomplished. We live an awesome sober-off-meth-but-not-beer lifestyle. We were talking about you and Jimbo just the other day. I'm sure you heard. I still get mad at you sometimes because .... well, just because. I really miss you my friend. I have to pull myself together because here come the tears and I don't want to be bothered with the "what's wrongs" from my coworkers. I want to wish you a Happy Birthday and just let you know that I love you and miss you. I don't post on this page often because of the lack of privacy. I know you hear me when I'm talking about you or to you and you're still untarnished in my mind. But I wanted to take the time to visit you here too.
The llamas and gods allow me to do this. Lol, love you.

Mom just wanna say I Miss U Terribly,,
Never would think i'ld lose something SO Special as You MySonZack,, I Thk God For the Time I Had With You,,, Don't quite understand it sometimes
But can't help Missing and Luving U,, MOM WILL NEVER PUT MY LUV FOR YOU ON THE SIDE,,
NEVER!!!! RIP MYSONZACK

It's been a miserable 7yrs, Since your Burial MySonZack,
Mom to this Day 4-19-2019 will not except the actions of those few walk'n flesh w/tin badges they call Marshall's, w/One Main Flesh w/tin star out of Pinal(Penis)County
CopSnitchMcC°°°°° Who Made Ur Burial
*NIGHTMARE@EVERGREENCEMETARY*
How Dare them still not Apologize for the one's that not only Mourning ur Death but due to PenisCounty Trauma that led to Needing Counseling &etc°°°,,
Mom couldn't even do a decent Burial for U,,Plz FORGIVE MOM FOR NOT THINKING LOGICALY,,
GOSH THIS SWORD CONTINUES TO TURN INSIDE ME,,
So much I could write but It Be God's Will When And If Needed To Be They Will Be Done
 Here I go to Tuc. now to Ur Pad @EvergreenCemetary,
ALWAYS MySonZack WILL U NEVER BE THAT BLINK OF AN EYE We use to discuss,
NEVER°°°° R.I.P. MySonZack

Mom just need to talk with you MySonZack,,
 Your Brother got Sentenced 4-8-2019
For 9yrs,,serving 7,,Mom is so freak'n Sorry for where ever I went wrong with you Boys,,My whole Life has crumbled right out frm under me,,Court was sad enough just knowing GatorMySon was feeling BAD already then to break Mom's Heart More was when His Family Tammy, Jett'Lee,Gunnar'Lee would not speak on Gators behalf,,The Lawyer numerous times stressed how important it was to speak good or bad,,Me & Ur Dad's Heart dropped to our ass,,I can only imagine how Ur Brother felt,, I don't know what the reason be,but that is unmoral for Tammy to let that happen,, Mom's Heart Hurts for the Girls cuz there will come the day they will understand what's happening,,
I Pray to God that They All Reunite when time Comes,,as for Mom I have lost the Mom Battle,, It's Me now to face God straight on,,,
Ur Uncle Davy passed yesterday morning,
Another Heartbreak,,Bet U all are dancing in Heaven
Mom Misses U Soooooo Much it's undescribable,LuvU Even More,,
RIP MySonZack

May your journey in Heaven be a restful and peaceful place for you Zack, you will be missed and never forgotten. + AMEN +
#RIPZACK

DEAR ANGELS,,WOULD YOU ALL PLEASE GIVE AS MUCH HUGS MYSONZACK WILL ALLOW TOO,,FRM HIS LEPRECAUNMOM HERE BELOW,,MYSONZACK DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MOTHER MISSES YOU,,LUV U WITH ALL MY HEART AND MOM WILL CHERISH EVERY MEMORY OF YOU FRM THE TIME DAD & I PLANNED TO HAVE YOU(A BABY) WHAT ABLESSING ,,FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING THERE,,TO AT LEAST BLK THE BULLET FRM TAKING UR LIFE,,ONLY YOU&GOD KNOWS WHY,,WHAT I WOULD DO TO TURN BACK TIME,,BUT THEN AGAIN GOD HAS OUR LIVES WRITTEN AND DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY,OR IF THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR YOU,AND FOR MOM TO HURT SO DEEP INSIDE MY BODY,,THIS IS FIRST YR MOM DIDN'T RUN OFF TO C,G, OR CEMETARY ON THE DATES THAT RIP AT MY INSIDES,,NOT THAT I WON'T,,MYSONZACK R.I.P. AND MOTHER IS GOING TO TRY SLEEP NOW,,AS WE WOULD SAY "SWEETDREAMS" MOM

GOSH Mother misses you so much,Mom goes through the days as if your going to open the front door and yell MOTHER!!!!! I will be doing something and THINK are you watching ME,,I do believe you know your Brother Gator is in PenisCounty,,He surly thinks and talks of you often now,,he has had to clean up so of course you are in his thoughts often,,also Your Brother Jim,, So he has had alot of eye openings this past year sure more to come,      TODAY WILL BE YOUR 7th BALLOON RELEASE!! I have to admit this last couple yrs hasn't been good for Mom,When i do go Mom's HeartBreaks when Gator or Tammy don't show or try to plan to meet or anything Then Of Course Jett & Gunnar can only do what Parents do,, I Know You Use To Tell Mom All The Time I would never be able to be the Nanni' That My Heart Desired,There has been times I was glad MySonZack you weren't involved in the chaos, Mom has broke dwn so many times being alone that its to the point i don't think i make tears no more..But I'm sure I could huh,,GOSH MOM MISSES YOU,,MOM LUVZ U MORE THAN THIS COULD EVER WRITE,,, MySonZack I'm goin to close this for now,,All you Angels Keep an Eye on us dwn here,, ALWAYS MISSING AND LUVING YOU MY SON ZACK

Zack.... I miss you. You always make your way into my daily thoughts.... I miss you so much. The wound left by your absence in this world will never, ever heal. You were an amazing person and you'll never be forgotten my friend.

Our dearest Robles family our thoughts and prayers are with you always..how ive been thinking of you Zack you live in my heart...how i miss that precious smile.. patricia our dear friend,please contact us we miss you dearly you gator and family are in our thoughts love you all .....The Murillos

Zack you will always be in our minds and hearts love you cousin.

YES

MY SON ZACK I LUV U WITH ALL MY HEART,,MOM MISSES YOU SO VERY MUCH,,

How Mom Misses You MyAngelSonZack Above,,Been awhile since i've sent Message to you MySonZack in Heaven,,On this page that is,,Many Messages i've written,One Is Always Written is the One On My Heart, Mom will Never Stop Luv'n U, Mom will Not Stop Think'n And Missing U,,, God This Tears My Heart Apart Knowing There Is No Way At This Life Time To Hug MySonZacks Flesh,,But God Thk U For Giving Your Son So I Can Be Forgiven Of All Sins, AND TO SEE MY SO ZACK IN HEAVEN,,I LUV U MY FATHER GOD ,IN JESUS NAME AMEN,

Hi dad its Jessica um its seems a lil werid me and mom really miss u when i think about u i just wanna cry i miss u if u can see this your probably confused about me calling you dad you know i never really had a male figure in my life and thinking about it now i could only call you my dad you have been there for me even though you and mom have been through alot looking at this tribute page nobody has posted this year but remember dad no one has forgotten about you i love u anyways bye

                  XOXO Your Daughter,Jessica

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL COUSIN!! I MISS YOU DRIVING ME CRAZY BUT YOUR DAD IS DOING A GOOD JOB OF IT!! REST IN PEACE COUSIN LOVE YOU!!

Happy Birthday!! my cousin Zack, wish I could have known you longer Your Mom loves you soooo much don't worry she has God in her heart and she is strong. May you rest in peace.

MySonZack,,Leaving now to That Hell Hole C.G.,,To Celebrate Your 4Yr Balloon Release,,I LuvU And MISS U SO Darn Much!! That it makes me upset to my Stomach,,Having trouble getting away today,,Don't suppose to CRY or GET UPSET cause They Won't approve of it,,But when did Mom ever listen to but what my Heart Says when it comes to Hurts,,God Wants us to Cry Right?? MOMS GOTTA GO NOW MISS U SON MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY!!!!!

MY SON ZACK,,IT'S 2016 NEW YEARS;MISSING U TERRIBLY;Praying Ur Brother is Doing Ok;;Probably should Be W/Ur Brother Huh? So Sorry MySonZack,Mom Really Prays I Was Normal Again,I Don't Know What or How to Do Anything,,Moms Heart has Been literally ripped out!!I Pray to GOD All the Time,,Ur Brother&Tammy Jett&GunnarLee just called to Say HappyN'Year;*) Dad Too :*) GOSH MOM Wish I Had Another chance w/U Boys!! U2 ARE MY LIFE ;*) ;*)

MySonZack***Mom Misses You!!! I LuvU So Much**!! Ur Nana has joined U with the Lord; Has she pinched you?Mom ask her to Plz Not Pinch U instead Plz Give U Hug for Mom*;~)) Gosh So Much i need to tell you,,but Heaven is not for sorrow,,I Can Only Imagine**                     R.I.P. *MySonZack*& *MommaDora*;~))

LuvU MySonZack,,MissU So Much,,Its Ur Brothers 40th B'Day,Mom can't believe U Boys age,,How time flys,,Ur Brother sure Wishes U were here'Not only for B'Day but literally.Things are really tearing apart since you've gone home.As u no he was going threw crap already,now his mind has trouble excepting u being gone,Mom relates w/him so much,but can't say that for our Loved Ones..W/God we will be w/U again.Always Luv'n&Missing U MySonZack,,Sending xoxo to Heaven

Hello MySonZack"Gosh How Peacefull U Must Be,It's not to good here in Hell Son;( I Talk&Pray to Our Father for clarity for why am i hated on, God knows the Truth Son and Judgement Day will come,I Forgive All who has caused so much Pain for me,Mom Misses Ur True Hugs&The words"Mother I Really Love You"And know U Mean it w/All ur Heart,.    God Plz i ask for comfort and help me Lord not feel so empty&lost' Zack Mom REALLY MISS U&LOVE YOU,,Can't wait for u to take Moms hand at Heavens Gates,,R>I>P> MySonZack,,xoxoxoxo

MySonZack Gosh How Mom Prays To Be In The Peace U Are,,God How I Miss You So Very Much,Mom Received A Hug Frm GunnarLee' other Nite that Felt Like Yours,So Loving&Sincere,Never will i Forget it.Just as Mom Never Forgets Ours,RIP MySonZack.LuvU Always&Forever!!!!!

This is from AnnieSharon:^) Want to say How much your Loved& Missed by me!!! Miss your Beautiful Smile&Those Lips of yours as a Lil'Boy for Annie to smooch on jus to get u screaming lol...       LoveU SweetHeart..RIP

MySon Zack,,,Thx to the Lord i'm back from the Okl.&Texas Trip..went very well and so Blessed to Go and NOT be a Funeral..Can't Wait to get Hugs&Kisses frm ur Big Brother&Nieces of Course My DaughterNlaw Tammy!!!xo       ,LoveYou as ALWAYS&FOREVER&MISS U TERRIBLYxoRIP MySonZack!!!!

Mom wants to say i am Missing you every minute of my Life,Asking God to "Give Me Serenity For The Things I Cannot Change"Courage To Change The Things I Can" I was SO Blessed Last Nite!Dad brought Gator and FAMILY to give Mom Hugs before we go to Okl.to Visit Moms FAMILY!! And No your still wrong thinking its better without you in our LIFE,,ITS MISERABLE MySonZack!!We Miss&Love You SOoo MUCH, Catch Moms Kisses as i Send them NOW!!!

MySonZack>MyAngelAbove:) Its May Day and Mom has gotten through TWO emotional Months,Time to maybe Celebrate with the Angels SweetHeart;;) I do believe i am ready to move on with picturing ur Beautiful Headstone i purchased year an a half ago,,Having ur own Head Stone MySonZack is SOOooo important to Mom and to be Proud that ur Name can be seen by the world easier,breathless to me;*) W/Gods will my goal is for April 19,2016,,,I LUV U&MISS UR SUPRIZE VISITS!!!! Ohhh WHAT A HUG CAN DO AND THE WORDS W/IT>MOTHER I LOVE YOU< RIP MySonZack xoxoxo MotherLuvzU

At last; The last day of this March Madness Month MySonZack ;the tears never seem to stop sweetheart,yes i know you hated that but plz forgive Mom as you use to say death is jus a blink away but little you know the pain is living lifetime inside ours Hearts ,Your Dad released a balloon for you this third year Anniversary,,i walked into the rig box for the first time can't say it relieved any pain but Mom&Dad did ur Bro always does, regrets he didn't the night you passed;but i believe the Lord didn't want that,,Miss&LuvU Dearly MySonZack!!!!!xoxoxox

we miss you everyday miss you every minute a little palm tree for you for us and I just asked tell him in your own skin hugs and kisses and stuff fluffy cloud mad love baby mad love never dies

Gosh MySonZack,,Moms Heart is so heavy missing u terribly,,Ohh how i wish i could hold u in my arms and say I Luv U,,and feel the warmth of my young Mans body as an infants warmth a Mother never forgets.;) God Plz comfort Me and GatorMySon as we go this walk with our Loved One,,ZACK,,XOXOXOXO

Missing U terribly MySonZack;) How much i wish things could go back in time,,what foolish thinking i know,,I know God won't do that,,I will do my hardest to walk with the Lord to be sure i receive ur hand at the gates of Heaven,,GOSH I LOVE YOU,,XOXOXO

MySonZack you are so much Missed by Mom that its nauseating for me; I LuvU Always and Forever,,its Jan 4,2015 Sunday,,You would be very proud of your Nieces of there Baptismal last Sunday the 28thDec,2014,,  I know your Brother is also,even through his struggles the Lord is w/him, Always&Forever see you in Heaven;)

ITS Christmas Eve MyLil'Angel,,i'ld be going frantic trying to find out what&where U were gonna be at today&tomorrow;) if U&Gator were together or ???,,Sure MISS that,,MySonZack,,watching The Nativity Movie last nite,as Mary was told she was having a Baby(Jesus) the thought of the Month i Conceived YOU is same Month i Lost U!I LuvU;)

Hey Zack, my dear cousin you will be for ever missed.

Dec.04,1985>Twenty Nine yrs ago One of the MOST Blessed Days of My Life! Thk U God for the Birth of MySonZack, Oh My Gosh How Precious they are to Still be able to feel that moment of bringing My BabyBoy into My life,For GatorMySon to hav a Lil'Bro' to Luv>Pester>Play with< the 26 yrs we had is unforgettable Memories that cannot be taken frm US, MySonZack Mom Luvz&Misses U terribly.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox HAPPY BIRTHDAY XOXO

HELLO MY ANGEL MOTHER MISSES U I KEEP ASKING FOR PEACE AND UNDERSTANDING FOR YOUR LOSS,,GOD I ASK YOU NOW NEXT TO MYSONZACK TO SHOW ME HOW,LUV U GOD AND MYSONZACK AND ALL THE ANGELS IN HEAVEN,

MySonZack its Veterans Day and I'm SURE there will be Lots of Visitors at EverGreen Cemetery..Enjoy ALL the ANGELS while U All watch over,, Miss U So Much!!!!!!! Mother LUVZ U

Oh MySonZack!!! My Tears are Heavy today I'm SOooo sorry for all that has happened.GatorMySon is getting stronger each day you'll be so proud of him,,of course he still can be the A-Hole u use to call him when u were mad at him LOL.Mom feels SO darn Lost,Guilty and all that goes along w/..U wouldn't be so happy w/me,,Always Missing&Loveing You. DEAR GOD I ASK FOR YOUR ARMS RI
GHT NOW OH HOW I NEED YOU!!!!!!

Its Mom:) Feeling ur Presence strong going to see ur Bro and Beautiful Nieces today,,:) Dear God BE w/US all today through this journey today,,AMEN I LUV AND MISS U MYSONZACK!!!!!!!!!XOXOXO

Oh MySonZack how i MISS U SO...DEAR GOD HELP ME UNDERSTAND HOW TO FUNCTION DAILY..U ARE WITH ME CONSTANTLY..PLZ HELP GOD

HELLO MYSONZACK,,HAD RUOGH A.M. MOM VENTING TO MUCH W/ANNIE GOT INTO IT,THKS TO GOD ALL IS FORGIVEN.DOING FINE NOW.MOM AWAKES W/U ON MIND EVERY A.M. LUVU FOREVER MY ANGEL;) XOXO