One year already... <3 I wish I could talk to you once more...

My dearest Angie----it's been a year since you went home to be with the LORD. I miss you so much but so glad your pain is gone. All my love & thoughts are with you. MOM !

Hi Sissy ~ As you may be aware, I almost joined you there last week as I had a large blood clot in my one lung break loose which caused me to have a Pulmonary Embolism. The Doctors at Upstate said that a clot that size breaking loose and travelling the body normally would spell the end for someone. I guess God decided it wasn't my time yet. In any event now I have to be on blood thinners the rest of my life, however long that will last. Johnny said I flat-lined at the Auburn Hospital several times as he was there. I have no memory of Auburn Hospital and I would hope that when I do finally check out that I'm as blissfully unaware of it all as I was there. I take great comfort in knowing when that time does come for me I will be reunited with you and everyone there. I love you Sissy and I miss you more than words could ever describe. ALL MY LOVE, RICH

Good Morning, Sweetpea I'm missing you awful this morning but I know you are happy so that is what is important! Saw the rooster pouring coffee and your message the other day! Thank-you so much! I love you , always thinking of you! Stevie sends his love and he is so,so, sorry he missed saying his good-bys. LOVE FOREVER!!!

Hey Sis~
I was just sitting here and talking to Mommy about you & this whole crazy "lifetime" we all seem to have been dealt.....how fast it seems to be flying by now...etc...etc...(hard to believe it's been 3mos. already)......watching the pics cycle & listening to the background music. OH YEAH, and of course, we ALL caught your little "sign" the other day..... (like you don't already know that .....right?) I'm sure you had a nice chuckle pulling that one off from over there already......hahahahaha......just wanted to drop you a quick line tonight, drop a flower & give you a quick hug Sissy. ~ LOTSA' LOVE, RICH

Good Morning Sis ~
I was just remembering & thinking about our phone conversation when you were still at St. Joe's and the fact that we never did get to take that walk by the lake we talked about that day. Then I was remembering a meme you posted about wishing Heaven had a phone. I wish they did too because I sure do miss your voice and wish I could talk to you right now Sis. Your forever on my mind and in my heart.
                                          ~ Rich

I had one of my weird dreams about you and I again last night. We are always playing in this huge older house in these dreams. I'm not sure what the significance of this big house is but this is a place in my dream world that I seem to visit with some frequency and you are always there. Suffice it to say Sissy that you are always and forever on my mind, even when I'm asleep. Missing you Sis....I wish heaven had a phone system :-)

I miss you more and more every day Mom!

Dear An G : Where can I find words that could convey what it is I want to say? I'm lost for words, filled up with feelings! Where did you go my little baby girl, I pray you are once again smiling, the pain is gone and you have met the cherished loved ones you longed to see. I miss you , but feel you here and your love is big enough to share. See you soon! LOVE YOU, MOMMY

Missing you a lot this morning Sis. I found this memorial site and Mom and I started it up. We'll send it to Danielle so she can put it on your Facebook so all your friends know where to come visit with you.
This way there's a permanent place we can all share our memories with each other. ~ LOTSA' HUGS, BROTHER RICH