Miss you 

Tony wasn’t just my cousin he was my first friend and the first person i looked up too. I have so many memories with Tony us dressing up every year for carver day, swimming in crystal lake all day long, staying up late together at family party’s and when we got older hanging out with my cool older cousin and listening to him play his music and so many more memories that i will forever cherish. Tony you are loved and missed every day.

Anthony teaching his daughter to play the drums.
A short video.
https://www.facebook.com/sydney.doubleday.1/videos/1470366629907359/

Tell me, what does it look like in heaven?
Is it peaceful is it free like they say?
Does the sun shine bright forever?
Have your fears and your pain gone away?
Cause here on earth it feels like everything good is missing, since you
Left
And here on earth everything thing's different, there's an emptiness
Oh-oh-oh I, I hope you're dancing in the sky
I hope your singing in the angels choir
And I hope the angels, know what they have
I bet it's so nice up in heaven since you arrived...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXimPevd8nY&feature=share

A video made by Tony of his lovely daughter.

I'm so far from home, and yet you are further than me. I feel your loss amplified by every mile between me and my memories of you. Your spirit did not walk these streets. You are truly gone.

HaPpY BiRtHdAy...I hope you’re Dancing in the sky and singing in the Angels choir. I miss you so much...be at peace nephew until we meet again. Love ❤️ Auntie Judi

Thinking of his family and friends on what I know is a difficult day. Hugs and prayers today.

Not a day gors by that i dont think of you. Miss you

"Well I know what you're like - I've read it on the walls
You're too tired, you choose heaven over the earth and me
But come on please... You should wake up."
-Deftones.

"Nor does anyone light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on the lamp stand, and it gives light to all who are in the house."
- Matthew 5:15

Your memory lives on in us all big cuz, your light still shines. I miss you endlessly and I love you eternally!

You are missed and loved everyday I hope you are finally at peace love you big cuz

Not a day goes by...

Rain by Edward Thomas

Rain, midnight rain, nothing but the wild rain
On this bleak hut, and solitude, and me
Remembering again that I shall die
And neither hear the rain nor give it thanks
For washing me cleaner than I have been
Since I was born into this solitude.
Blessed are the dead that the rain rains upon:
But here I pray that none whom once I loved
Is dying tonight or lying still awake
Solitary, listening to the rain,
Either in pain or thus in sympathy
Helpless among the living and the dead,
Like a cold water among broken reeds,
Myriads of broken reeds all still and stiff,
Like me who have no love which this wild rain
Has not dissolved except the love of death,
If love it be for what is perfect and
Cannot, the tempest tells me, disappoint.

I can't believe it's been two months already, I miss you so much, I miss your smile and you're contagious laugh. I can still hear it.

There will always be a part of you with me, brother.