Dear Mummy/Nanny; Wishing you a 'Happy Birthday' on this very special day; you was born; to be chosen, to be our 'Special Living Queen & Angel' for eternity and beyond. Even though, I was only 12yrs, when God decided, you was far to beautiful for this world & needed you back up as his Angel, up above; I'm truly blessed to be your 'One & Only Grandchild', to be the 'chosen one' to make you the beautiful, forever Young, Glamorous, Elegant, kind hearted❤, loving, & caring, Grandmother that you always was . Thank you for Teaching me everything; how to Love, be kind, caring, giving, dignified, elegant, educated, honest, disciplined, helpful, respectful, feminine, glamorous; a beautiful soul on not Just the outside, but Inside too; to be appreciative, ambitious, show grattitude and above all; Enjoy Life to the fullest by being true to oneself.
The only thing you didn't teach or prepare us was; for how difficult Life would be forced to LIVE without you, I know that was beyond your control but 'Thank you' for guiding/proctecting me everyday & all your spiritual signs and messages, are so comforting to know I'm never alone....when I feel alone/upset to give me this 'glimmer of hope' that everything's going to be 'OKAY' and I know It will, because It's coming from you & I have 'Grandad', 'Mummy','Uncle' & Lil Jaigo; while you have the other half of our hearts with Benjie too. I hope you are proud of me & my choices, from a little girl to the grown woman I am today; It was my long life ambition to make you proud In life, I hope I've suceeded & will continue to do so; until we meet again 'One Sweet Day' until then, I'm pleased you are with your Mother you lost at the tender age of 8yrs, & Father aged 20yrs, your son, that I never got to meet & all your older siblings; If Mum & I are STRONG we owe that to you too, you was the perfect role model/Inspiration, I could ever ask for; so when I celebrate my Birthday 5days later, although we can no longer celebrate them on Earth together, we will celebrate you too; like we do each and everday; tonight I will read a special prayer for You, sleep tight and in peace...LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER YESIM AYSEL XxX