Bobby and his niece Ashley... He loved her much. I know he is watchng over her from heaven...And I know he is one proud uncle...

I am so sad at this time of year. The 3rd anniversary of your death and both of our birthdays are this month...it still seems like a nightmare....u should have not left me here alone...I still get angry at u at times....I love u forever....R.I.P my love...

I just want to tell you how much you are loved and missed.... I can still see that beautiful smile and those awesome blue eyes... You touched my life in so many ways, I am not scared to say, I think you saved my life, you brought me into your life not long after we met, I had never met anyone like you and I know I never will, you taught me, happiness, suvival skills, life values, hardships and how to really live life and enjoy it to the fullest... I remenber my birthday you bought me a fishing rod and fishing lisence... how romantic.... We shared sorrows, laughter, and brought me into your family, where I was loved and accepted, I was their when yu lost your dad, mom and we cried togeather....No matter what prople say about our relationship, I know u loved me and no body will ever convince me different..... I cant stop grieving over you, its something I live with daily, its a struggle and u not calling me every 10 minutes to check on me, is the thing I miss most, No body is here now, that cares if I make it home or not....I remenber the valentines you bought me candy and a signing card..."just to see you smile" I cry everytime I hear that song, and now what I would not give just to see your smile, one more time.... I feel blessed that God let me talk to you one last time that morning, and the last words you said to me is I love you.... not many people get that chance... Its ironic the way life played out for you, so young and loved life so much, the outdoors, the freedom you finally had gotton.... I have seen you cry and when I think back, No matter all the things that went on in our life..... You were always the same...... just Bobby and that strut you had when you walked..... I truly loved that..... I wish I would have been a stronger person, I wish I woulp have pushed harder for you to stop the things in your life that was so not good for you, but then you wouldnt be bobby would you..... Wait for me Bobby, I could never love anyone so deep and unconditional ...... You were Truly a Great And incredable person...... hank you for loving me Bobby...... I love you forever and always, till me meet again, my darling....



Lisa