For my beloved son Chane Collins , only the good Lord knows the pain I live with every day and night . We had so many plans, just not enough time, if I had only knew earlier maybe you would still.be here today, my life without you is pure hell, I wanted you so much maybe I loved you too much God loaned you to me for a while and I am thankful for that time, I wish it could have been longer, my heart is so heavy I will love you till the end of time.