MAMA YOU WERE SO SPECIAL TO ME ITS SO SAD TO KNOW THAT YOUR GONE AND I CANT CALL AND TALK TO I KISS YOU PICTURE EVERYDAY! YOU ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN I KNOW. YOU WERE ALWAYS A HONEST PERSON. WHEN YOU LEFT I REALLY COULDNT BELIEVE IT YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY LIFE FOR THE PAST 12 YEARS. I FEEL AS IF YOU ARE HALF OF THE REASON I AM WHO I AM! IT MADE ME FEEL SO GOOD BECAUSE AUNTIE LEAN AND AUNTIE RUBY SHOWED ME THAT YOU HAD MY FIRST SET OF HANDPRINTS! I REMEMBER ALL THE TIMES YOU AND I SHARED TOGETHER AND I REMEMBER ALL THE TIMES WE LAUGHED AND JOKED TOGETHER. ITS JUST SO HARD TO KNOW THAT YOUR GONE! I LOVE YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO ONE CAN SAY WE WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN BECAUSE  GOD HAS A SPOT  FOR EVERYONE. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE AND I KNOW YOU WANT FORGET MINES! WHEN I SEE YOU AGAIN I KNOW  YOU WILL KNOW ME! I LOOKED AT A PICTURE OF ME AND YOU AND I TOLD MY MAMA " MY EYES LOOK JUST LIKE MOMA'S ". ITS SAD TO KNOW YOUR GONE AND NOT HERE WITH US BUT IM HAPPY TO KNOW YOU DONT HAVE TO SUFFER ANYMORE. YOU ARE THE STRONGEST PERSON I KNEW ALL THE PAIN YOU FOUGHT THREW!  NOW YOUR IN PEACE! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU I PROMISE IM ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE! GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN! #R.I.P#  PIGGY,MEERAH,NYASIA,

 

Where do I start? Im still in disbelief that God has called my precious granny home. I miss u everyday and I cant stop thinking about all the times we shared and even the times that I didnt share with you! I know you knew how much u meant to all of us mama and you will live through me and my babies forever! There is no other woman on this earth that I have ever came into contact with that can amount to the wonderful strong fighter that you were! My life has changed so much within the last 2 weeks and it hurts me that my bestfriend, granny, diary, and superwoman is no longer with me but your spirit is always with me mama! I wont even ask that you watch over us because I know u will as you have always done. I promise that i will continue to love and honor my family as you wanted for us to! may your beautiful soul rest in paradise and save a spot for me MAMA! I love u always and forever your beautiful grandaughter Pookie{The Black Marilyn Monroe} as u would say! I know once we meet again you will be with open arms as you have always greeted me when u saw me.

Mama i miss you so much that it hurts!! Words cant describe how i feel right now!! When you left here mama it broke my heart but i know you in a better place and looking down on all of us now!! I still talk to you every morning when i wake up and before i go to sleep!! I still treasure all the good memories we had together. I still laugh when i think about all the last past conversations we had and you always ask me "when u having my grand babies"!! Im going to make you some grand babies and tell them all about you and how wonderful you were!! I love u Mama and i cant wait to see you again!!

I only had the privilege of being in your life for the past 6 years. Since the first day I met you, you made me feel like I had been a part of your family forever. I remember the first time that you told me you loved me. At that time, I thought that you were talking to someone else but when I turned around, you were looking at me. When I pointed to myself and asked if you were talking to me you smiled and said yes. That meant the world to me and every time since then you never missed an opportunity to let me know that you did. Mama, I appreciate everything that you did for me and my boys. We never felt like strangers to you. As much as it hurts that you will not be here for Charli to be born, I am relieved that you are no longer suffering and can be in peace with "your Jesus." I can only hope that one day I can acquire half of the love and compassion that you have for everyone around you. I will never forget you, your love, or your laughter. Rest forever in peace mama.

I miss u momma more than words can say. I miss seeing your beautiful face, giving u a hug & a kiss u a when I see u. This is so hard for all of us. People say that time heals all wounds but I dont think so. Brother Lowe did an amazing Eulogy for u & Pam song beautifully just like u wanted. I know that I told  u that we would say something nice about u. Seth did a great job. U met Pastor Tim the day before u went home to be rocked in the arms of Jesus, he did a wonderful job too. Renee from our church blessed us w/ Amazing Grace (Chains R Gone). I know that u would have been pleased. The day u passed God was @ work for this broken lost family. My strength is in Him. I thank u more than ever for raising us up to believe & trust in Him. No mere mortal could have done what Jesus did for this family during the worst week of our lives. We all know that u have suffered so long.No more suffering,no more pain, & no more sickness. Momma your chains r gone you've been set free. I pray that I can be a great mom & grandmom like u. U loved the Lord truly loved the Lord & u loved your family. I thank God that He blessed me to be your daughter. I will always love u.Thank u for everything u did for us. U always put others before yourself. I don't want to be like Mike, I want to be like my mom. Loving, caring, giving & extremely selfless. Missing the greatest woman in my life, cant wait to see u again face to face.All my love to u my beautiful mom.