- 41 years old
- Date of birth: Jun 4, 1972
- Place of birth:
Meadowbrook, Pennsylvania, United States
- Date of passing: Aug 19, 2013
- Place of passing:
Bensalem, Pennsylvania, United States
|“Since I was young, I have always known this: Life damages us, every one. We can’t escape that damage. But now, I am also learning this: We can be mended. We mend each other” --Veronica Roth|
This memorial website was created in the memory of my Brother, Christian Ball, 41, born on June 4, 1972 and chose to end his life long struggle with depression on August 19, 2013. We will remember, love and miss him forever.
"Okay so I dont know if any one really goes on this anymore but Hi im sam....I might be chris's daughter... I know this sounds like a joke but i promise i really am the one and only sammie... Listen im turning 20 October 15.. Every day i sit here and wonder who my father is and i look like chris so i sit there and think hey maybe i am.. Im sorry its so late but i can finally get in contact with someone.. my mom Kimberly faino cant hide me away no more i live in new jersey basically on my own with her.. I was wondering maybe if someone could possibly help me and get a dna test with me to figure this out... Its killed me for years not knowing exactly who is my dad and i sit here and cry because if chris really is my dad i never really got to meet him other than the occasions when i was younger.. but i was a kid i didnt know what was going on.. im gonna be 20 i dont know what else todo... if some one could get back to me that would be great.... please and thank you ... im sorry for everyones loss.."
"I'm sitting here thinking about Christmas at Bopper and Dar Dar's house. I remember how you and I were convinced that Bopper was actually Santa. (I remember you telling me that we couldn't let any of the grown ups know that we knew because if anyone found out Bopper's secret identity, he would be fired. LOL)
Merry Christmas Big Brother. I love you and miss you."
"One year ago today you chose to end the unbearable pain you had endured most of your life. But you left me to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart, to try to figure out how to live through the pain of losing you and live with the horror of feeling that I failed you when you needed me the most. I know that was not your intention. I know you just wanted your suffering to end. I hope you have found the peace you so desperately needed while living. I miss you terribly and always will. I love you my Dear Brother."
"Isn't this supposed to get easier as time goes on? That's so not the case. I miss you so much. And to think I will never see you again... just the thought of that makes it hard for me to breath. You are missed so much more than I think you ever could have imagined!"
"“Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
From an Irish headstone”
We knew each other for most of our lives. It's been four and a half months, but, I can't accept that you are gone. I keep thinking you are going to knock on my door, with that grin and enthusiasm that no one could ever hope to match, and convince me to come along on some crazy adventure that always ended with beer, smokes, and a shit ton of laughs.
I miss you Dude."
"My Dearest Christian - I've had the pleasure of knowing your amazing, beautiful self from the day your Mom brought you home from the hospital to your very last day. You were such a bright spot in our lives and I am forever changed for having had you in my life. I will miss you and feel your absence for all the rest of my days. I hope you are at peace and finally free. I love you dearly."
"You will be dearly missed, And we can all rest assured that you will be watching over us and keeping us safe. we had many good times back in the day that I will never forget. Even though it was to soon and we feel not your time, Heaven must have had a plan for you and must have needed you their. Rest In Peace Buddy and we will all see you someday."
"Christian soar high, you are surely missed here by carrie and alot of your friends. You are one man we will never forget, we have all had our battles in life. Heaven surely got a great angel the day you passed. At times its still hard to believe your gone but through all of our years of being friends we always said we will meet again and you held true to that"
"Awwww "Baby Boy".... Heaven sure has an ANGEL now. I will forever hold you dear in my heart. May your spirit ALWAYS FLY FREE MY FRYND!!!!"
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