As Christmas approaches I think about how it was your favorite holiday. You had so many lights on your house that we could see them before we turn on your street. You would have gifts for all the grandkids covering your living room. I have tried to continue your tradition but my siblings have their own family tradition. I will continue to put lights up around my house for you. It has been so hard not having you here with me. I know and feel you are looking over me and my family. This is the hardest holiday for me I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM