Another year another Christmas without you, why did it have to be like this where all I can do is put messages on here , I so wish I could come and lay flowers and talk to you maybe one day my wish will come true but until then it's on here until we meet again,R.I.P PRINCESS missed always never forgotten will love you always Aunty Dy xxx

Today is another year past where I ain’t been able to wish u a happy birthday and spoil u like u deserve. I miss u so much and wish I could just hold u so tight. There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of u. Always wondering what u would look like now but I’m never going to no that now. Happy birthday princess until we meet again love mum xxxxxxx

Today you would have been 19 princess another year that we have missed making memories and celebrating with you, but the angels wanted you back, you were too good for this earth ,I miss your beautiful smile and your dirty laugh, I hope your partying hard up there and hope you watch over us all until we meet again I love you always R.I.P sweetheart ,missed always never forgotten loved forever Aunty Dy ❤️ xxx

My princess time has flown by to quick. 16 years since u was taken away from us. Not one day goes by I don’t have u on my mind and in my heart wondering what u would be like if u wasn’t taken so early. I love and miss u so much my Pooh bear. Until we meet again my heart will always break cos I can’t have u here with me love mummy xxxxxxxxxx

As if it's been 16 whole years since you were taken away and still seems like yesterday ,the pain never goes away I miss your smile, laugh, cuddles and miss being able to watch you grow up I hope your watching over us all down here until we meet again love you always and forever aunty Dy xxx

So another Christmas and another new year that your not here to celebrate with us they say time is a healer bit its not and life is just so unfair you should be here celebrating it all with us but instead your watching over us from heaven I hope you party hard up there princess until we meet again R.I.P COURTNEY ,MISSED ALWAYS,NEVER FORGOTTEN, LOVED FOREVER love aunty Dy XXXXXX

Well today would have been your big 18th birthday but another year we can't celebrate with you, I so wish things would have been different I always wonder what you would have grown up like what your dreams were but will never know ,I miss you always princess you will live on in our memories and I know you will watch over us always ,I hope your partying hard up there today my beautiful niece until we meet again I love you always and forever xxxxxx

Happy birthday my princess can’t believe u would be 18 today. I miss u so much. Ur sister wrote to me last week she’s doing so well in life very proud of the young lady she’s become. I am currently writing back to her as I write this to u. Not a day goes by when I don’t think of u. Hopefully soon I can come sit and talk to u. Till we meet again always remember I love u and miss u. ❤️

They say time will help u heal and that is not true at all. 15 years and I’m still not healing. It still hurts to think ur gone, to think I couldn’t take the pain away and take ur place instead. I would do anything to have been able to comfort u and protect u from the pain. Ur always in my heart and all ur brothers and sister who never got to meet that beautiful face of ur has been made aware they have 2 other sisters and a brother and I will alway show pictures of u to them as ur there biggest sister. I love and miss u so much Iv sent another Lantin up to u in heaven to day I’m sure u will find it but until the day I can see u again always remember Mummy love u and miss u so much my Pooh bear ❤️xxxxx

Today 15 years ago we got the news we were dreading that you had gained your angel wings, that you were gone forever ,you only had 2 years on this earth which is no time at all ,but I have memories that I will cherish always R.I.P PRINCESS until we meet again uncle fish will look after you missed always never forgotten loved forever luv aunty Dy xxx

Well princess another Christmas without you,they say time is a healer but its not as I just wish you were here to spoil you and give you loads of big fat aunty loves and kisses, I think about you and talk about you all the time ,wonder what you would have grown up like, what you wanted to be when you were older but the angels wanted you back and so they took you back,life is just so cruel sometimes but you live on in my memories and noone is taking them away from me ,I hope your watching over us until we meet again uncle fish will look after you, love you always and forever aunty Dy xxxxxxxx

My Pooh bear bear can’t believe u was 17 yesterday it has been a hard day for me hit me hard baby girl I’m missing u so much and trying my hardest to find out where u are. I won’t give up till I no so I can come and be with u. Ur always on my mind wondering what u would look like now and what path of life u would have chose but that’s one thing I will never know I love and miss u so much baby girl just wish I could have one of ur big squeezes and make it all better. Hope ur having a good time up there with dyllan and angel. Look after each other until I get there love u all so much ❤️xxxxxx

Today would have been your 17th birthday another year of missing you oh I do wish I could have seen you grow up and often wonder what you would have done with your life, I miss your smile,your laugh, the weekend sleepovers I miss it all, but at least your out of pain now, just wish with all my heart things were different but it wasn't meant to be, so party hard up there princess until we meet again uncle Fisher will look after you, missed always ,never forgotten, loved always and forever, luv aunty Dy xxxxx

Wow its been 14 years today since you were taken by the angels ,and our lives will never be the same again you should be with us here not there but it wasn't meant to be ,god I miss your smile, your laugh,your cuddles and having you sleep over ,I often wonder what you would be like now ,but for now I'm just gonna have to stay wondering until we meet again R.I.P my beautiful little niece, missed always never forgotten loved forever xxxxxxxxx

Another Christmas that we missed out on i so wish I could send you stuff to heaven but I cant for now I have to make do writing on here and talking about you all the time I smile when I look at your pic on the wall as that's all that you did, I miss you princess until we meet again R.I.P courtney never forgotten loved always and forever aunty Dy xxxx

Merry Christmas my baby girl. Wish u was here to celebrate Xmas with us love u loads always xxxx

My baby girl is now my big girl. Happy 16th birthday princess. Cant believe ur 16 today. Wish u was here with me to celebrate ur 16th birthday but ur with with ur brother and i no u will be up there having a great day and standing with each other till the day i can be with u. Even tho ur 16 now ur still my baby girl always will be. Miss u so much pooh bear. I will be next to u soon. Sending all my love and kisses on such a big day for u love u like jelly tots princess xxxxxxxxxx

Wow today would have been your big 16th birthday and what a birthday it would have been we would have made sure of it but its another year we have missed out on,oh how I wish things could have been different instead there is a hole nothing can fill i miss your cuddles I miss everything but the angels needed you more than us i hope your looking down watching over us your pic is on my wall with uncle Fisher so your both with me always ,R.I.P my beautiful niece until we meet again love always and forever Aunty Dy   ❤  xxxxxxxx

My baby iv had some news today. Iv finally been assigned a worker to give me the details of where u are. I soon can finally come and sit with you and talk to u and lay flowers and gift at ur place of rest. It wont be long i promise my baby girl i will be there. Wish it was different and could actually hold u tight and never let u go but ur with the angels but its felt like a relieve having that call to say my fight is over after all these year to find where u are and now finally its starting. I love u my girl. Soon be sat with u no matter how near or far u are from me i will get to u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

How do you mend a broken heart?
Why did our God tear us apart?
Each new morning I speak your name.
Life in the world is not the same.
Cancer took you away from me
To set u free.
I couldnt hold your hand or sit at your side.
When you passed, I wished I'd died!
My heart is empty, all life gone,
A dark space where the light once shone,
Tears of saddness on my face.
There's nothing left to take your place.
Each night my eyes look up and pray
That here somehow, someway, someday
Your soul will find a special way
To look back down and say you're okay. Xxxx

My baby girl I miss u so much ur always in my mind and heart and talk about u a lot to ppl who don't even no u. Wish I could just hold u so tight and take ur place. I love u my pooh bear. You was taken by the angels far to soon and that wasnt fair. I will see u soon my baby princess until then I will save my love and cuddles for the day I càn hold u mummy loves u and miss u so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

It's been 13 years today since you was taken away from us you were still so young and had your whole life ahead of you I wish you were here just to hear your laugh see you smile chuckle say aunty Dy it's the little things that I miss the weekend sleepovers the cuddles all of it but I know you will be looking down on us always R.I.P MY BEAUTIFUL NIECE I will always miss you love you and never forget you till we meet again xxxx

Cant believe you would have been 15 on the 7th another year that we have had to miss not spoiling you and watching you grow up the pain never goes away it shouldn't have been like this but the Angel's wanted their precious angel back so we had to say good bye they say time is a healer but it's not still miss your dirty laugh and your beautiful smile every day but I will always cherish the memories I have with you they can never be taken love you princess till we meet again love aunty Dy xxxxx

Can't believe it's been 12 years today that the angels took you away from us but I will always be grateful for the time that we did spend together the extra weekends that I got to spend with you and make memories that will live with me forever I know you will watch over us and your uncle Fisher will watch you up there until we meet again R.I.P PRINCESS will love and miss you always and forever love your aunty DY ❤❤❤

today would have been your 14th birthday i often wonder what you would have grown up like and how your life would have panned out but this world was too horrible for you but you watch over us as an angel now the memories i have will be with me forever even though we only had a few years we made some happy memories which i will treasure forever i miss you sweetheart allways and forever and will love you until i take my last breath R.I.P my beautiful niece

You’ve just walked on ahead of me
And I’ve got to understand
You must release the ones you love
And let go of their hand.
I try and cope the best I can
But I’m missing you so much
If I could only see you
And once more feel your touch.
Yes, you’ve just walked on ahead of me
Don’t worry I’ll be fine
But now and then I swear I feel
Your hand slip into mine.
God Took you To His Loving Home
God saw you getting tired, a cure was not to be.
He wrapped you in his loving arms and whispered ‘Come with me.’
You suffered much in silence, your spirit did not bend.
You faced the pain with courage, until the very end.
You tried so hard to stay with us but the fight was not in vain,
God took you to His loving home and freed you from the pain

I really could do with one of ur snuggles right now baby girl. I feel so broken and finding today hard. I keep thinking what would u look like now, what things u would like doing, I will always love u and miss u, xxxxxxxxxxxxx

The big 14 today but ur still my baby piglet. Ull always be my baby no matter how old u would have been. I miss u so much and wish I could just hold u one more time so we could say goodbye. My heart is broken not knowing where ur resting. I love u so much baby girl and miss u alwsys . not one day goes by where ur not in my thoughts and in heart. I no ur up there smiling down on me but i wish u was here with me smiling with me. They say time heals the pain but it can't cos I still feel the pain that I felt when the angel took u. We will be together again and I will hold u so tight and never let u go again. Happy 14th birthday my princess love u and miss uu always xx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

yesterday youd have been the big 13, i cant believe you werent here to celebrate with us. i miss you everyday that goes by, rest in princess paradice until we meet again. love you always your big cousin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Yesterday was your birthday and it's another year we couldn't celebrate or spoil you rotten like you should be but you will allways be in out hearts and our memories that cheeky smile that dirty laugh we will never never forget you love you allways and forever aunty's princess xxxxxxxx

Twinkle Twinkle little star how i wonder where u are, if your shining high in the sky i wonder why o why. U were so beautiful
To be taken from me, i just want you here right now and hold u close to me, i promise you my baby girl one day we will meet again. But until that day please stay safe and watch over me, when i see the brightest star shining in the sky i know it will be you just saying hi. Good night my special angel sleep tight x x mummy loves u always x.

I spoke to ur sister today shes very young to understand really but she seen a picture of u and asked me who it was so i explained to her about you. She was really happy to have a sister and she didntreally understand why you wasnt here with her but she will one day. I will always talk about u to her she deserves to k ow about you. She looks like you. X

Wish u was here with me pooh bear really need to see that cheeky little smile of yours. Missing u like crazy. People keep saying time will heal but its been 9 years and nothing has healed. My heart is still broken my life is not complete. Time will never heal the pain i feel everyday. The heartache, the sadness and the emptyness. Why did they have to take you away. Love u pooh bear. I will see u soon and then i will hold u tight and never let you go. I hope u have found ur little bro dyllan and ur having lots of fun together. Look after each other till mummy comes to you both xx :'(

Can't believe it's been 9 years since you were taken you were such a beautiful and happy baby and even though we only had those few years with you the memories will last a lifetime we didn't get to say goodbye or hold you one last time but I know you are all ways with us in our hearts and you have pride of place on my fireplace watching over us miss you always loved forever my beautiful niece xxxxxxx

Im missing u my baby girl. Years has gone by and still no one will tell me where your resting. I cant come and see you, i cant come and place flowers on your grave I just want to have somewhere to go and talk to my baby girl but no body seems to care. I hope one day i will know. Always thinking of you and just wish i could have been there for you when you needed me but I wasn't allowed to do that either. Love u my girl x x

Thinking of You with Love
I thought of you with love today,
but that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday,
and days before that too.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
All I have are memories,
and your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake,
with which I will never part.
God has you in His keeping,
I have you in our hearts.
A million times ive wanted you.
A million times I've cried.
If love could only have saved you,
you never would have died.
It broke my hearts to lose you.
But you didn`t go alone.
For a part of us went with you...
the day God called you Home.

Baby girl. I'm missing U so much. Can't stop thinking of what U would look like now. Years have past and it don't get any easier like people say. It gets harder. I will Amway love you. I just wish things were different. I will never forgive myself for not being there for you when U was in so much pain. Instead U had stranger there with U. It should have been me there holding your hand and trying to make it easier for you but I wasn't allowed to be. I hate myself for that. The angels took U to soon then they took ur little brother dyllan say aswell. At least your together and U can look after each other and play together and mummy will see U both again one day. You also have 1 other sister called Tia and 3 other brothers called kaiden, Logan and rylee that never got to meet you. They would have loved to meet there big sister. I will tell them all about you when there old enough to understand. U till we meet again my girl look after dyllan for me mummy loves both of U x x

Are there rocking chairs in Heaven
where our babies go?
Do the angels hold you closely
and rock you to and fro?

Do they talk silly baby talk
to get a smile or two,
and sing the sleepy lullabies
I used to sing to you?

My heart is aching for you,
my angel child so dear.
You brought such joy into my life,
the short time you were here.

I know you're in a happy place,
and in God's loving care.
I dream each night I'm rocking you
in Heaven's rocking chair.

Mummy loves u pooh bear. X x

This flower is place by you to show how much your missed. I can't yet put it on ur grave as I don't know where you are. I will see u soon my pooh bear. I will fight till the end x x @):-

Courtney I know ur watching down on us each and every day, making sure we are all happy and keeping us safe but ur the one who should be here smilling everyday, playing with ur brothers and sisters and us keeping u safe but god took you so very soon, i miss you so much, everyday I think of you and wonder what you would be like. It breaks me to piece to not be able to say goodbye. I will never give up trying to find where you burried. I need to no. I am your mum and you will always be my baby girl. No one will keep me away I love you pooh bear. X x :'(

Dear God, please take care of my little girl,
The one with big eyes, and soft blonde hair.
She was special, as you should know,
I really didn't want to let her go.

She touched the hearts of everyone she knew.
Letting her go was so hard to do.
Her smile could brighten up the darkest room.
I wish you didn't have to take her so soon.

Could you sit and rock her for me.
She's probably afraid, please tell her don't worry.
Tell her mommy loves her and wishes she could be here,
But it won't be for many more years.

She loves to sing all kinds of songs,
Please tell her that she did no wrong.
Would you comfort her and hold her in your arms tight,
And tell her she is missed every day and night.

Please tell her she is loved so very dear
I'll say it every day for her to hear
Her short life on earth is now completed
For lessons I'm sure you felt I needed

Tell her I promise to see her again someday
When that will be, I really can't say
I promise to make up for the time that's past
To hold her and comfort her, in my arms at last

Thinking of You with Love
I thought of you with love today,
but that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday,
and days before that too.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
All I have are memories,
and your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake,
with which I will never part.
God has you in His keeping,
I have you in our hearts.
A million times ive wanted you.
A million times I've cried.
If love could only have saved you,
you never would have died.
It broke my hearts to lose you.
But you didn`t go alone.
For a part of us went with you...
the day God called you Home.

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find my eyes
All filled with tears for you,
I wish I didn't cry the way i did today,
While thinking of the many things, i didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that I think of you,
I know I'll miss you more,
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to carry on,