<p>Well were do i start. Let me start by saying im the lucky woman yup thats me his wife and let me tell u he was the most amazing person ive ever met. The 10 years we spent together were the best. Made sure i was treated like a princess and i say princess cuz thats wat he would call me before he gave me our lil girl and thats when i became his queen.... The best years of my life were the years we spent together.... We had a down fall that made things bumpy for us both but there was still hope...  Everyone would say we would end up back in eachothers arms again and im a strong beliver that they just might be rite.. But now ur gone and we will never kno... And i will never get my fairy tale ending... U left me to soon my heart is broken there is a empty hole in my heart cuz u took that peice with u the day u died... And i kno u said ur gunna prepare our eternal mansion up there and wait for me but u failed to relize that i need u now... How do i continue with out ur help here.   Without ur smile without ur motivation u were my better half. U kept me in check and on a straight arrow... Things are fucked up now im fucked up now... I miss u every second of everyday daniel i lost my best friend i was never prepared to never see u smile again i wasnt prepared to never hear u say my name again or feel u breath. U didnt leave me with instructions on how to go on without u... Now i sit here everyday left with just memories of u but i need more then that i need u back. We (our babies) need u back. I hope u can see how much u were really loved that way atleast u know u were never alone... I love u daniel always have always will eye promise... Till death do us part rite.... Well even death culdnt break that cuz i still love u and we will be together again i know it and i cant wait till then.... But untill then i will make sure ur memory never fades not  for me not for our kids and not for our fam and friends. I will continue to share all our memories and make sure ur never forgotten... CB+DZ ALWAYS & FOREVER YOU & ME TOGETHER </p><p>Rest easy big DEEZY we love and miss u dearly. </p>