On July 11,2013, 
You took your Life, You could No longer cope with all the strife,
Although there was help and support for you
You chose to do what you did do.

For many years you came to me
When your way in life you could not see
I supported you when things got tough
And your path of life felt vary rough

No matter what your Troubles were
I was your sword and armour
I protected you no matter what
Tell me son, had you forgot?

Although sometimes we fought a lot
You were my son: I never forgot
When life for you was not so easy

When you felt such Deep despair
Did you think no one would care
Did you think no one would heed
Or turn their backs in your time of need

You were wrong my son, we loved you so
Don't say to me you did not know,

Your problems you should have shared
We would have helped because we cared
We would have helped if we had known
But your Fears or worries were never shown

To the oustside world you wore a mask
Which we now know was a farce
You cracked your jokes, you gave a grin
Belaying the sadness that was within

why oh why did you not see all you had to do was contact me:

Instead David you choose to die
And left me here to cry

The pain i feel is hard to bear
And in my mind I see you their 

I feel your Fear and your Despair
As you make efforts to perpare
To leave this life you so did love
And fly to clouds up above,

Be at peace My Son,
Your spritiual life has just begun
There will be a time when we meet agian
Meanwhile my son, I'll say Amen.

Love, MOM