I think most of us think of parents as the anchors in our lives, watching us take those twists and turns in life,
celebrating achievements, consoling our defeats, watching and hoping that we learn and grow as time passes. But once
we turn into adults, watching our own kids make those same choices, same mistakes, same victories - we take on a new phase
in our own lives. We watch our parents grow old, and it really hurts. We want them to always be the anchors. I don't
think it's really because watching them grow old means having to face our own advancement into middle age. I think it's more because,
frankly, we need them. No matter how old we are, we need their advice, we need their comfort and their guidance.
Relationships are supposed to be a give-and-take, but to me, that is true more for spouses and partners. Parent-child
relationships are different. I see them as definitely being lopsided with parents being the givers and kids being
the takers, most of the time. I can't begin to think of the number of times we'd call: "Pops, can I borrow your drill,"
"Can you watch the kids," "Can you look up Aunt Connie's address," "Can you come over and help me install this faucet,"
"Can I borrow your van," and the list goes on and on. With the advent of email, it became even easier, leaving emails
at any hour of the night, with more requests and questions waiting for him like a task list upon awakening in the morning.
To me, it's the way it should be. It's why families stay in contact with each other, and don't allow physical distances
to be the saw that hacks the branch off the tree. We were lucky though, that for most of our lives, the physical distance
was just a few miles.
Perhaps the thing I am most grateful for, is that Dave was the family historian, so I have wonderful photo albums of the
kids. I don't remember David without a camera within
reach, at every occasion from Bar Mitzvahs to walks in the park. I suppose that was true for all of the Rigler family, but
I think they all knew whose pics were best, and I don't doubt that there was some competition and envy there. David was
on top. His skill at Photoshop was also unsurpassed. Even though I'm a programmer, he blew me away with the graphics
apps, and I would often mumble at my uncomfortable slowness while navigating his Mac, how I was "a PC person." He even learned
HTML before I did.
So those days just flew by. All of a sudden he was old, and just after accepting that, even more suddenly he was gone from this earth.
I'm an adult now, I get that there are no 'do-overs' in life. But I guess what we do have, is the time to savor those
relationships and people that we have now, that are here now. I am glad I had Dave in my life for so many years, over
thirty in fact, and that's a good lifetime. So Dave, thank you for those years of being a wonderful father-in-law!