It's been 8 years..It seems like yesterday. Imiss you Son and I love you with all my heart. Till we meet again

Oh, Uncle...
It's been 8 long years... This day is never easy. The day before is even harder, somehow, knowing it was your last day on Earth with us.
I wish I still had the pictures I took when you came down and visited, I lost them with the phone I had at that time. I've always been hard on phones, I suppose.
Remember when you went in the boys room with them at the apartment I lived in and y'all were throwing stuffed animals, you ended up breaking the cover for the light in there 
We always had so much fun, us as a family, you, me, mom and mammaw. You and mom would have everyone busting up laughing. You always wanted people to be happy. And loved being the reason for their happiness. Mammaw did a heck of a job raising you, you were truly the best. The best Uncle a girl could ever want/need. You were always there anytime I needed a laugh, or just someone to talk to. Thank you so much for everything
You are missed and loved sooo much. However, I can only imagine how much fun you're having up there today, your Heavenly birthday, (is what I'd like to call it.) With everyone that has passed before you. Maybe Jesus can make you some special wine today
I love and miss you sooo much! The boys even talk about you all the time, especially Cameron.
XOXOXO,
Niecey

Bubby, its been 8 long years since you left us. I know you are in a better place, i know you aren't stressed out or hurting any more. Mom and i are going to visit you on Sunday.
I still cant believe you aren't here. We all miss you so much. I have no one to laugh with and mess with mom like we did...everyone lol

I can't wait to see you again. I love and miss you dearly. Please watch over mom when i'm not here. Bubby i'm scared. My dr wants go to an oncologist. I think if you would've went to an oncologist you will still be here. I'm having the same chest pains you were having. I remember when you was having one here outside of moms home. you was in tears. It hurts so bad, i cant breathe.

Bubby, you may not physically be here anymore, but you will Never be forgotten. you live in our Hearts! I love and miss you so much. i miss your hug when you would come see me then saying "i love you Ciss."

Love Cissy

I love you Desn. More than you know. I hope to see you again when my time comes.God Bless You Son

Happy Birthday Bubby. You would be 56 today. I'm happy because I know you have no stress or pain. But God knows I miss you so much. I wish you were still here. But, I guess God needed you. I still feel you around me and I hear you when I'm at moms. Bubby I love you so much.God couldn't have given me a better brother.
I still feel and hear you when you was with me. You had to drive back home. You hugged me and said I love you sis. I can still feel that hug and hear your words.
Bubby, I love and miss you so much. I still cry almost 8 yrs later. Mom and I are very sad that someone took all of your things at your grave. But you know you know who did it. That was so cruel.
Bubby, I hope you have a Happy Birthday in heaven. There's no better place to celebrate.
I love you and miss you with all my heart.
Love
Cissy

Happy Birthday, Uncle. I know you're up in Heaven having the time of your (after)life. I miss you sooo much. Can't believe it's been so long already. Sometimes, it hits me like a ton of bricks... I still have your obituary and the cross by my bed. I don't think I'll ever move it.
I miss the fun times we had; Watching you and mom irritating the crap out of mammaw, you and the boys breaking the light cover by throwing stuffed animals around at the apartment we had when you came with Cody to visit, me ordering a bean burrito with no beans from Taco Bell 
I was so lucky to have been blessed with an uncle like you. Always young at heart, full of love, you would give anyone whatever they lacked, if you could. You've left behind a heck of a legacy, I'm sorry more people didn't know you. A lot of times, you were the light in my dark. When me and mom would argue, it's like you always knew, you'd call me and we'd just laugh and chit chat.
I could really use your sense of humor, your silly laugh and your love these days, Uncle. Well, I won't keep babbling... I love you and miss you BUNCHES of TONS.
Love, Niecey.
Oh yeah, give Heaven Some hell today, Uncle

Hi Bubby, I miss you so much. I can feel you around me, but it's not the same. I still cry over your passing. I still think something happened. And I guess it doesn't matter anymore. You are in a much better place, pain free, and live and light.
I really miss you Bubby. We had fun laughing and joking with mom. I miss that so much. But maybe one day we can joke with her again.
Bubby, mom seems to be getting worse. She's 75 and doesn't, drink, talk, joke or laugh. I keep asking her if she wants to go anywhere or do something, she always says no. I don't know what to do. She has to have th tv up loud. She seems to be slipping fast.
Happy 7th anniversary in heaven Bubby.
I miss you sooo much. And live you very much. Can you watch over mom?
I love you Bubby
Love Cissy ✝️

Happy Birthday Bubby. It's Cissy. You would be 55yrs old. Bub I know you have been trying to tell me something because you are deeply in my mind. I can barely hear you. I love you so much Bubby. I will never let you go. You are living in my heart. You have no idea how much I miss you. You are always with me. But it's not the same. I remember the last time you came home. When you had to leave, you put your arms around me and said " I LOVE YOU CISS.". I can still feel your hug and I still hear your words. I hope you have a Happy Birthday in Heaven.
I love and miss you so very much
Love Cissy

Hi Dean.its Mom.i love you and miss you very much. I think about you every day. I wish you were here but I know you are in a better place. I'll see you again someday HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON

IOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SON. IT SEEMS LIKE YOU ARE STILL HERE.I KNOW YOU HAVE NO PAIN NOW. THAT MAKES ME HAPPY. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SP MUCH

Hi Bubby, it's Cissy. I want you to know I love and miss you so verrry much. I can't believe it's has been 6 yrs. It seems like yesterday. The pain is still so strong.
Bubby.i remember the last time.you came to visit me. You hugged me and said " I love you Cissy. I hope you are fine now
No pain and nothing to worry about.
Bubby I love you and miss you so much. But I can feel you and hear you. Please watch over mom, she's not well.
I love and miss you. Cissy.

Hi Bubby. Its Cissy. I love and miss you much, it still hurts. So I try to just think you are driving a semi. I know you've been here at my house. And I've heard you. Mom has heard you too. Please watch over mom. She's not doing so good. I worry about her.
Bubby. Its been 5 years and it still feels like yesterday that i lost you
Something just isn't adding up. I will find out one day.
I can still hear you laughing and joking, especially with mom. I'm glad God gave me a brother for 48 years,not long enough, but long enough for God. I'm glad you aren't in any pain. Bubby, I love you so very much. And hopefully I'll see you again soon. I can still feel the last hug from you and you telling me before you left my house, I love you Cissy. You know the chest pains you had? I have them now and they are very intense. I'm sorry I never thought about taking you to the hospital. I can still see your tears. I'm sorry Bubby.
I love and miss my Bubby. I finally got a cat. I named him Beanie. And I swear I feel you every time I hold him.
Well I love and miss you Bubby. Until we meet again...
I love and miss you so very much. ❤
Cissy

I will forever hold your memory on my heart ♥️
Rest in Gods arms

Hi Bubby. Its almost been 5 yrs without you. I cry often when I think about you. Bubby, I miss and love you so very much. I just pretend that you are driving that big semi. I hope to see you soon. I know Jesus is coming. I know the signs. Plus i know Jesus is holding you in his arms. I'm so glad you aren't hurting anymore.
I sure miss us messing with mom making her laugh. I need you to watch over mom. I dont think she's doing very well.
Well, I hope to see you soon. Even though I know it won't be you in your body per se but in a spirit. And i can tell you've been here. I hear you.
Please watch over mom. I love and miss you very much Bubby.
I love you with all my heart and soul,
Cissy

Hi Bubby. Its Cissy. God broke my heart the day he took you. You were to young. I miss you more than you'll ever know. I miss us laughing and joking together. I still remember the last time you came up, before you left, you gave me a hug. I can still feel that hug.
God took you away from me and mom. That was so wrong. I never ever thought I would lose you, ever.
Mom put some more stuff by you. She told me that someone broke that white angel I bought you. And sime other things have been stolen. I know you know who did it, but that is so cruel. I can't believe someone would stoop so low to steal off a grave.
Anyway, please keep a watch iver mom. I know you are with me. I can fell you and hear you. Well Bubby, I hope you had a good birthday in heaven. No better place to have one. Im gonna get a camera to put out there with you so we can see who's stealing your things.
I love you Bubby. I will be down soin to see you. Please make the grass grow on you. I get a weird feeling something isnt right.
Well , I love you Bubby with all of my broken heart. I still don't believe you are gone and never will.
I love and miss you so very much.
Live,
Cissy

Hi Uncle Dean,
It's been years since we last saw each other and it will be years more until we meet again, but I want to take a few moments to relive the great memories you left me with. One thing I think of when I think of Uncle Dean is his goofiness and ability to make people laugh. No matter what you were going through and what kind of day you were having, you could count on Dean to turn your frown upside down. Dean was able to connect with people in various ways, take for instance my 10-year-old self, he knew I'd be into video games so he took time while he stayed with my mom and me to take me to the video game store and then ended up completing an entire video game with me, it had to have been 30 hours of us playing this game but we enjoyed every moment of it.
I remember when Uncle Dean would come with Mamaw around the holidays when I was younger to stay with my mom and me, and I just remember how similar he and my mom's personality were, almost spot on. It was great to see them together, laughing and pulling various pranks on Mamaw and I know she loved having the two together because of their ability to get Mamaw laughing to the point of her crying.
Although I didn't get to see Dean as much as I wish I could have, I can always count on the various memories we had together to turn my frown upside down. I wish you a Merry Christmas Uncle Dean and I just wanted to formally say thank you for the positive memories you left us all with.

Hi Bubby. Well it's been a very long 3 years without you. It's raining hard today. I hope you don't mind us getting your balloons tomorrow. But I am still hurting so bad. I don't know how to handle you being gone. I would've given you my life so you could stay here.
Bubby, what really happened.? I guess it really doesn't matter anymore since you're gone now and at peace. I know I can't wait to see you again. You took my half my heart when you left. Now I have no desire to do anything, nothing at all. I just want to stay home and in my bed. It's really gotten bad. I guess you can say I've given up and I don't care anymore.
I love you and miss you so very much. I can't wait to see you.
Love Cissy

Dear Bubby,I just want to say Happy 49th Birthday. . I love and miss you so much. I love you and always will. I cant believe I have to say Happy Birthday like this. I keep remembering how we used to make tents with moms blankets and furniture. And play with your army men.
Then at Thanksgiving we.would laugh about anything, all we would have to do is read each others mind, yes we were that close. Even if we were mad at each.other we still loved each other very much, and I still do, you live in my heart and always will. I have never felt so much pain when I got the call. I am still filled with so much anger. You was moms baby. And that hurts. I should've gone instead of you. But I think God keep me here to take care of mom. And its getting harder everyday. But it's ok.
Bubby, I know something happened to you, someone.did something.to make you overdose. I know you would never do that because you always got mad when I said I wanted to die. ( Dear Lord plase help me .)
I want you to live on in my heart you took from me that awful day.
When I got the call I didnt know what to do or.say. I just got down on my knees and screamed and yelled and pray. Bubby I have Never felt so much pain.
I wish you was here.
You were moms baby and it hurts that I feel like im just still existing. Mom is getting hard to take care of, but I can handle it, I have to there is nobody else. Just please help me with mom please, and watch over her,me and Jen.
Bubby im not going to ever say good bye, I'm just going to say I love you with all my heart and soul. I can't wait to see you again,hopefully soon. Well Bubby, c-ya soon cuz. Did I already say I love you? I love you Bubby even though you took my heart with you. I have Never felt so much pain in all my life. And I know it was you that kept me strong for mom, thank you.
I Love you Bubby,

Cissy.  :'(

To my one and only Wonderful Son. I Love and Miss you more than you could ever imagine. I still listen for that back door to pop open. You usually came in with some little gift like those little things you put in the window and they move. How I miss that laugh of yours and that great big ole hug you always gave me. I miss you so very much Dean. We always said it was just us three. Well there are just the two of us here on earth. BUT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE THE THREE OF US IN OUR HEARTS. Save a place for me. I am trying to be a good person so I can come and be with you and the family. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SON. MY TEARS ARE STILL FALLING BECAUSE I MISS YOU SO MUCH.    LOVE TO MY PRECIOUS SON DEAN

Deanie Beanie, You will always have a Special Place in my Heart!
Brandon always thought you were so cool! We had some good times,
so bad too but, the Good always Prevailed over the bad. You taught
me how to enjoy life and no worry about what
other people thought, and to live in the moment and enjoy it! Thank -You for being in my life and for the happiness you gave me❤️ Truly,
you will be Forever Missed

Today marks 3 months that you've been gone. It still hasn't actually hit me that you're actually gone. I'd like to believe that my strength in this comes from you. I miss you. I miss you calling me all the time. I still have your phone number in my phone, I can't bring myself to delete it. To me, deleting it would mean that you're really gone.. and I just. I can't. From time to time, I've wanted to call you. That is when it hits that I can't. It hurts, Uncle. You were always there when I needed to laugh. Those are the memories I will always cherish. Always.
We got so close when I lived down there this last time. We were together every day, all day most days. You begged me so many times to come see you, to sign your wall in the "Man Cave"... I did, btw, but it was too late. Timing has never been something I was good at. There were so many times I could've came down, I could've called more... I just... I always thought I had "tomorrow", ya know? It's true what they say, that you never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory. I think of the memories we shared often, I usually just smile, but every once in a while, the memories stream down my cheeks. I love and miss you so much, Uncle, so much. I've got it in my head now that I have to make you proud, and that's exactly what I intend to do. Save a spot for me, okay? You were the best Uncle a girl could ever ask for. I only hope I can raise the boys to be as good as you. You're heart IS so pure... You wanted everyone to get along, did anything it took to make people smile. God, I miss you so much.
You will NEVER be forgotten.
-Niecey

Bubby, I want you to know I miss you so much. The pain is so strong. Please help me know what happened . Talk to me I can hear you and sometimes I can see you. But I definitely feel you with me. Bubby, the pain of losing you is so strong. I hope your fears and your pain have gone away. I'm still crying out in public. I can't help myself. It's killing me right now. I'm sitting outside listening to your chimes you gave me. I don't want to go on with out you Bubby. I've gotten bad about not wanting to do anything. Yes I've always just stayed in my room. But it's gotten worse. I keep remembering whe n we we're kids playing with your army men and your cars. And making tents with blackest and mom's furniture. I thank God we had you for 48 years. But still I'm hurting . I don't the pain will ever go away. The last time you came home we was at mom mom's and you was outside smoking. You ran inside and said " sis come here hurry". I went outside and you said a hawk just ran a dove into the garage across the street. I said Bub , I'm out of here. You picked up the dove, it was barely breathing. I told you " that's a bad omen. You layer the dove back down and he stopped breathing. I new something was going to happen, but I never guessed it would be you leaving me, us. Your family. It hurts so much. I can hear you say "what's up cuz".
Before you got back in your car you always put your am around me and said " love you sis". If only I could just hear you say that again. But I know just one more time wouldn't be enough. I am still hurting and filled with anger. I don't ever this k the pain will ever go away. But you will live in all of us that really love you until the end of our lives. God this is killing me . Please take care of all our family members that are there with you and your family that i's still on earth. 
I love you Bubby and I know you loved me. Until we meet again...

I love and miss you
Cissy