Not to be disrepectful, but I want to share a conversation I had with Denice a few months ago.  She was telling me that she was preparing for her death and was not afraid.  She said she was going to miss her family and friends; she would especially miss being here to experience things with River as he grows.  

But, she said as stupid as it sounds, she also would miss some of her favorite TV shows as they were due to end and she wanted to see how they turned out!  So Denice, I just want you to know that Neal died.....maybe.