February 28, 2015
February 28, 2015
HAPPY BLESSED DAY MOM.14YEARS,2MONTHS,11DAYS, 8HOURS AND 27 SECONDS SINCE YOU LEFTED ME.EVERY YEAR I GOES THROUGH THE SAME ROUTINE. STARTING WITH FRIDAY DEC. 8,2000 YOU WAS ADMITTED INTO THE HOSPITAL. SAT. DEC. 9 YOU FUSSED ABOUT A CIGARETTE SO YOU WHEN IN THE BATHROOM TO SNEEK TO SMOKE. SUNDAY DEC.10 WE WENT OUTSIDE ON THE FOURTH FLOOR AND ALL YOU TALKED ABOUT WAS DOODIE AND KEN. YOU WAS LAUGHING ABOUT HOW STUPID THEY BE ACTING.MONDAY DEC11.YOU KEPT HOLDING YOUR HEAD SAYIN IT WAS HURTING.TUESDAY DEC.12. YOU KEPT SAING YOU WAS TIRE. I THOUGHT YOU MEANT FROM A LASK OF SLEEP. BUT YOU SAID NOT THAT KIND OF TIRE. I DIDNT KNOW WHAT YOU WAS TALKING ABOUT.YOU WENT TO SURGERY TO GET YOUR LEG CUT OFF. AFTER SURGERY THAT NIGHT YOU WAS SO FUSSY. WEDNESDAY DEC.13. I CAME TO THE HOSPITAL AND YOU WAS UNRESPONSIVE. I CRIED SO HARD I CALL THE FAMILY. THEY PUT YOU ON LIFE SUPPORT AND PUT YOU IN ICU. THURSDAY.DEC.14 THE DOCTOR TOLD ME TO CALL THE FAMILY TO TALK ABOUT TAKING YOU OFF THE MACHINE. FRIDAY CAME IN ICU TO SEE YOU .I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE IT. BUT THEN I REMEMBER YOU SAYING YOU WAS TIRED. SO I WHISPERED IN YOUR EAR AND TOLD YOU TO GO TAKE YOUR REST THEN TEARS STARTED GOING DOWN THE SIDE OF YOU FACE. FOR SO LONG I FELT GUILTY. I CALLED AUNTIE TINY AND TOLD HER WHAT I TOLD YOU ANT I FELTED SO STUPID FROM TELLING YOU THAT. AND SHE TOLD ME THATS WHAT YOU NEED TO HEAR.FOR SO LONG I REGRETTED TELLING YOU THAT. FRIDAY DEC.15 THE DOCTOR PULLED THE PLUG ON THE MACHINE. AFTER THAT YOU SEEMS TO BREEDING ON YOUR. I HAD SO MUCH HOPE. SO I WENT HOME. SATURDAY DEC.16 YOUR FINAL DAY. I WAS CALLED TO COME TO THE HE HOSPITAL. WHEN I GOT THERE MY MOM YOU WAS GONE. YOU LEFED ME. YOU TOOK A PART OF ME WITH YOU. MOM I WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU IN MY HEART. MISSING YOU MOM LIKE CRAZY.