Wow, where coming up on 12 years.  I never would have thought in a million years that I would be going through something like this, missing my son and especially the way he was taken away from me.The pain is still there, I'm just learning how to live with it on a daily. 

It's so sad how someone can take another persons life and still continue to live there's as if nothing has happened. But I'm going to hold on to one of the verses from the bible that quotes.............

It is mine to avenge.  I will repay.  In due time their foot will slip; their day of disaster is near and their doom rushes upon them.
Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written:  It is mine to avenge; I will repay says the Lord.

That's my strength and comfort. 

You can hide from some but you can't hide from the Lord.

He may forgive but you'll still have to answer to him for what you've done. 

Forgive but not forget. 

There's a place for everyone.

12 years................words can't even describe.  :(