7 years today there was a tragic day that haunts me all the time my baby went to live in heaven it wasn't for vacation they don't get to come back so many people take their children's lives in Granite you could lose your children in a blink of a eye where people like us grieving mothers we love our children we would never let somebody hurt our children there's parents out there hurting their children and what we would do to have ours back I miss my baby so much everyday his baby's growing up he's 8 years old already his son is just like him funny enjoys laughing loves make others laugh what I would do to spend one more day with you Gordy I would make a deal with the Devil and then I would have to make another deal and another and another cuz another day and another day isn't still enough i love you so much baby boy

As your Angel Day comes near,I missing you more today then yesterday an the day before that an every other day since the day I lost you, you was taken away to soon there was so much to do yet,more adventures,more laughs, for you to watch your son grow up to be a fine young man,to take him fishing an spend time just watching his favorite shows,to teach him how to skate board,an to hear your crazy rap songs,I feel so cheated that I don't have you to call , just to hear your voice or just to hear you say love you mommy.I would give anything just to hear your voice an your laugh,an a hug from you,you are so missed my boy by so many there's not a day that goes by that i don't think about you,an miss you.I look at the stars at night an the brightest star that i see i know is you .I pray to that star an send a wish just to give me a sign that you know how much I miss you an I need to feel your energy around me.I look at pictures an think of the memories that I have of you an believe me there's many.an I hold each an every memory close to my heart. I love you my son an miss you oh so much..Please give me the strength to get through the missing you an the emptiness I feel without you,