You Are With Me Today
I woke this morning and you were with me, just like everyday. I lose my thoughts thinking of you and feel so sad that I could not save you so you could go on with your life. I had always tried to keep you save and I feel I really failed you. I watched you fade away before my eyes and just kept thinking this is not happening. I know God decided your work on earth was finished and I keep thinking there was not enough time, but I know that I loved you with all of my heart from the moment you were born and never waivered from that, so i know you knew how much I loved and cherished you. I wanted you to stay and just continue being a part of my life. I watched you grow from a tiny guy to a big healthy strong man. I hope you did not miss out too much because you always seemed to live life to its fullest but there was not enough time. I feel so selfish because I want you back to soothe my pain. It hurts so bad, everyday my heart breaks for you my son. Hurry back to my dreams, spend time with me, share your thoughts with me - I love you so very much, you are so precise to me.
Mom