My dear Jamieboo, as you know a day doesn't go by without thinking of you and all the Memories we had! It's been 8 years in just a few days that you've been gone and man I've gotta tell you my world sure has changed upside down since June 21 2015. Many times I've needed you and over a thousand times Kayla has needed you. Your daughter is in the best hands as one can expect given the circumstances.. She misses you so badly though so I pray to you to please come and visit her in her dreams, well as long as your visiting her can ya swing on over to my dreams too! I love and miss you so much and I'll see you again one day when my heart beats no more..love yo mama (as you would say) Lol.. ❤️❤️

Jamie my light still burns for you. I miss you even more. It's been 6 long years now. Today is the 6th day of the 6th month and your birthday lands on the 6th. You have 3 6's just like your birthday 6/6/79 just turn the 9 inside down and you'll hve 3 sixes again. I dont know why sixes and butterflys have followed you all your life other than looking at it that as a sign that you weren't going to be here on this earth long bc you surely didnt. I still cant believe your Gone my sweet Angel. Damn I miss you so badly it eats me up some nights.
Sleep well my baby till I see you again I will always miss you, love from yo mamma always!!

My Jamieboo..3/10/2017
Well here we go. Its almost been 2 years since you've been gone and went to Heaven. I hope and pray you there gettin it all ready for when I get there. I cant wait for that day!! I miss you so much that somedays as you know I just really don't want to go on in this life. But as you know its not my plan.. Its God's plan and I know he'll make it perfect again for us to be together one day. But for now I just cry and cry almost everyday!! I wish God would bring me to you more offen. I know It would make me more happier and more at peace with you about it ad well... Gotta go for right now but always know Im dtill here for you just give me the sign and Ill be there!! I love you all the way go the Heaven's and back!!

Jamie.. I miss you so much that some minutes its unbareable. I miss your ever presents bc its so strong. Somedays I dont even want to go on. I see this is senseless to live without you. Its so much pain. I had no idea it was going to be this HARD. I see no one else in this life is here for me except for you. Well theres kayla and Serinity.. You were always there for me and showed me so much love. I know you miss me as much as I miss you. I want to be with you no matter how it takes me to get to you I will leave here even in a burning fire.. Jamie I love you so much and need you everyday ❤ I dont want to go on for years without you my one and onky Jamieboo~