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It has been 8 years Mom!

April 24, 2020
Mom, I love you and will always remember the many times we have shared - the good, bad and ugly.  LOL!  We have had some dusies Mom but I will forever love you and miss you.  You gave me comfort in times of despair, sadness and loss.  You showed me so many things and you introduced me to scouting.  You always had time to share what you did and how you did it.  Your mom, my grandmother did the same thing.  I still tell everyone about grandma taking us out in the front yard and back and picking greens for salad.  It was really good!  Thank you for all the love you gave us.  I’m even canning now!  But! NO BLOWING UP TOMATOES!  Those were really scary!  I still laugh and remember how befuddled I was when they started blowing up off the shelf and raining down upon me below.  I learned to sew Mom because of you and I am now fixing other machines for people and sewing as well. It is a real joy.  What has it been like up in heaven?  You have been there 8 years and I know that the Angels and God are treating you really well.  God give my mom a lot of breaks, she is a very good woman.  Mom, I love you dearly.  I am enjoying my marriage with Marsha, we laugh a lot. She is a lot of fun and has a heart of gold. Thank you for being my Mom!

Happy Birthday Mom

November 19, 2019
Mom, You have been in heaven for 7 years now, it must be wonderful. I love you dearly and thank you for caring for me , even when I drive you crazy. I miss you. You have a great granddaughter, Nailah, and another granddaughter due in December. Nailah is such a joy and you would like her dad, Esi. Kate has a good boyfriend. I often wonder what you think of heaven and if you have met our Jesus. God must be awesome and do angels look anything like we thought? I’m doing well. 

Happy Birthday Mom

Missing and thinking of you,

May 1, 2016

Janice, I think of you so often, with a smile and with a tear.  You were sunshine and you were a rock.  I know your family cherishes your love and your memory.  I do too.  I love that you stayed in touch with me after my Mom passed and always made me feel a part of your family.  We are family and always will be.  Enjoy your journey in Heaven, I know you are very loved there just as you were here. Bless your heart for all you did for so many people, you were a kind soul.                                     Love to you,
Sharon 

I wish you were here

May 1, 2016

This month has been very hard for me. I pretty much went crazy. I miss you so much. I'm getting married this year and wish that you could be here to see me. I wish that I could see you. I really wish you could of met him. Grandpa really seemed to like him. I wish it was different and God would of taken me instead of you most days and I try to remember to be thankful for all the blessings that I have been given. It's hard to remember when you are blinded by so much pain. I never forget you and I just hope that you are up in heaven smiling down on me approving of the life that I have led. You were always the one to tell me the truth but with the love that I needed. I am so scared of losing anyone else that I can't let them get close or even of anyone losing me. I need you today to tell me everything is going to be ok. I wish you could tell me. Tell me I'm going to be ok, somehow. I never needed, only your love. I miss you so much. All I ever needed was your love and you knew. I'm so sorry that I left you. I came back for you. I hope you know that I was there. I loved you so much and I still do. I miss you. Thank you for the life that you have given me.

Miss you Mom

April 23, 2016

Mom, it has been 4 years now. I miss you greatly and hearing your laughter. How is it up in Heaven? Must be a glorious sight. I told Marsha about your Mom, grandma Baker, comin g to visit and making a salad out of the weeds (what I thought were weeds) from the front and back yards. It was delicious. I've told Marsha about picking up rocks on the farm, when I got in trouble with Grandpa Baker, such good memories. I've been very happy these last 4 years and you were right,  I smile and laugh when I am with Marsha, such a wonderful person and partner in life. Have a great day up in heaven Mom, I love you Steven

Funny Times and Things to Share!

July 31, 2013

Mom, I still remember the time, Steven and me had done something wrong and you were chasing us around the car with a switch, but becasue we were in our teens and taller than you, you couldn't catch up to us, but told us eventually you would get us! I still laugh about that, even though to you it wasn't funny!


I just brought your Leather coat home with me today and that I had asked for and will wear it thinking of you!  Elaine had boxed it up with some things I had given to you inside the pockets and a homemade doll you made in the box too!!  


I miss you Mom and think of you alot and have alot of great pictures of you and so Thankful for the picture album you made up for me and treasure the things I have that were yours.


Steven, missed a Great Granddaughter, Grace, who is my granddaughter and you got to meet and enjoy with my son Patrick, his daughter. You would be very proud your Grandson's James and Patrick graduated with Bachelor degrees last year and Patrick is already working on his Masters Degree!

LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH MOM!! 

Janice's younger years

July 28, 2013

I remember Janice from when I was about the age of 4 years old.  She was married to my Mom's cousin at the time.  We used to go to their house on a regular basis.  I remember the birth of each and every one of you kids, all 5 of you.  I used to play with all of you and play in the back yard, same yard she still had when she passed. 
When my Mom passed away, she called and invited my Dad and I to come for the 4th of July.  I met Red for the first time, he was very nice and I know Janice was happy with him, felt safe and content.  Wayne was home at that time, but wasn't doing well.  We kept in touch each Christmas with cards.  She and Red stopped by my house, but I wasn't home.  I found a note on my door when I returned, I was sad that I had missed them.  I can't tell you how many times I intended to stop by to see her, but just didn't have time.  When I didn't get a Christmas Card this past year, I wondered if something had happened.  I checked the obituaries, but didn't find her name, so I dismissed it for the moment.  I have thought of her many times these past few months and I was so saddened to find she had passed. She was a part of my family too.  I know she had some rough times, so many sad times, but I can still hear her laugh, unique to her.  You should be and I know you are, proud to have had such a caring Mom, she wasn't afraid to show love.  She always had something good to say and could laugh at herself.  I remember when she had her teeth pulled and couldn't eat.  She said she would rub toothpaste on her gums, just to have the memory of where her teeth used to be.
God bless her for giving what she had and be grateful for what she had in her heart.  As tears roll down my face, I want all of you to know that I too loved your Mom.         
In case you don't remember how our families are connected, our grandfather's were brothers, my grandpa's name was Cecil Wilkinson, my Mom was Dorothy Wilkinson McCollum.
Sincerely,
Sharon McCollum Mealer        

Poem from Sarah Butler

May 30, 2012

The moon and midnight skies will forever look different in my eyes,

 though it is so hard to say goodbye,

  I know you are in a better place, surrounded by Gods love and his grace,

 Your pain is gone, you are now at peace,

 

All of your heartache and sorrow will now cease,

 

Your love and compassion will forever live on in our hearts,

 Though none of us ever thought we would be apart,

 You will forever live in our hearts

 Forever and Always,

 Your Granddaughter,

 Sarah

I love you.

 

 

Sarah Butler

This poem is dedicated to my grandmother.  This is one of the hardest things that I believe I will ever have to deal with in my life.  She was one of the few closest people that I had in my family.  She always listened and showed compassion towards me, she always loved me.  It is really hard to say goodbye to her and it seems that everything has changed, because it has.  This poem I would like someone to read it at her memorial if they could, I may not be there only because my job may not allow.  So, if someone could I would be so very greatful to you.  Grandma will forever sing with the angels and this is for her:

Journal I Kept While Mom was in the Hospital

May 10, 2012

From www.caringbridge.org/visit/janicebrowning


Thursday, May 10, 2012 1:13 PM, CDT
Mom's Memoria Website
http://www.forevermissed.com/janice-browning
I have created the following website to honor the memory of my Mom, Janice
Yvonne Browning (Baker). Please visit it and share it with all you know, so that
they to may help us all celebrate my Mom's life.
Steven Wilkinson
Sign My Guestbook Read Tributes

Monday, May 7, 2012 5:12 PM, PDT
My Mom's Obituary -
Janice Yvonne Browning died April 23, 2012 from complications from cancer.
Janice donated her body to St. Louis University to help further the knowledge of
science and medical research. Janice was well known for her compassion and
laughter, she helped many through very difficult times in their lives.

Janice is survived by her dear husband Harrell "Red" Browning and her 4
children: Audrey Ann Wilkinson, Charles Steven Wilkinson, Diane Lynn Locke
and Howard Alan Wilkinson.

Janice's son, Mynatt Wayne Wilkinson, preceded her death.

Janice also is survived by her 8 grandchildren:
Abraham, Jacob, James, Kate, Michael, Patrick, Rebecca, & Sarah and 6 great
grand children: Hannah Tamar, Rodney Charles, Isabel Elizabeth, Leah Auriel,
Winter Marie, & Niccole.

Janice is survived by her brothers: Gene Baker, Jack Baker and sisters: Jeanette Wilson, June Fitts, Judy Hyden & Joey Ross.

Memorial services in Cane Hill, MO will be held June 24, at 2:00 pm, at Cane Hill
Friends Cemetery. A Headstone will be placed in he cemetery next to her father,
Howard William Baker and son, Mynatt Wayne Wilkinson.

Memorial Services in St Charles, MO will be held June 9 at First Baptist Church
of St Charles, MO

Request for Photos
If you have photos of Mom please send them to me for addition into her DVD,
The Life and History of Janice Yvonne Browning (Baker). You can send the to
me via email at cswilki@yahoo.com or to me through regular mail.
Steven Wilkinson
2621 Rogue Way
Roseville, CA 95747
We are looking forward to building this tribute to my Mom. Each of you that do
send us pictures, please include the story behind the picture and the year you
think the picture was taken. If others are included in the picture, please let me
know who they were. I will be building a photo storage site to upload these
photographs as well as a DVD.
Steven Wilkinson

Tuesday, May 1, 2012 12:52 PM, CDT
Prayer for Red (Mom's Husband)
During Mom's illness and battle with cancer, Red also went into the hospital.
Red has congestive heart disease and fell one morning. He was in rehab at Mt.
Carmel, in St. Charles. Red was released from rehab 3 days prior to my Mom's
death.
Red's two sons (Jim & Richard) and his daughter-in-law (Elaine) have been very
helpful and are working with Red to ensure that his needs are taken care of well.
Pray for Red during this difficult time. I lost my mother, Red lost his best friend
and wife and he could sure use all of our prayers, our help and support during
these difficult times he faces.
There are many who are helping, bringing food over and supporting Red. Thank
you so very much.
Steven


Tuesday, May 1, 2012 12:45 PM, CDT
Memorials
I spoke with Red before I flew back to Roseville, CA about the memorial for
Mom. He is looking to put something together in St. Charles the next couple of
weeks.
I spoke with my Aunt Jeanette and Uncle Gene last night and we are tentatively
targeting June 15 - 17 to have a family reunion/memorial. We will be placing a
headstone at the Cane Hill Cemetery, next to Mom's Dad, Howard Baker and my
Brother Mynatt Wayne Wilkinson.
I will bring a set of DVD's for everyone that will contain pictures of Mom, past to
present.
Following this, in a year or two, there will be a ceremony at the Peter & Paul
Church in St. Louis, MO. All of the Donor ashes, who contributed their bodies to
scientific research, will be buried in this cemetery. I will put out an update to
this website on this Ceremony.
Steven Wilkinson


Friday, April 27, 2012 1:28 AM, CDT
Memorial
Mom, a loving tribute to you is to express the love, the compassion, the deep
gratitude each of us has, regarding your living and your dieing.
Red (your husband, my friend) is looking into having a memorial service for tis
next week. It will be at The First Baptist Church, St. Charles.
I am wanting to plan a family memorial, have a head stone made for you and
place it at the Cane Hill Cemetery, there in Dadeville, MO. We will get your
brother (Mom, you know by now that your brother, John, died while you were
asleep) and sisters together with all your grand children and celebrate your
living. I talked to Uncle Gene and Aunt Jeanette about your headstone and
putting it next to your Dad and my brother Wayne.
Mom, I am continuing to check in ith Sarah and Abe, as they were ith me during
your final hours.
Mom, I love you
Steven


Tuesday, April 24, 2012 4:19 AM, CDT
When We All Get To Heaven
During Mom's final hour, as I was holding her hand, I sang Mom part of this
wonderful song. Abraham and Sarah were there with me as Mom got her first
glimpse of those streets of gold.
When we all get to heaven,
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus,
We’ll sing and shout the victory
Sing the wondrous love of Jesus,
Sing His mercy and His grace;
In the mansions bright and blessed
He’ll prepare for us a place.
Refrain:
When we all get to heaven,
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus,
We’ll sing and shout the victory!
While we walk the pilgrim pathway,
Clouds will overspread the sky;
But when trav’ling days are over,
Not a shadow, not a sigh.
Let us then be true and faithful,
Trusting, serving every day;
Just one glimpse of Him in glory
Will the toils of life repay.
Onward to the prize before us!
Soon His beauty we’ll behold;
Soon the pearly gates will open;
We shall tread the streets of gold.

Mom, how is your Mansion? Thank you so much for teaching us all what
compassion and kindness are all about.
Steven


Monday, April 23, 2012 5:36 PM, CDT
Mom's Passing
Mom died peacefully today at 5 PM CST at St. Joseph's Hospital in St. Charles,
MO.
Thank you, each of you for your prayers, your support and your care.
My Mom was a wonderful lady. She was a very compassionate and loving
woman and has helped so many. She has a very long and hard journey through
life and has taught all that have come to know her. She was full of laughter and
has given each one of us memories that we will never forget.
Mom has dedicated her body to science so that she might save someone else's.
We will determine a memorial service in the future. Again, thank you for all of
the love and support that each one of you have shown.
May God be glorified in each and every action we take. Mom would tell us all to
learn from our mistakes and move forward in life. Today is the first day of the
rest of our lives. Let us live it with grace, love, kindness and compassion.
God bless us all


Monday, April 23, 2012 9:10 AM, CDT
Rough morning
Sarah and I have been here since 3:30. The hospital called at 3am to tell us that Mom had a fever and that she was struggling. Her fever was 103.7 and her
blood pressure was crashing.
Mom struggled through these last 6 hous. They ave her on ice packs and back
on the ventilator to try to control her fever.
Thank you for your prayers.
Steven & Sarah (my niece & Mom's granddaughter )


Sunday, April 22, 2012 3:12 PM, CDT
Visits
Mom, Rose and Loss came by today to visit. Sarah and I were out getting
something to eat and found a note from them.
I don't know the Weathers or James' phone numbers, so could not get ahold of
them.
Rest well Mom


Sunday, April 22, 2012 11:04 AM, CDT
Good Morning Mom
Mom, Red came home yesterday and before he came home, he came to visit
you. I am so glad you have such a wonderful husband. Red does a great job of
taking care of you. I old him a bunch of solicitors keep calling and some of them
wanted to know what H.D. Stood for. I told tht was none of their business. Then
they would ask ho I was and I gave them the same answer.
You told me that when you and Mom first met, she would ask you what it stood
for and e would say "Heavy Dury". That was so funny, Sarah and I would laugh.
Mom, you are not waking up yet. They ave you three different antibiotics ast
night. We are praying that they help you. Rest peacefully and may Jesus
minister to you in this time of need. Lots of things to talk about as a amply, lots
of things to just let go and I pray there is more of a focus on God's love,
kindness, each and happiness.
I'll be here with you all day, rest well.
Steven


Saturday, April 21, 2012 11:23 AM, CDT
Good Morning Mom, Today is the first day of the rest of your life and ours.
Mom, I was reading my Bible this morning and wanted to
share with you what I read. We have been studying
Philippians in Bible Study Fellowship and this touched me as
something you would teach me.
To Live is Christ
Philippians 1:27
"Only conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that
whether I come and see you or remain absent, I will hear of you that you are
standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving together for the faith of the
gospel"
Mom, I have found that life, our struggle to understand what living is all about,
what forgiveness is all about and what loving is all about can take a moment or
little while or can be a lifelong journey and struggle for some. I remember that
in the midst of some of the times in my life you have shown me compassion and
shared love with me. For me it was like a quiet, in the midst of a storm. A time
when I was able to reflect and grow. It is good to challenge one's thinking,
remove any distortion in our thinking.

I have learned that each day I am given a rare gift, life. Living each day as the
1st Day of the Rest of My Life, frees me to change, frees each of us to change.
Even if I have been making the wrong decisions day after day in the past, today
I get to decide again, to choose well.
I believe that is what God sees in each of us, or willingness to change.
Mom I love you.

Red (my Mom's husband) got released out of rehab today and he, Jim & Elaine
(Red's son and daughter-in-law) and your friend Jim (he made you the meatloaf
the day before you got admitted into the hospital and I got the pleasure of
eating - yum, yum, yum) all came by to visit with you.
You had a good night last night, with no major events happening. You are now
breathing on your own and resting. You have your stuffed elephant (Peanut)
next to you.

My prayer to God is, "God, grant my Mom a peaceful day, walk with her in her
dreams and I thank you for loving Mom, each of us and may we do something
today that helps someone else, may we think about one thing we hold in
resentment and learn to forgive. Thank you for saving us. Jesus, this I pray for
myself, for my Mom and for others. Amen"

It is a beautiful day Mom!
Steven


Friday, April 20, 2012 6:06 PM, CDT
Moved Mom to Room 126
They moved mom to a single room, room 126.
She s resting now.
Mom, I talked to Rose West today ad she said to tell you hello, they are praying
for you and send there love.
I saw Brenda Zerr and her husband in the hospital elevator. Her dad was getting
a knee replacement and was up on the 8th floor.
It is amazing that you still live in our house, it has been 56 years. You are
sleeping now.
Steven


Friday, April 20, 2012 10:38 AM, CDT
Good Morning
Good morning Mom. They washed your hair lat night and combed it. You look
much better, yesterday was a bad hair day. I came into your room and said god
morning and you had your eyes open. I asked you if you were too cold, as they
had a water blanket on you, you shook your head, indicating you were ok. Mom
you have been through quite a lot in your life. Thank you for all of the laughs,
paying cards, white elephant gifts and getting to see you riding a Harley with
Dale Vanmetter I will post a pictures took of you riding a Harley. Our intent into
make you as comfortable as possible. They are going to work as a team here to
help you s best thy can. Dr Mass is your primary care physician and Dr
Goldsteinnis your pulmonary. http://www.selectspecialtyhospitals.com/company
/locations/stlouis.aspx Medical Director Medical Director - Dr. Kurt Piening,
Internal Medicine Pulmonary Director - Dr.Gary Goldstein Infectious Disease
Director - Dr.Rajashree Gottimukkla (Dr. Gotti) Wound Program Director - Dr.
Herbert Shapiro (General Surgeon) Red ets out of rehab on Saturday. Jim &
Elaine will pick him up. We are going to move the TV into your living room so
Red does not have to it on the stair step to watch TV. For the eyes of the Lord
move to and fro throughout the earth, that He may strongly support those
whose heart is completely his. 2 Chronicles 16:9 To my family and friends, trust
in the Lord always, for it is through God we have hope and that hope s through
our belief in Jesus. May God bless us all. My Mom's illness reminds me to get rid
of any resentments I may have. Steven Wilkinson


Thursday, April 19, 2012 4:17 PM, CDT
Moving Mom to SSM
They are finishing the paper work now, to move you Mom back to St Charles.
You will be in room 128A.
Www.selectmedical.com
300 First CapitalDrive
St Charles, MO. 63301
(636) 947-5010


Thursday, April 19, 2012 1:34 PM, CDT
Moving Mom
This afternoon, around 4pm, they will move Mom to the Specialty Select
Hospital in St Charles. I talked with Dr Steven Cody, attending physician, about
Mom's current condition. Mom shows periods of alertness throughout the
morning. They are giving her another unit of blood before they move her. I don't
know how much Mom is understanding me. Mom has not been able to move her
hand much.
Dr Cody said that Mom had higher protein levels in her spinal fluid. He is
concerned that she has cancer activity in her brain. In this journal, I try not to
speculate Mom, you have taught me that, I just try to get them to give me the
facts. Facts I can deal with and that is hat you always want to know -the facts.
I will follow you over with the ambulance.
I have been holding your and Mom, massaging your forehead and you always
close your eyes and relax. I remember you doing that to me as a boy, I hope it
feels as god to you as it did to me. I care about Mom. Audrey, Alan, Diane,
Sarah, Jacob, Abraham have all come to visit you. Kate, comes up next Friday
to see you. Audrey and Mike will also be coming up to see you. I am waiting for
Sarah to get here now.
Mom, you have many friends who care about you and your health and love you,
Steven


Thursday, April 19, 2012 8:51 AM, CDT
Thank You! All of You
This morning I came in and Mom was alert. I told her how much I loved her and
then began to read to Mom all of the thoughts and prayers each of you have
shared. Many tears of joy, of concern and hope. It is so enriching to read all the
words of encouragement and overwhelms me at the same time.
THANk YOU
Mom s more alert today. Chris is her nurse today. He does such a fine job and
shows much compassion.
Mom, your fever was 101 ast night. It broke early ts morning and they
continuing to watch it. The plan is to continue to watch you and possibly move
you to St Charles tonight or in the morning.
Your favorite music is playing.
I love you Mom, you had 177 guests visit your site.
I love you Mom
Steven


Wednesday, April 18, 2012 10:32 PM, CDT
Here with Mom
I have been here with you Mom for the last 2 hours. You would open your eyes
when I spoke to you and you nodded at me when I asked you if you were ok.
Praise God! Mom, a lot of family and friends are praying for you. You are so
loved by many.
Abraham Downen, your grandson was here visiting with you and I. He is doing
well with his business. He was talking to you while I was out talking with Dr
Amy and your nurse Emily. You had your eyes open as you were listening to him
speak to you.
You have a fever and you have some congestion in your lungs, they may move
you tomorrow to Specialty Select Hospital in St Charles. It spends on how you
do tonight. They are playing your favorite tv channel for you. I told them you
like to hear the music and watch the pictures.
Jacob and Sarah are coming up tonight to visit with you. Sarah drove in from
Savannah to see you. It will be good to see them both. I'll be calling your
Sisters and Uncle Gene later this evening.
It is good to be here with you mom. I had a good discussion with he doctors
about your condition. I always do better with the straight facts and detail. I love
you Mom. May God put a wall of love around you during these coming days. I
love you.
Steven


Tuesday, April 17, 2012 12:26 PM, CDT
Mom's More Alert!
Well, Praise God, Praise the Holy Spirit and Praise Jesus!
They changed Mom's antibiotic last night due to a yeast infection they found and
this morning Mom is way more alert! Isn't that great news!
I shared this with my sister Audrey Mom and Audrey replied, "Good! maybe
Mom will come around and God does miracles with prayer!"
Mom, I really try to focus on living each day, one day, one hour at a time. I am
so very thankful for your alertness today. I am thankful that you can move your
hands, your fingers and your toes. I am thankful that you can node your head
when Alan asked you a question. I am thankful that Alan could tell you that I
love you and care about you and you understood. Blessings! Blessings!
Blessings!
Life is about the blessings! It is ENOUGH.
All I keep thinking and feeling Mom is, Thank you God, Thank you God!
Pat, your case worker at Barnes Jewish Center called me this morning with the
good news of your alertness. She said she was excited for you and that she
wanted to be able to call me with the good news! She was happy to call me
with good news and we rejoiced together.
Red & Elaine came to see you this morning. I am so very thankful that you were
alert to see them. It is a good day for you Mom.
I talked to Tammy from the Select Specialty Hospital in St. Charles this
morning. They are a Long Term Acute Care Hospital and they take patients on
medicare that need more than 26 days of hospitalization. They will be focused
on helping you to get off of the ventilator.
http://www.selectspecialtyhospitals.com/company/locations/stlouis.aspx
They have 30 beds and you will move there this Thursday.
I love you Mom, I hope and pray that you have a wonderful day today.


Monday, April 16, 2012 5:06 PM, CDT
Letting the Family Know
Mom,
I spoke with Aunt Alowee today and shared with her how you are doing and the
issues you are facing. She sends you their love, prayer and concern. Aunt
Alowee gave me Carolyn's and Francis' phone #s and I called at left a message
for Carolyn Grider that you were in the hospital and I talked briefly with your
cousin Francis Green (Altman), living in Chester, VA. I let them both know how
you are doing.
Audrey is on her way up to see you Mom and I will be there Wed night.
I pray that you are resting well and not in any pain.
Steven


Monday, April 16, 2012 12:28 PM, CDT
ENOUGH
Mom, I wanted to share with you a story that Marsha shared with me. It was
during the very dark moments of my separation, that I learned what it mean
and felt like to understand what "ENOUGH" is. Here is the story that I
remember Marsha Sharing with me.
Marsha, Thank you so very much for sharing this story with me.
ENOUGH:
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at
the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate,
they hugged, and the mother said,
'I love you, and I pray you enough.'
The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your
love is all I ever needed. I pray you enough, too, Mom.'
They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window
where I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry.
I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but
she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing
it would be forever?'
Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever
good-bye?'
'Well...I'm not as young as I once was, she lives so far away & has her own
busy life. I have some challenges ahead, and the reality is - her next trip back
will be for my funeral,' she said.
'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I pray you enough.' May I
ask what that means?'
She began to smile. 'That's a prayer that has been handed down from other
generations. My parents used to say it to everyone.' She paused a moment and
looked up as if trying to remember it in detail, and she smiled even more. 'When
we said, 'I pray you enough,' we wanted
the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain
them.'
Then, turning toward me, she shared the following as if she were reciting it from
memory.
I pray you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day
may appear.
I pray you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.
I pray you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.
I pray you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear
bigger.
I pray you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I pray you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I pray you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.
Then, she began to cry, and walked away.
They say, it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them, but an entire life to forget them.
TAKE TIME TO LIVE.....
To all my friends and loved ones,
I PRAY YOU ENOUGH.......
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Monday, April 16, 2012 12:16 PM, CDT
Moving to Select Hospital
Mom,

The doctors called me this morning and said you were not doing well. You are
really weak, running a fever and having difficulty breathing. You still are not
waking up. They are moving you to Select Hospital in St. Charles, MO. It is in
the same building as St. Joseph Hospital (where you gave birth to me, Audrey,
Wayne, Diane and Alan). They are going to take good care of you and help
keep you comfortable.

They say that you may not ever wake up Mom. I hope you hear us talking to
you over the next few days and if not, I hope the Angels are watching over you
and taking care of your needs. We all love you Mom. You have done so much
for each one of us in our lifetimes. You have taken in all who have needed help,
a place to stay and you have done the best that you knew how.

Mom, I am forever grateful for all the love and compassion you have shown me
in my lifetime. I care to retain and remember those moments where you cared
for me, showed me compassion and talked to me. Other moments, well, I
chose to forget and forgive them. Those precious moments with you, in caring
and in love, those I will retain, those I will keep and those I will share with
others around me and to those I love.

Mom, I love you so very much


Sunday, April 15, 2012 2:05 PM, CDT
Mom here is song for you
Mom, we sang this song today in church. When I heard it I knew God could be
your every moment, that God is our healer and that He can heal you. I went
down to pray with church elders knowing God promises that where two or more
are gathered in Your Name, that He will hear our prayes. My prayers were for
you and that you would be healed soon. Marsha and I lift you up each day and
ask God to watch over you.
I will be back to see you soon.
Steven
Here is the song we sang today.
Hillsong — Healer
Verse:
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
Pre-Chorus:
I trust in You
I trust in You
Chorus:
I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need
[Repeat Verse]
[Repeat Pre-Chorus}
[Chorus]
Bridge:
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands
[Repeat]
[Chorus]
Lyricsfreak.com © 2009


Sunday, April 15, 2012 10:33 AM, CDT
14APR2012
Mom is now off the ventilator, yippee! They moved it out of the room. She is
now on oxygen through her trach collar. Mom still is not walking up. Mom it is a
beautiful day today. I love you. May God bless us during this time you are still
asleep. I pray for your health, for your future and know you are loved by us all.


Friday, April 13, 2012 9:32 AM, CDT
13APR2012
13APR2012 Good Morning Mom!
Yesterday was Audrey's Birthday (Happy Birthday Audrey!) Audrey is my big
sister and she is now a year older. Audrey and I get to spend the part of March
and part of April being the same age, but alas, she is now again older.
Mom, they moved you to ICU 15, still in the South Tower. You are now in a Unit
that has windows. This was the same Unit as the lady that sang "Mary had a
little lamb" ALL DAY LONG, ALL NIGHT LONG! But after a while, I got use to it
and then I enjoyed it. She must have been a very happy lady to have sang all
day, the same song. I know that I would do something like that, knowing me
Mom. And, I know I would drive everyone nuts. I whistle like that, the same
song over and over again, each time trying to improve.
They put you on a Trachea Collar with oxygen. You are now breathing on your
own, with an oxygen feed going into your collar.
They lifted you out of your bed and put you in a chair to help you wake up.
They wanted you to see sunshine today Mom. I remember that room and the
view is wonderful.
You have many prayers and thoughts coming from many people. I love you and
you are loved by many.
Your fever is now gone and we hope you continue to awaken today.
Love,
Steven


Wednesday, April 11, 2012 11:42 AM, CDT
11APR2012 Morning
Mom is doing about the same. She will open her eyes and track the nurse for
about a minute and then she returns to a twilight state. Mom had her left knee
operated on about 10/18/2010 and had a significant reaction to anesthesia.
They feel that she is having a similar reaction to the anesthesia they gave to her this time. The difference is that Mom has been on a much longer dosage of this anesthesia.

She was given Midazolam and Fentanyl. They have know side effects like Mom
is experiencing. The effects are increased when there are issues with her
kidneys, which Mom has. Many years ago, Mom took Aleve (Naproxen) and was
on dialysis for over 6 months. This damaged her kidneys and is now affecting
her ability to rid her body of the Midazolam and Fentanyl.

They are now going to move Mom over to a PIC Unit, located in Barnes North. I
don't know exactly when they are going to move her, but soon.
Thank you for your thoughts and prayers concerning my Mom

Monday, April 9, 2012 10:41 PM, CDT
March 9, 2012 8:41 pm
Talked to the nurse taking care of Mom (Niki) and she stated that Mom is doing
about the same. Will open her eyes when her name is spoken and grimaces
when her mouth is cleaned. Mom is not responding to verbal commands yet
and the EG performed today did not show anything significant. I gave them her
previous doctors name, when she had knee surgery. Mom did not respond well
to the anesthesia from knee surgery and had a similar response - delusion.
Mom, sleep well tonight. You have quite a lot of people praying for you, thinking
about you and you are loved. We will work with you each and every day to help
you fully recover. This to in time shall pass.
Steven

Monday, April 9, 2012 4:52 PM, CDT
Link to Diffused Large B-Cell Lymphoma
Link to Tracheotomy

Monday, April 9, 2012 2:26 PM, CDT
Mom's current status

Mom is now opening her eyes when her name is said. The neurology team is
going to perform an EG on her today to verify her brain waves and to see if
there are any issues they need to be concerned about.
Mom has been sedated since March 19, 2012 and is having significant trouble
waking up.

Mom's kidney function seems to continue to improve and there is some
reduction in the swelling in her arms.

Further R-CHOP Chemo is not scheduled until she awakens and is evaluated.

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Written May 8, 2012 11:00am
Mom,
I spoke to Red this morning and it was good to talk to him but I know he misses
you and I really do too! Their is 2 memorials planned for you in June as you
were a special person to alot of people and loved by so many. I will be attending
both nice to see your family and friends. Red and me shared White castles the
last time I came in and I mentioned to him we will have to share some when I
come in June 8th and he laughed. I'm going to take him out to Bob Evans too!
Love you Mom!
Audrey Wilkinson

Written May 7, 2012 10:48pm
Janice, I miss you so much. You are there with God, free from all
worldly pain and worry. Love Jeanette
Jeanette Wilson

Written May 2, 2012 9:41am
my name is Jacquelyn Evinger (Baker) and Janice was my aunt, I
loved her dearly and thank her for taking care of my little brother Daniel
Baker when my own mother died in 1964, although she had 5 children
of her own she took in my brother for awhile, since I was young myself
I really don't know how long she had him. I have many fond memories
of her and I know she is with Jesus now..... I love you Aunt Janice
Jacquelyn Evinger

Written May 1, 2012 10:24pm
Mom,
You are missed by so many but I miss our talks and your laughter! I will always
treasure are time together and especially this last year as we shared so much
about the family and just being a better Christian.
I love you Mom and you will always be in my heart!
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 29, 2012 12:00pm
This poem is dedicated to my grandmother. This is one of the hardest things
that I believe I will ever have to deal with in my life. She was one of the few
closest people that I had in my family. She always listened and showed
compassion towards me, she always loved me. It is really hard to say goodbye
to her and it seems that everything has changed, because it has. This poem I
would like someone to read it at her memorial if they could, I may not be there
only because my job may not allow. So, if someone could I would be so very
greatful to you. Grandma will forever sing with the angels and this is for her:

The moon and midnight skies will forever look different in my eyes,

though it is so hard to say goodbye,

I know you are in a better place, surrounded by Gods love and his grace,

Your pain is gone, you are now at peace,

All of your heartache and sorrow will now cease,

Your love and compassion will forever live on in our hearts,

Though none of us ever thought we would be apart,

You will forever live in our hearts

Forever and Always,

Your Granddaughter,

Sarah

I love you.

Sarah Butler

Written Apr 27, 2012 11:47am
Love to all the family....Please continue to let us know what your memorial plans
are for Dade County. I will check with all the first cousins to be sure they know
about Janice's passing, Visited with Gene & Allowee while we were down
there. We had a great time at the lake and thought of all the fun we had as
kids as we drove around. Told some of the friends that Janice & John Lewis
grew up with. I had an e-mail from Charles Elton Baker thanking us for putting
him in the loop. We will continue to pray for Red and all our family. love
Carolyn
Carolyn Grider

Written Apr 27, 2012 3:30am
Mom,
I miss you and love you so much! Steven has done so much to keep everything
in order from the day you went into the hospital until now. I'm so proud to have
him as my brother and best friend! He takes after you Mom with the leadership
traits and kindness for others and so much more. Thank You Steven for being
my brother! I got to talk to Aunt Jeanette and we cried together and know how
much we will miss you and love you. I have my blanket you made for my 50th
birthday I sleep with every nite but you gave me so much more! I will always
cherish our times and never forget your laughter and kindness you showed to
me and everyone.
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 25, 2012 2:07am
I'm sorry in the previous posting it said famous which was meant to say
Grandpa.
Grandma,
I find myself not being able to sleep tonight. I pray that you are watching down
on all of us. I know you are at peace now and wrapped in Gods arms and
surrounded by his love. I miss you so much and I love you. You have always
brought the family together and you still continue to bring us together so we can
show each other just how much we love and care for one another. You are our
glue grandma and its holding strong. I pray that you hear my heart and feel
how deep my love runs for you and just how much of an impact you have made
on my life. You were my world grandma. I love you so very much and I thank
God so much for taking care of you now. I hope the heavens are full of your
laughter and sweet music. Goodnight grandma.
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 24, 2012 12:28pm
To family and friends,
I am trying to get a phone number for my famous red. There is a family that
him and grandma spoke with frequently but he can't find the number. So if
anyone has a number for the Weathers, im not even sure if it is spelt right lol,
but if you do please post it so I can pass it on to him and he can give them a
call. Thank you very much and blessings to each and everyone of you.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 24, 2012 12:27pm
Yesterday heaven received another angel. She was a mother, a grandmother, a
wife, a sister and a friend; she was loved and cherished in each of those roles in her life. I only met her a few times, but she was welcoming and loving to me
and my son. I had the honor to spend many hours last night with her
grandchildren Jake, Rebecca, Sarah and Abe as we all sit around remembering
grandma and the role she played in making each one of them the wonderful
people they have grown to become. She will be greatly missed by all that have
know her. Rest in peace grandma... The video below brought me solace when a
good friend passed away, hopefully it can do the same for all that are missing
her.
With much love!
Christina McCallister (Jake Downen)
Christina McCallister

Written Apr 24, 2012 11:32am
Dear Janice, I know you have gone to a more peaceful home. My deepest
sympathy to all of the family.
I also have contacted another cousin, Rose Hamilton, in Washington.and she
likewise sends her sympathy. (509-882-4489 )
Frances Altman
Fran Altman

Written Apr 23, 2012 9:52pm
Jan, you will be greatly missed, but you are now at home with our Lord. I will
see you later!
gladys miller

Written Apr 23, 2012 7:11pm
To The Wilkinson Family,
I am so saddened by the loss of your funny and wonderful mother. She
was always kind to me. I will always remember that bright smile when she got
on the back of that motorcycle at the neighborhood reunion. I remember
thinking Mrs. Wilkinson is getting on back of a motorcycle? She said sure and
hopped right on. I will pray for your family and will always remember Mrs.
Wilkinson. Love to all.
Brenda Hollander (zerr)

Written Apr 23, 2012 6:59pm
Thanks all for your prayers and messages on this site! I know my Mom is in a
better place, but I wasn't ready for this and maybe we never are. I know she is
not suffering anymore and looking over us as she always did hear on earth. I
love you Mom and will miss you so much. I'm glad I took home the angel I gave
you as you asked me to. I didn't realize till I picked it up yesterday it is a music
box and will play it remembering how much you liked it the day I gave it to
you. You have touched so many people and so many hearts but I know YOU
CaringBridge / Janice Browning / guestbook http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/janicebrowning/guestbook/pdf
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ARE MY MOM ALWAYS!!!!
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 23, 2012 6:28pm
Sarah your grandma was a special woman and she was the reason you are you.
She will be remembered for all the good and how she touched each one of you
all.....it is now a time to happily remember all those memorable times. Rejoice
in the happiness she shed on everyone. It is not the salt and pepper shakers nor the elephant collections that she will be missed for but the values, kindness and compassion that made each and every one of her children and grandchildren who they are. Her duty as a mother to all has ended and now each of you will fill the large task of passing on what you have admired in her on to your children and grandchildren. No one will ever replace her and as the long life she lived came to a close she was surrounded by love and compassion of a close family the she created and raised.


Mrs. Janice Browning please continue to look over your wonderful family as they
have looked over you. Their lives will go on without you but they will not forget
you and your enduring spirit is now free to guard over them always and keep
them safe eternally.....and lastly please have no regrets left on this earth as all
who know you harbor only love, respect and admiration for the life you have
led...... stubborn as always you fought to remain here but your duty here is
through and u've been called to rest.....god bless you and all your family and
friends...James Wright
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 23, 2012 5:50pm
Dear Friend
Jan your story has been written. You just stepped over into a place that is so
much better that we can even imagine. You have left behind that old body with
all its sickness and stepped into something new and beautiful. I'm going to miss
you girl. We will see that Red is okay. Just look at all the beautiful things in
heaven to your hearts content. All your cares and worries have gone away. I
look forward to seeing you again in God's presence.
Nancy Pruett.
Nancy Pruett

Written Apr 23, 2012 5:49pm
I'm not to sure what to say right now except that my grandma was a loving,
caring, and compassionate woman and t the last few hours I could really tell her
how special she is to me. She has had a very rough road and now she can be at peace, without pain or suffering. She was one of the few closest people that I
have and I am going to miss her tremendously. She was strong and a fighter
even until the last second and I pray that I will be half of the woman that I know
she was.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 23, 2012 2:18pm
Steve,
I was so surprised to see you at the hospital, but I am so glad I did. If our
family can help your family in this time of need please let me know what we can
do. We all love your family and pray that your mother gets better. We have
been so blessed to have our parents active and healthy. Dad is home and doing
great. With all our prayers and love.
Brenda Hollander (zerr)

Written Apr 23, 2012 12:42pm
God's love and comfort for the two of you! So sorry she has to go through this
struggle! Prayers are flowing!
Marsha Kinsman
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Written Apr 23, 2012 9:40am
Jan,
Patty and i and the grand kids are praying for you right now. May the Father
grant you peace and comfort this very moment. Be encouraged God has you in
the palm of his hand.
Rich And Patty Browning
Rich Browning

Written Apr 23, 2012 5:49am
Its a rough morning. I love you with all of my heart and soul.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 22, 2012 12:12pm
Good afternoon grandma,
Uncle Steve and I are here with you. Stayed with grandpa this morning while he
talked to the nurse. I love you grandma and I will be here waiting for you to
wake so I can tell you.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 22, 2012 8:14am
Great message, thoughts and reflection, Steven. Gods blessings upon you
today! Praying you will have time with your Mom awake today.
Marsha Kinsman
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Written Apr 22, 2012 1:00am
Janice,
These are very good words spoken by your son Steven. It is obvious by listening
to him speak as he writes, that you Janice should take pride and be proud of
fact it is evident that you have done your job well in teaching your son of
eternal life and why we are hear.
Good job to all the moms like you. Rejoice.
Randy
Randy Honeycutt

Written Apr 21, 2012 7:41pm
Janice and family we are so glad to hear that you are breathing on your own
and resting. Jerry & I are going to join friends who have been camping at
Stockton Lake near Gene & Allowee. We will be where you grew up and as we
remember we will be prayng for all of you. Much love,
Carolyn Grider

Written Apr 21, 2012 6:14pm
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Mom,
It is a beautiful day here in Tulsa, OK while I was thinking of you sitting outside
a Cardinal flew by. I pray you are resting well and fighting with all your strength
God gives you to come back to us. I was unpacking Mike's nutcrackers today
and he reminded me of the ones you bought after I started buying them for him
at 9yrs old. Michael loves so you so much and wants you to know he is thinking
of you. I found some pictures of you when I was a baby and when I bought my
1st home and your such a beautiful woman inside and out. I pray for you and
hope one day soon we can continue our talks that I enjoyed learning things
about you and family.
Love you always Mom
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 21, 2012 3:52pm
dear friend Jan,
My words of encouragement to you are these taken from scripture and the song
book. First from the songbook
Jesus loves me this I know for the Bible tells me so,
Little ones to him belong,they are weak but he is strong.
Yes Jesus loves, yes Jesus loves me, yes Jesus loves me,
For the Bible tells me so..
Next from Scripture.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil
For you are with me, Psalm23:4
During my lingering illness with lung cancer I have learn to trust God completely
with my outcome because I know that it will take me home to be with Him. He
doesn't make mistakes with our lives so our response to Him is to Thank and
Praise Him for who he is.
Rose West
Rose West

Written Apr 21, 2012 2:45pm
I'm sitting here with you today grandma, it seems to be a harder day for me
than usual. I am staying positive with help and strength of a few people. (Jay
and Uncle Steve) I'm be hopeful and praying that you will once again open your
eyes so I can tell you I love you and you'll hear me say it to you. I want you to
hear how much you mean to me. You have shown me so much love grandma
and always told me I could do anything I wanted and I've always kept that in
the front of my mind, I can do anything. I love you with all of my heart.
Your granddaughter,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 21, 2012 9:23am
Janice and family, so happy to hear that you have moved and are doing better.
I contacted you good friend Irene Witt Neal in Stockton and she sends her
prayers. Thank you Steve for directing us to this site so we can all follow Janice
and Red's health care.
Fran Altman

Written Apr 20, 2012 8:44pm
Mrs. Browning,
I have met you, though you don't know me. Your granddaughter Sarah is my
Rock, though she is yours to help you through your tough trials. Your whole
family of Wilkinsons...Brownings....Downens are there beside you to guide you
and love you through this. Also your many friends are sending their thoughts
and prayers to you as I am. They tell me the funny stories of their lives relating
to you and it all happened on a little road ...named Clearview Drive. Memorable
moments that are now forever you...or mom..or....grandma....or just Jan
Browning. You have made positive influences on each and everyone I've met so
that has made you irreplaceable.So muster all your strengths...all their
love...and help answer every prayer because they are all you have in this world
and you are all their world.....wish you well Mrs. Browning
P.S. Your wonderful husband Red is a good man and I know he sends his
undying love to you everyday even though he is not there...Sincerely, James
Wright
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 20, 2012 7:35pm
Jan,
So sorry to hear of your illness. Keep resting and thinking of Jesus.
I am praying for you.
Rose West

Written Apr 20, 2012 6:30pm
Mom,
I'm glad your moved and resting back in St Charles! I planted some yellow
flowers on behalf of you today and they look beautiful! I know you loved flowers
and I can look at them everyday I go outside.
I pray everyday for you and know God is watching over you and we are so
grateful for you and the time we have shared.
Love you always
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 20, 2012 3:01pm
Grandma,
I'm sitting here with you today and praying for great news. I think that the
doctors and nurses are really going to take care of you here. You deserve the
best and I believe that God will give you the best. Hang in there grandma, we all
love you very much and pray for you everyday. I brought you a keychain
pendant today that says, "believe in miracles". You grandma, are a miracle. I
love you so much and thank God that he is watching over you with his angels.
All my love,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 20, 2012 11:13am
Dear Janice,
May your day be filled with love and family. I pray comfort in your new hospital
and room. May the "team" do their best to care for you so you are free from
pain or discomfort. Love and blessings! Thank you Steven for keeping
everyone informed and revealing your caring and love for your Mom. Love you!
Marsha Kinsman

Written Apr 19, 2012 7:31pm
Jan,
Patty and I and our kids are praying for you and have been for the last few
weeks. We are praying for God's comfort, God's strength and God's healing.
We are grateful to you and your family as they have taken care of Dad and
encouraged him.
You guys are in our prayers.
Rich and Patty Browning and our kids Jennifer, Matthew and Corrie
Rich Browning

Written Apr 19, 2012 6:46pm
Mom,
I'm so glad Steven is their with you now with Al and Diana. We all keep in touch
through this site, texting and facebook if not talking on the phone. You have
brought us all together again and that is so amazing that we can share so much
we sometimes forget how great life has been and will be.
Steven has shared so much with us all and we are so grateful for him and all
that have posted messages for you!
I love you and will see you next week! Stay strong and keep the faith! I look
forward everyday to hear good news about you.
Love you always
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 19, 2012 5:49pm
So glad you will be back in St. Charles. I think of you and pray for you and Red
often throughout the day. I saw him yesterday, and he has improved so much
at Mt. Carmel. Even his voice is stronger. I will let you settle in for a couple of
days then try to see you. Gladys
gladys miller

Written Apr 19, 2012 2:57pm
Will be praying for you all for the move........Thanks Steve, Know you are going
to have a busy afternoon..........CG
Carolyn Grider

Written Apr 19, 2012 11:28am
I am overwhelmed by your message today.........So glad that God is so good to
us. Praying for all of you as you tell her how much we love her.
Praying for her brothers and sisters.........so glad your have each other....
thanks Steve & Audrey...........love to all of you.....and the Doctors and nurses
who are taking care of you...........CG
Carolyn Grider

Written Apr 19, 2012 10:52am
Janice
So glad you are awake. So many prayers have gone your
way. We continue to send our prayers and know God will
be looking out for you. Love Jeanette
I love you and have missed talking with you while you have been
sick.
Jeanette Wilson

Written Apr 19, 2012 7:59am
Janice,
You hang in there, Steven you hang in there too buddy. He is with you always.
Randy & Deb
Randy Honeycutt

Written Apr 18, 2012 7:54pm
Mom,
I heard from our cousin Carolyn today and so nice to hear from her and she
reminded me of some times we all got together and Uncle Oran, wow, seems so
long ago! You have so many family and friends praying for you and we all love
you so much!
I give God all the glory and blessings for your improvement and know more
good news is following for you!
I use you as a way of selling Dr Pepper to my customers talking about how you
would bring Dr Pepper into the house when we were young telling us not to
touch your Dr Pepper as we had other soda to drink, LOL, I hope that story I
remember right but I guess I will have to ask you when I see you next Thurs.
Have a Great and Wonderful day and week!
Love always your daughter
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 18, 2012 11:51am
This is such great news! I just called Mother and she was so excited and filled
with tears. Dad is working cattle today, getting ready for carpul tunnel sugery
on right hand Monday, April 23rd. Staying extra busy as it helps copeing.
Thanks to Steve for setting up this webpage for us family and friends. Red,
mother mentioned what a blessing you have been for Janice and this family. It
great to know you are better and still helping.
Love to all
Donna Baker Long
Aldrich MO
donnalong13@hotmail.com
Donna Long

Written Apr 18, 2012 10:49am
Dear Janice and family: Wonderful news to hear that all our prayers are being
answered. I look forward to learning more each day about your recovery, as
well as about how Red's health is coming along.also. With love
Fran Altman

Written Apr 17, 2012 7:53pm
THANK YOU GOD!! A miracle today for my Mom waking up and being able to
move and knowing people are their for her!! I love you so much and cryed and
prayed to God for you last nite. I will be their to see you next Wed and look
forward to seeing you again and seeing for myself how much you have
improved.
Keep the faith Mom as God will give you the strength to come back and fight
this battle as I know he has so much in store for you!
I Thank my brother Steven for creating this website for us all to share our
thoughts and prayers for you! My brother Steven has kept us all informed and Al
has been their with you while he was gone and Diana. I'm glad you got to see
your husband Red today and know your special relationship and marriage keeps
you both close.
I'm anxious to be their with you again when I come in next Wed and spend time
brushing your hair and talking like we did when I last saw you in the hospital.
My prayers for you continue as God is the almighty healer and I believe in all he
will do in your condition and all our lives.
It is nice to read all that post in your guestbook and I Thank all that have posted
and hope all my family that I haven't seen in a long time will plan a time soon to
share the good times again.
Sleep well tonite Mom and keep improving. We all LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 17, 2012 7:14pm
Dear Friend,
I am so glad to hear that you were doing better today. Maybe the visit from
Red helped. He has been so worried about you. You have been in my heart and
prayers ever since you went back into the hospital. Even as many miles away
as Greece is I was offering up prayers to God on your behalf. I pray that each
day an improvement will be seen. Love you girl.
Nancy Pruett
Nancy Pruett

Written Apr 17, 2012 6:14pm
Hi Jan, Glad to hear your day was better today. I plan to go see Red tomorrow.
It has been its usual chaos here. I am sure he was glad to see you today. You
are in my thoughts and prayers often. See you soon, Gladys
gladys miller

Written Apr 17, 2012 5:35pm
“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you
are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important
thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”
Hoping to come see you in the next few weeks! I love you very much, wishing you the best, and tributing
my yoga practices to you over the next few weeks
Kate
kathleen wilkinson

Written Apr 17, 2012 4:39pm
What joy to hear that your mom is more alert today, Steven! She may fool all of
you, yet.
Emily Roberts

Written Apr 17, 2012 1:53pm
Dear Janice and family,
We are glad to hear news this morning and pray for you all.
Facebook Carolyn Baker Grider
e-mail plaza8535@ aol.com
my cell 816 260 2982
Carolyn Grider

Written Apr 17, 2012 1:12pm
Janice
Jack, Joey, Judy, June, and I arepraying for you
We know how tough you are and want you to keep fighting.
Hang in there.
Love JeanetteBaker Wilson
661 399 4051 ,cell: 661 203 8939
1228 wilson Ave, Bakersfield, CA 93308
Jeanette Wilson

Written Apr 17, 2012 11:40am
I'm leaving tomorrow to come and see you again. Love you grandma.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 16, 2012 10:09pm
Dear Janice and all the family,
Thanks so much for letting us know about this way to keep in touch and hear
the latest news. We are so sorry it is such bad news today. But we believe
our God is good and has all of us in his care and keeping. So we will continue
to pray for you all and will pass this info on to Max Baker and Wayne & Mike
Bough, Rose left a message just before the one from Steve so will call her right
now. Thanks to Allowee. Much love to you all,
Jerry & Carolyn Baker Grider
8535 E 73rd Terrace
Kansas City MO 64133
816 353 5267 cell 816 510 5051

Carolyn Grider

Written Apr 16, 2012 10:03pm
On behalf of Gene Paul Baker, Janice's brother, and his family, we extend our
most heartfelt love and prayers at this trying time. My mother, Ronda (Baker)
Melton, wishes to send her love to Aunt Janice and her children. Aunt Janice was
always so good about calling with concern about my grandpa and grandma
Baker when they were sick or after hospital visits. We love you Aunt Janice!
Your family is in our daily thoughts and prayers. May God bring you comfort.
All our love,
Gene and Allowee Baker & Ronda and David Melton and family
Alyssa (Melton) White

Written Apr 16, 2012 9:21pm
Love to my Aunt Janice and Cousins! Thoughts and prayers are for you all
now. I so appreciated you Aunt Janice checking in with our Mother after her
surgery. It's been so long since us cousins have seen each other and memories
brings smiles to my face. Somehow, you Aunt Janice found enough space and
food for us all when we came to visit. We had a great time as I recall the house
rattled with noise and fun. I send hugs and love to you each, Janice, Audrey,
Steve, Dianne and Allan.
Your Cousin,
Donna Baker Long
Donna Long

Written Apr 16, 2012 8:42pm
Mom,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! I'm praying God will give you the strength to fight this
and bring you back to us, as I'm not ready to let you go! I know God's will may
not be ours and know he is with you and hopefully just resting in peace. It is
hard to hear that you haven't woken up yet and not doing well but I will pray for
your recovery until God tells us otherwise.
I Thank You so much for believing in Me and all the Great advice you gave me
as sometimes I may not have listened but now I know you were telling me the
right things to do and will always be grateful to you!
I love you Mom and will be their by next Thurs with your Grandson Mike who
loves and cares for you, like all of your family members do. We all love you so
much.
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 16, 2012 7:52pm
Grandma,
I will be coming up this week to see you and praying all goes well with you that
I may see you before anything happens. I love you so very much and pray that
you will hear me even for a moment. I love you grandma.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 16, 2012 5:33pm
Dear Janice and family: My prayers go out to you. I feel very fortunate that we
have been able to catch up and resume contact over the last few years and talk
about our children and other family members, and our remembrances of our
grandparents, etc. Although it is a sad time, I feel that God is with you now and
making your journey easier. With love, your cousin. .
Frances Altman, 9805 Whitney Dr., Apt. 112, Baltimore,MD 21237
410-933-4874
Fran Altman

Written Apr 16, 2012 4:55pm
I love you, I love you so very very much and I have been so very blessed to call
you my grandma.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 16, 2012 10:02am
Grandma,
You are heavy on my heart this morning and I am wishing that I was sitting by
your bedside. Wake soon grandma, we all miss you very much and are in all of
our prayers. I love you.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 15, 2012 1:58pm
Mom I'm so excited to hear your breathing on your own and sitting up and
hopefully soon you will wake up and see the beautiful Spring flowers and trees
you love! I planted my 1st tomato and 2 strawberry plants thinking of you and
some flowers. I remember the beautiful Wisteria bush you had climbing in the
backyard and how much you loved it as I have my bedroom in purples and lilacs
love the same beauty instilled in us to love the outdoors!
I love you Mom and wish I could be their to talk to you and hope you wake up
soon. I will be their to talk to you soon and miss our talks we had every week on
the phone knowing we have more to come soon.
Love always your daughter,
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 15, 2012 11:20am
I am so excited to hear you are off of the ventilator!! It is such a blessing!
Thank you all that have been praying for my grandma. I know she is thankful as
well though she cannot express it right now. I am hoping you awake soon and
see the beauty that surrounds you. I love you grandma.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 14, 2012 11:32am
I continue today for all of you ! Prayer is an effective tool in the healing process
when offered within God's will ! My prayer is also that your strength will not
farter as you minister.
John Hester

Written Apr 14, 2012 11:14am
Janice: All of your brothers and sisters are praying for you.
Keep fighting, we know you are a fighter. Wish I could be there to talk with
you. Steve has been keeping us updated on your condition . He has been there
for you. I have been keeping the phone lines busy and hot as I am not
computer savy. All my love and prayers.
Jeanette Wilson

Written Apr 13, 2012 11:16am
This all sounds great. But what even sounds better is a son expressing his
feelings and love for his mother. You hang in there brother. Your journey has
been a long and hard one. Never pass on an opportunity to say I love you to
those you love no matter how removed they may be or how far away they may
be from your everyday life now. It always helps the soul.
Love you brother,
Randy.
Randy Honeycutt

Written Apr 13, 2012 10:04am
Jim Gove with Bible Study Fellowship (a friend of Steven)
Jim Gove
Sent from CaringBridge Android app

Written Apr 13, 2012 9:00am
Goodmorning grandma,
I am thinking about you this morning as I do every morning. I hope that you
wake soon. The doctors say they are moving you back over to the North
building, that is a really good thing to hear. I love you and miss you greatly. We
are all praying for you.
Love always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 11, 2012 5:50pm
Thank You Mom for giving me 57yrs of life as of April 12th and looking at my
baby pictures laughing know I have a Great Mom! I pray everyday God gives
you the strength to fight all that is going on and bring you back to us!
Looking forward to our conversations and spending time with you and knowing
we have alot to share. I love you Mom!
Audrey Wilkinson

Written Apr 11, 2012 4:57pm
Hi Steven,
Continuing to pray for healing and a chance for all of you to communicate with
your Mom soon. I pray the Doctor's continue with the right medication and
diagnosis to help her wake up and continue with the healing process. God's
blessings on you and your family as you patiently await her awakening.
Marsha Kinsman

Written Apr 10, 2012 11:11am
I took a nap this afternoon and dreamt of you. You were happy and peaceful
talking to me. I miss you grandma, your silly laughs and our heartfelt talks. I
want more of those with you. You are so strong, just keep being stubborn and
fight. I love you grandma and always praying for you. The great grand babies
send their love. Jay sends his and his prayers. You haven't gotten to meet him
but he helped me take care of grandpa and stayed with me everyday at the
hospital. I love you grandma.
Always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 9, 2012 9:30pm
Grandma,
I love you. You are in my prayers every day. You are such a strong women and
God has taken such good care of you. We are all praying for you. We love you
so much! Uncle Steve is such an awesome person, he sat with you everyday,
right by your side. I'm sorry I was unable to stay long but I hope you felt me
there. I love you so very much grandma.Love always,
Sarah
Sarah Butler

Written Apr 9, 2012 9:01pm
Steven,
Your Mom is lucky to have a son like you. She's in my prayers daily. I known the
unknown is hard. Hang tough and let us know if there anything we can do. We
love you.
Love,
Renee, kailey and william
Renee Noya

Written Apr 9, 2012 6:44pm
Mom,
I love you so much and hoping you to awake soon. I remember when I was their
talking to you Thur 3/15 thur Sat 3/17 and you enjoyed me brushing your hair
and when you awake I will be their to brush your hair again. I love you Mom
more than you will ever know and praying God does a miracle for your health
condition as we know he does them everyday. Your one of the strongest
Christian ladies I know and hope I will be just a little bit as strong as you.
Steven has been a trooper staying by your side and keeping us all informed and
now Al being their and Diana. We all love you so much!
Love always Your Daughter
Audrey Wilkinaon

Written Apr 9, 2012 6:26pm
Steve,
Old buddy you hang in there, we are praying for your mom and you. Stay strong
and always turn to him. Sounds like there is some signs of improvement. We
are there with you in spirit.
Randy & Deb
Randy Honeycutt

Written Apr 9, 2012 4:11pm
Praying God's continued healing on Janice. Good news of improving conditions
and response to her name. Also praying for your family as you await an
opportunity to communicate with her once again after such a long time.
Marsha Kinsman

Written Apr 9, 2012 3:09pm
Hello Janice Browning,
My husband and I are praying for you. God Bless you, Virginia Davis
Virginia Davis

Mr Heavy Duty

May 10, 2012

When I my Mom met Red, she asked him what H.D. Browning stood for and he told her "Heavy Duty."  Red is made of Heavy Duty stuff, he served our country in WWII in the West Samoa Islands as a Marine on the front lines.  My Mom has benefited greatly from the care Red has given her.

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