- 43 years old
- Date of birth: Feb 24, 1972
- Date of passing: Mar 28, 2015
|Let the memory of Jeremy be with us forever|
"hey, been missing you a lot lately. your birthday is coming up soon. wish I could talk to you. I don't think this gets any easier I think you just get used to the emptiness. I keep wondering if we did what you would have wanted. I really hope that it was right. I miss you so much I love you."
"Hey babe....I miss you! And I need you, bad! I'm not doing so good, pretty sick, and you always were prettty good lining out my doctors, and I'm afraid by the time they figure out I probably have cancer, it'll be too late to win over it. You'd think when about five other family members have died by age 45 and you're 49, begging for 3 yrs. to test whatever it takes to find out, but they rather not so maybe you die before they have to give you any of that social security you've paid all your working life, which they refuse me any of yours too. When me and our boys all know that's why we stayed married, and the fact that we always came together when one of us really needed the other. Remember when I rescued little Jeremy from the barmaid mom and stripper daughter you left him with when you were in the hospital with pneumonia, and you when they released you. Had the pharmacy tech job at walmart in midwest city, and subway too. I took care of us for at least 6 mos.till you got strong enough to work again. I can't work. Hell I cant even carry a basket of laundry to the laundryroom without sitting in a chair to rest before can even start it. I haven't seen little Daniel or Jena still, been three years Jeremy, I can't stand it, I never should've transferred to mcalester and moved back here, I'm so trapped, and lost without you little Jeremy and my grandkids. Only got Christian and Bentley spring break this year, hating these holidays all alone. Fucking tina is so afraid im gonna get some money somehow I fucking hate her selfish fucking ass. She damn sure wasn't giving a red cent from your wallet at funeral home either when I missed work twice for that signing of that piece of paper. Funeral people were assholes too considering, oh yeah you were there, you already know that. But you werent there for tinas daughters pity poor bitch about blaming me for coming betwween ya'll and tina thanked me for just letting her get that off her chest, yeah you'd have been proud of me, I kept my mouth shut and just let her believe it. Like I gave a shit after what I had lost....forever, well my ever. I missed you thanksgiving , cooked and ate all by myself, just not the same anymore, I'm missing you now and Christmas will. I am coming to visit still. I am exited to finally meet your family, just be a little scared not you by my side, hoping little Jeremy will tho. Unless I die before I get any financial help, which is greatly possible. I sleep 18 hours at a time alot too, COPD or heart one kicking my ass. So some nights can't sleep, like tonight, watching P.S. I Love You....imagine that, huh. Makes me love it in a different way tho now, way close to home now! I try everthing to fill this void....it ain't happening. Gotta go cant breathe! Much Love (you more)! PEACE OUT!"
"It is August 5, 2016. I'm so thankful for this place to share with you. I have been watching us, You, Me, L'IL Jeremy on all those 13 home movies we made. Been sharing them with Carmen on Facebook. I miss you Jeremy Leon Robinson, and I know that we had our ups and downs, and forgave each other for everything, but I need you to know NOW, that if I would have known this would happen, i would have not let you go, the weekend we visited Daniel in town, and I know you would still be here, and I'm sorry for that! I miss L'IL Jeremy too, I feel like his second Mom. Me and Mom talk about him alot. I'm gonna make him a scrapbook when I get the other one done. And invite him to watch movies with me. They're wonderful Jeremy, we have a huge movie of our life! I will be coming to see you soon I hope and pray. I have to, and I WILL! "I LOVE YOU!!! ♡♡"
"We bought you a cake....German chocolate....your favorite. We put candles on top....Lil' Jeremy blew them out.....I drank a beer. We waited for the week-end and had a bar-b-q on the on the rocks you made us a pit out of; the one you used so many times before....I drank lots of beer...Lil' J and I talked, and cried. Life will never be the same."
"Jeremy my beloved friend, my world stopped the night I was told. My sunshine my positive force my laughter you where so much an even more!!! Now your doing what you do in Heaven an I'm jealous an selfish I just want my crazy friend back. I feel this Jeremy deeply , no can replace you . You made me get up a face the good the bad an I'll always love you so much for being my Super Hero Ghost Rider....."
"You cross my mind a lot.. I miss your crazy ass!! I love all the memories and am very thankful to even of had you in my life to have those memories... Love and miss you."
"Your birthday was the other day I miss you so much in a month you will be gone a year I wish so much you were still here I thought you would still be with me I will never be the same I have realized that it will always hurt but I just keep moving on I will always miss you I wish I could tell you I love you one more time and how much you mean to me I love you and will forever miss you my one and only brother"
"You may not be here anymore for me to hug or talk to but you are a part of me no matter what I will love you forever and I will see you again I will always miss you and I will forever be changed I love you forever big brother"
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