- 32 years old
- Date of birth: Jan 19, 1982
- Date of passing: Nov 15, 2014
|Let the memory of Joshua be with us forever|
"Yet another year without you, another Thanksgiving with your empty chair at the table, another Christmas will come without you - it's not the same. Two years seems like FOREVER yet I see your face and I hear your voice and seems like yesterday. The memories get me thru but the thoughts kill me. I love you, I miss you I hope you know now how loved and missed you are by all of us."
"A year.......I can't believe it's been a year. A year without being able to say hello, seems like an eternity, but at the same time, that horrible day seems like yesterday. You're my little brother, it's not right. So many times I've thought about the sound of your voice, what you might be doing, or sometimes I'm just trying to process my emotions about you, and realize that the though each day continues on without you, nothing will ever be the same. I'm still trying to process, still trying to cope, still trying to forget, but still trying to remember, trying to forgive you, trying to live and still very much loving and missing you. I pray you have found at least the peace and relief from hurt you were feeling here. I honk about you, I miss you every day and I love you my dear brother"
"I miss you dear brother, I think of you everyday. Today I leave a message on what would have been your 33rd birthday and oh how I wish you were here to celebrate it, or at least for us to call and wish you a happy day. I love you Joshua forever and always in my thoughts and in my heart."
"To hold your hand, touch your face, to kiss your cheek and say goodbye, is one of the hardest things I've ever done. I hope you feel the love and peace you were longing for. forever you will be in my heart and my thoughts. leave a tribute? What do I say? you are my little brother,.....not a day goes by that you are not on my mind,I miss you terribly, my heart breaks in two at the thought of not being able to see your face again here for holidays, visits or a quick hello. Seeing your pictures, i cry. I know that it will get easier with time, but time will never change the fact that I love you. that I miss you and I look forward to the day that I can see you again."
"I will miss you forever dear Son! You left us too soon and a Mother should not have to bury a child. Losing you my dear, is the hardest thing I have ever had to endure.
I do not want to go on without you, I miss you so much! I know I don't have that choice, but still don't want to. You have left a hole in my heart that only being with you again can fill.
Please be with me in all I do, wherever I go and whatever I say.
If there is anyway the good Lord can grant me one day visit with you to have you tell me you love me and will be with me, I am fervently praying so!
God bless and keep you in his loving care always.
Know you will always be in my heart and soul, till we meet again.
My love forever dear,
Your Mother. xoxox"
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