Mi juanito se que el se encuentra en el paraiso junto con papa manuel construyendo nuestro castillo para cuando nos reunamos con ellos y se que desde el cielo cuidas de todos tus seres keridos sin-lugar-aduda fuiste nuestro consentido cuidamos deti .. que tristesa tan grande te extranaremos por siempreeeee!

I remember the day you came to visit me when Maddy was born.. you came in with a big smile on your face and asked if you can hold her, I said yes.. later i saw you posted a picture of you holding her and said "she fell aspleep in my arms". You were always so gentel with all the kids around you and everybody loved you so much.. I miss you Juan! 
 

I think you belived in Angels and now I know you are a beautiful Angel watching over all of us.. I miss you so much every single day.

Some things I would love to share that I admired the most about my dad was his love and commitment. Committed to my brother and me. Always put us first no matter the situation. He is the only person that's ever done that for me! I admire him for the kind of father he was to us. He is the most perfect, unselfish, caring, compassionate, kind, trustworthy, honest, man of integrity. Qualities in a beautiful man that make me love you very much and proud to call you my daddy, my hero. My dad never broke a promise and was there when I needed him. He Always gave his all and I am extremely blessed to have had such an amazing father because not everyone can feel the type of love my dad gave me.

I was the last one to be with my dad at the hospital before he lost consciousness the next day. We waited 6 hours in the hospital waiting room before they called us in, when they finally called us I was sitting next to my dad while he was lying on the bed I asked him if his arm hurt because they had poked him with needles a couple times already. He told me no, that he was use to it already and gave me a smile. It broke my heart into a million pieces. But I just smiled back. He was always so brave and has more courage then most people. Many thought he was quiet and reserved but that’s what made him brave. 

I want to thank everyone for being there for us it means a lot, my brother and I truly appreciate it. Means he touched your heart one way or another. He will be missed. His funny/corny jokes will defiantly be missed. My mom will miss her best friend by her side. And we will miss the greatest father anyone could ever ask for, my inspiration.

“Dad in the future I may love a man a lot and someday I'll marry him but in the end let me remind you that no matter what happens I'll love YOU and you’ll always be the best man I know. I promise you that I'll always be your little girl. I love you so much”


-Bianca Gonzalez