I still remember the day I had to say goodbye to my best friend my MOM . I knew I was keeping you here for me not for you because I knew the day I walked into that hospital room you had already joined so many family waiting on you in heaven . I remember the tears dropping off my face and kissing your head feeling the warmth of you and knowing that I was having to let you go that I could no longer be selfish . It was the hardest thing in my life as the nurse removed your tube and I stood there and beg god for you to breath but he saw you were tired and made that decision to take you home . I stood by your side an held your hand as your beautiful heart stop beating and you took your final breath . I still question if what I did was right I know I miss you more and more everyday and I love you forever ..