well another month without you cannot believe it will be November tomorrow we would be shopping like mad for the Christmas dinner to feed all fourteen of us it was hard work but we loved it when we find out about your illness we both know we had to get on and enjoy every minute we had left with our family we always made Christmas so very special for our lads then they got married our family was getting bigger then what can I say about our grandkids we love them so much I know you will keep looking down and looking after them all  everyone knows our life is our family you are so missed by them all ,KEN you love our lads /family/ grandkids with a love that not found in many people you made each of them feel so special you always took the time to be there for them all that’s something to be proud of

2015

FOR THE 24 JULY
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MARRIED 45 YEARS TODAY BUT BEEN TOGETHER FOR AROUND 50   KEN I AM MISSING MY RED ROSES I LOVED  EVERY YEAR HAVING ONE MORE ROSE  THEN THE YEAR BEFORE THEY USE TO FILL THE HOUSE  THEY ALWAYS LOOK SO GOOD AND IT WAS YOU FACE WHEN YOU GIVE THEM TO ME IT SAID I LOVE YOU IT MADE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL I MISS THAT SO MUCH ALL SO YOU ALWAYS GOT THE   CARDS YOU GIVE ME JUST RIGHT THE WORDS INSIDE MENT SO MUCH TO ME I AM SO HAPPY I KEEP THE CARDS JUST TO SEE YOUR HAND WRITING IS SO NICE IT SAD THAT’S NOW OVER  BUT I GOT ALL OUR MEMORIES OF OUR LIFE TOGETHER THATS KEEPS ME GOING I SIT AND THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME AND THE THINGS WE USE TO DO THE PLACES WE WENT AND HOLIDAYS I MISS OUR LIFE TOGHTER SO MUCH MY LIFE HAS CHANGE SO MUCH !! MOST OF THE TIME I DON’T FEEL ME !!,
KEN YOU ARE SO EASY TO LOVE KEN YOU ARE WILL ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME I MISS YOU MAKING ME FEEL SO SPECIAL THERE ARE SO MUCH I MISS AND BY THE WAY NO ONE MAKES A CUP OF TEA LIKE YOU AS YOU CAN SEE I WILL NEVER GET USE TO BEING WITHOUT YOU XXX AGAIN HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
MISS YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE THEN I WILL BE WITH YOU AGAIN PLEASE KEN SAVE ALL YOUR HUGS FOR ME BECAUSE I SAVEING ALL MY HUGS FOR YOU I WILL HOLD ON TO YOU AND NEVER LET GO AGAIN AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOR EVER MISS YOU MY SPECIAL MAN I AM SO PROUD TO BE CALLED YOUR WIFE LOVE YOU MORE XXX"

YOU ARE THE BEST DAD GOD COULD HAVE GIVE TO OUR SONS YOU LOVE THEM WITH A LOVE THAT THEY WILL NEVER FIND AGAIN BUT THEY WILL NEVER LOSE I KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH THEM LISTENING TO THEM WHEN THEY NEED TO TALK TO YOU AND I KNOW YOU FIND A WAY OF LETING THEM KNOW WHAT YOU THINK YOU WILL AWAYS BE THERE FOR THEM

 YOU ARE THE BEST FARTHER - IN -LAW THE GIRLS COULD EVER HAVE

AND I KNOW I CAN SPEAK FOR OUR GRANDKIDS LIAM LAUREN JESSICA MAI AND HENRI THERE IS NOT OR NEVER WILL BE A GRANDAD LIKE YOU ON THIS EARTH EVER AGAIN

So I know you would what me to make every Christmas the best Christmas ever for our lads /girls/ grandkids while I can so I will do the best I can (just like we always do) I know you will be helping me standing right by my side THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME MY KEN BUT I CAN NOT FORGIVE YOU FOR TAKING HIM OFF ME TO SOON  

WE HAVE DONE SOMETHINK TO BE PROUD OF WE HAVE MADE A FAMILY TO BE PROUD OF AND THAT’S DOWN TO US SO WHEN IT MY TIME TO JOIN YOU WE BOTH WILL LOOK DOWN AND KNOW WE HAVE LEFT BEHIND OUR LADS WHO WILL HAVE SOME OF EACH OF US IN THEM TO CARRY OUR FAMILY WAYS  GOOD NIGHT God bless love you more xxxx

I will ALWAYS be so thankful and full of admiration of you for attending my dear Keith's funeral, travelling all the way from Birmingham, and as ill as you was, takes a very brave strong caring man to do that, still smiling and not complaining.  It was a pleasure to have known you Ken and to know your lovely family who just love you more than words can say but I am sure you know that already and will remain in their hearts and memories forever.  REST IN PEACE .....x top bloke