Mummy's little man not a second goes by where u aren't on my mind. Every night I cuddle your blanket and it takes me straight back to that most amazing week with you. The first time I meet ur little face the amount of love I got for younus the most amazing love you can have for someone who I carried for months. To see ur little face again those little blue eyes looking up at mummy 1 more time and giving u my finger u squeezed right in to the end like u did. It wasn't meant to be like this without u all this heartache and misery. But 1 day soon mummy with be with u again waiting for to mother u like i should be doing know for u my little fighter. Miss u so much a didn't think their was such a thing as a broken heart and u my little boy will always be my boy no matter what has been said or done u come first. So again as every night draws in and I put my head on the pillow u my little angel are the 1 person a want beside me every bedtime and every morning as this is where ur meant to be with mummy miss u so much kole u stole my heart love u lots kole xxxxx