Ten years man life without you sucks! I definitely no how I took you for granted while you were here it’s so sad that your death was when I truly knew what I lost you was the perfect father to me Daddy I miss you so much today until we meet again.

I’ll never understand for second why you had to leave I wanted to surprise you so bad when I got back to Philly and you died that day that will always haunt me because I should’ve never left but God called you home and maybe you was in pain maybe it was too much you always so strong I never can recall a second of you being weak you definitely was always my super hero and that why I don’t question God taking you. Anyone Dad I brought a house and named lake Lester everything in here is definitely dedicated to you and sometimes somebody be in the guess room I be thinking like Lester tripping but my punk ass won’t go in there to see what just moved for no reason at all. I’m tearing up thinking about you dad I really miss you you really was the only support I had in a parent and it sucks that your gone for now I no we will be together again and I no I’m making proud even with all the drama I stay in I’m trying my best to do better and pay people no mind and I’m gone promise you after tomorrow I’ll be done with it. I miss you daddy until next year I love you Les see minding my business and the drama comes but I’m gone play with them tomorrow it’s your day.

Dad another year without you it really never gets easy you not being here you have no clue then again I’m sure you no how badly your missed out here. I wish you didn’t have to go I wish we had a little more time I wish I treated you better while you was on earth instead of founding out how hard life is without you. I hope and pray that one day we will be back together life really sucks without you. I hope this is the best birthday for you in heaven I miss you and love you Les until we meet again.

I really miss you daddy my life is totally different without.

Happy Birthday Daddy still mad you left me man you have no idea how life has been since you’ve been gone it’s hard and I hate it. I miss you like crazy and wish I could have just a second with you everyday.

7 years I hate this day. I miss you uncontrollably this day can never get easier for me it’s just reminds that I lost the only person who supported me in everything I done. You literally was the only person I ever had in life and when you left you left 100% on my own it’s fine now cause I’m figuring it out and I’ve made it very far all by myself and I plan to continue on by myself well now it’s me Lay Lay and Laysia but we’re fine away from all the negativity that followed us since you left. I Love you Daddy and can’t wait till the day we are reunited.

Dang pop pop almost 5 years later and I’m still deeply hurt inside . Never thought that i would lose my bestfriend. It’s a lot of things that i feel i will never be able to get threw with out you . I try to be so strong but it’s breaking me. I hate hearing stories about you because i hate thinking about the fact that your really no longer coming back , your no longer calling my phone every 10 minutes telling me about how your day was or even just sitting on the phone . Man i really love and u miss u so much

Today is one I celebrate for you but wish you could be here to share your special day with us. It's never going to get easier you not being here. I'll never forget you for one second I miss you so so bad. I love you dad until we meet again Happy Birthday hope your day was very special today

That day turned into days the month turned into months the year turned into the years and it still not easy to except the fact that you had to leave us and move on to be free from your pains. I'll never be happy living without you but I have to make due with the cards I was dealt. Your spirit will forever live on thru all of us. I miss you dad. 2 years to long missing you every second of my days. Continue to rest peaceful I'll see you later on Les

I throught I couldn't do it without you but it's a year later and I'm ok. I'd rather have you here with me so I can feel hole again but God wanted you with him. I'm still hurt that I don't have you in my life anymore but we will meet again. Love you and miss you Daddy

Hay pop pop its me laylay pop pop why couldn't you tell me what was wrong with you now when I go to hobart street you are not sitting on ny sandy or miss debby steps drinking a beer or telling me how u gone tech me how to drive or telling me I'm your favorite grand child pop pop I think about you everyday I can't believe you are not here with us anymore bye pop pop I love u

October 19th the very last time/day I talked to you. You never told me you was in pain you just asked was we on our way back yet. Why? Why did you have to leave me alone? Why didnt you tell me it was something wrong you called to tell me everything that went on while I was not there. Why would you not tell me the one thing that would cause you not to be able to walk this earth with us anymore. You left me not just lost but confused how do I live the rest of my life without you Daddy? I lost everything I have ever loved moving to NC one regret I will never get over. It was supposed to something that would be so good for me and the kids but it turned out to be one of the worst mistakes I have ever made in my life and losing you the day I was to return is one of the worst pains I have to fill I will never ever be able to get over that. Im trying to get my life back to how it use to be by going out trying to have a good time but the truth is I am never having a good time because I am always thinking about you I cant help myself you was always here when I needed you and when I didnt need you and knowing that you really gone forever is worst reailty I have to wake up and deal with day by day. My life really sucks without I dont see it getting no better for me as long as you not here to fix whats is broken inside of me. Daddy I would do anything and give anything to bring you back I miss you so much. They say you never no what you had until its gone I wish i never left you I learnt my lesson I will never leave something I truly love ever again.