My muse.

I always thought that i'd find a muse through love.. Or maybe family. But I found mine where I'd least expect. I found mine through a broken soul that spoke to mine. Within your eyes I saw somebody who never really belonged, I saw myself in twisted way. I admire the beauty deep inside you like a light in a dark obis. A warmth in a cold place. You're like a poem, with your riddling nature that only the ones who dare to think uniquely can decode. You are my muse.

I hope that one day I can express to you what you mean to me muse of mine, and I hope that one day you will know that you are appreciated, even where you'd least expect it.

I remember the night I showed you that poem I had wrote for you, and you wrapped me up in a big bear hug. I will never forget about you Marcus. Your energy and soul are endlessly beautiful.

Hey bro it’s yah boy Flacko.. I can’t find the words to express how much I miss you and wish you were still here in a way I feel you with me every step of the way. Everyone misses you and always will! it broke my spirit to hear about your death in my cell knowing I wouldn’t be able to attend your service. But what hurt most is knowing the pain your family was feeling and me not being able to help them through the pain. I know you would have been there for my family if it were to of been me. I know you would be proud of my recent accomplishments.... I got 3 years clean on your birthday this year. I graduated high school finally and am on my way to college in the fall, can you believe that! I always hated school you know that and I remember you used to make me go even on the days when you wouldn’t. I know you would never take your own life for a fact I haven’t given up on trying to figure out what happened that night and I never will, that’s a promise!!!! I miss all the fun times we had it was like a new adventure every day. We were nonstop gettin in trouble always doin our thing. My son Alex is gettin big he’s 3 now he’s lookin more like me every day. I wish you got to see him grow up.I show him pictures and tell him about you I will Make sure that he knows what a good man his uncle Marcus was. I wish it didn’t have to end so soon, but I will see you on the other side when my time comes until then, I’m gonna keep livin for you brother. I just wish I could tell you, I love you one last time big brother..

  RIP TO THE REALIST TO KEEP IT REAL!!
               “OHANA”
        MARCUS ALLEN STACHEL

  With Much Love, Devon Alex Larsen

I love you my big brother I’ve never built a bond with someone like the bond we had we would open up about everything to each other, we did everything together we were side by side everyday since the first time I went to eureka to meet u and Tomas, I can’t go a single second of a day without thinking about what u would what would u say what would u want me to do, u taught me so much, I know your watching over me because since the day U left I can feel u telling me “hooligan don’t stop digging until u find out the truth about what happened, I will make it known to u when u know the truth”, I WILL ABSOLUTELY NEVER STOP DIGGING FOR THE TRUTH!!!! U would have done the same for me, AND YOU ALLWAYS TOLD ME THAT “suicide is the cowards way out and the most selfish thing anyone could do!!!! I could go on forever but I love You “Bandit” REST IN PARADISE MY BROTHER!!

Marcus was my best friends brother im so sorry prisscilla

I miss you marky you made me fell safe when I was with you I miss you so much no one is gonna take your place in my heart

you can never imagine the pain in my heart and the emptiness in my world that i feel since my beautiful brown angel left this world.Only one other person knew exactly what in felt,and now he has left us too. The pain was too great for my husband steve stachel and he left to be with our son on christmas day. .I hope both of you know how much you were loved and will always be loved and missed.Its hard for me to get a grip on it all.I keep thinking that this is all just a bad dream,that it cant be real,that I will never again in this life be able to see your handsome faces,or hear you laugh and say that you love me is more than I can bear. I just dont want to except it, but I have to I know.Everyday,I struggle to .My heart wont let me, even though,my head says I have too.I wish someone could tell me how to begin to pick up the pieces of my shattered life and continue on life's journey without you.I know I must because Im not the only one you left behind.My husband and my son,are now in the presence of god,but left behind are many many people whose lives are now forever saddened by your passing.A

I will never forget you Marcus, I will cherish the memories I have of you and Cody and the whole family. All the birthday parties, sporting events, and school functions. My greatest memories of you will always be carpooling all five of you kids everyday, I got to hear all the gossip and hot news, lol. I'll never forget the look on your face when Cody choked your dad out at that wrestling tourney... you all had huge eyes expecting Steve to come to and kill Cody, priceless memory. I hope you find Cody again and you guys can chill and remember those days. I love you Marcus, Peace Out ✌❤

We wish you peace in your next journey... Love your cousin

R.I.P big brother i wish i could have seen j before u passed away. But all stachels will love j forever and always

I love you forever and always!
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