Another year without my baby I have learned to manage the pain most of the time, but there are times even after 10 years that I burst into uncontrollable sobs and I just can't hold back the sadness. mark was a good kid and very friendly and very quiet he would do whatever you asked him to I miss my son so much its hurts all the time. I think he is in a better place with all our other family members up in heaven. He had his whole life ahead of him, on Feb.12 2012 my whole world change I got my heart broken and that will never change it is the worst pain anybody can go though like a hole in the middle of my heart that never goes away. I always think of mark everyday I miss him everyday . I wonder why god takes our children before us...I was mad at god at first for taking my son so early in his life but he must of had a reason . I guess I will never know why he took mark so young . I will find out some day when he comes for me .....
.. LOVE YOU BABY MISS YOU EVERY SECOND LOVE MOM XXOO

Just for today I will try to live through the next 24 hours
and not expect to get over my child’s death,
but instead learn to live with it, just one day at a time.Just for today I will remember my child’s life, not just his death,
and bask in the comfort of all those treasured days
and moments we shared.Just for today I will not compare myself with others.
I am fortunate to be who I am
and have had my child for as long as I did.Just for today I will accept that I did not die when my child did,
my life did go on,
and I am the only one who can make that life worthwhile once more.Just for today I will allow myself to be happy,
for I know that I am not deserting him by living on.Just for today I will free myself from my self-inflicted burden of guilt,
for deep in my heart I know if there was anything in this world
I could of done to save my child from death,
I would of done it. 02/12/2021

Happy birthday to my son mark who was to young to leave us I miss and love you I know you are with the rest of the family may you all RIP love mom xxoo