IIt's been 4 hard, sad, years today you left on your journey to heaven. I bet you let up heaven with your beautiful smile. But today I'm a vary broken mother who will never get over losing you. My smile is gone my laughter is nomore. Im a empty shell since your gone. I love and miss you. Till we're together again you'll always be in my heart

IIts been 3 years 2 months  since you left us.i still miss an cry for you.alot has changed since you left,but one thing is sure my heart is still broke in a million pieces.i still cry everyday for you.i just wish this nightmare would end and I'd wake up an you was home.the acking in my arms the longing for you is unbearable. A broken harted mother I am.i want you with me.my beautiful Nicole mommy loves you

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Nicole was the best baby I could ever ask for.she was always happy smiling and playing.Nicole loved her brother zachary.they had a special bond.Nicole and I had a vary special relationship as she grew up.I'd would of gave my life for nicole.when nicole got in her teens,she started hanging around her friends .nicole made alot of bad,wrong choices.2011 nicole had her beautiful daughter ariana.the love shines out of Nicole's eyes for her baby girl.Nicole was a great mother for the first 2 years,always playing and taking ariana with her.2013 that Christmas a friend of Nicole's bought nicole heroin from the dealer,nicole died 3 times that says couple friends came an did CPR an rushed nicole to the hospital.they saved my baby girl.on March 28 2014 nicole was given her final shot .on April 1 2014 I had nicole taken off life upport,wet my baby took her last breath in my arms.I will forever love you nicole.......mom