Forever missed!
Forever missed!
May 22nd
Miss you always.
I know that you're in a better place
But I'm still here missing you today
It isn't easy to say goodbye
But I know it's only for a little while
Run up ahead and I will catch up
'Cause I'm gonna see you when tomorrow comes
On the other side
I bet you feel you're finally home
Running down those streets of gold
The kind of peace you can't explain
Looking into Jesus' face
I know that you're in a better place
I know I'll be joining you someday
It isn't easy to say goodbye
But I know it's only for a little while
Run up ahead and I will catch up
'Cause I'm gonna see you when tomorrow comes
On the other side
Where there are no more goodbyes
No more pain, no more tears left to cry
We will join with the angels singing their song
Praising our savior, all the day long
It isn't easy to say goodbye
But I know it's only for a little while
Run up ahead and I will catch up
'Cause I'm gonna see you when tomorrow comes
On the other side
Happy 77th birthday Mom!
You unravel me with a melody
You surround me with a song
Of deliverance from my enemies
'Til all my fears are gone
I'm no longer a slave to fear
I am a child of God
From my mother's womb
You have chosen me
Love has called my name
I've been born again
Into your family
Your blood flows through my veins
I'm no longer a slave to fear
I am a child of God
I am surrounded
By the arms of the father
I am surrounded
By songs of deliverance
We've been liberated
From our bondage
We're the sons and the daughters
Let us sing our freedom
You split the sea
So I could walk right through it
My fears were drowned in perfect love
You rescued me
And I could stand and sing
I am a child of God...
You split the sea
So I could walk right through it
You drowned my fears in perfect love
You rescued me
And I will stand and sing
I am a child of God
Yes,
I am a child of God
Full of faith
Yes, I am a child of God
I'm no longer a slave to fear
I am a child of God
Gen 50:20
I see you dressed in white
Every wrong made right
Irreplaceable, unmistakable, incomparable
Darling that's who you are
I see it all in you
Oh so priceless!
God divided the sea to provide a way, where there was no way. He made a way at a dead end.
Genesis 50:20
I was sure by now God you would have reached down
And wiped our tears away,
Stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
That it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear your whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
The God who gives and takes away
And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
That you are who you are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry you raised me up again
My strength is almost gone how can I carry on
If I can't find you
And as the thunder rolls
I barely hear you whisper through the rain
I'm with you
And as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
The God who gives and takes away
And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
That you are who you are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth
And I'll praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
That you are who you are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
And though my heart is torn
I will praise you in this storm
Happy birthday .
Dear
It was hard for me to understand as you tried to share what you experienced. I am still amazed at how you felt those things even when all the physical test you had while you lived with us were excellent and I would reassure you how God has blessed you with good health. I did not understand why you chose to stay back in Nigeria even after mama was gone. God helped me see beyond wanting you to continue to live with us as I focused more on letting you do what made you happy. I kept reminding myself that life is too short to be unhappy. Listening to your happy voice over the phone was always reassuring, as we continued to trust God to care for us. I am thankful you lived to see Him make a way for us even while you were in Nigeria. Our last conversation before you became seriously ill was life defining and I remain thankful to our all knowing God. I didn't even know why I decided to share those things with you at that time and how you came to understand. I remain thankful to have heard those words from you and for the amazing opportunity to share such a conversation that has forever blessed me. Just as I learned to grow up and focus more on what makes you happy. I understand how God loves you too much to watch you suffer. I know you are resting in God. I will forever miss the physical bond we shared no matter what, our talks and your beautiful voice or to hear you call my name the special way you did. I remain ever grateful for your love and for all the beautiful times that are now precious memories that your grandchildren and I share. Life without you is definitely not the same but we will continue to trust in God for the strength to run with endurance the race He has set before us, for we know that to live is Christ and to die is gain.
You will forever be in our hearts.
It has been 2 months of living without you.You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Missing you is very easy, I miss you more and more everyday, I especially miss the simple moments - our talk. I may not be able to buy you Valentine's card or flowers this year; and I may not be able to send you money but I can sing our love song on Val's day. I will sing with your grandchildren. I will continue to hold you close in my heart as I course through life. Your words will forever echo in my heart. I will hold on to special memories of you and all you have done to make my family and I who we are today. Rest in the Lord mom, we love you.
My beautiful mother
It is very hard for me to accept that you are no longer on this earth. You will forever be in our hearts especially mine, always reassuring me. Thank you for spending most of your life with me, for leaving all you had in Nigeria to spend quality time with me and my family. I have known no love like yours on earth except for the love of God. You sacrificed your all for your children. Your love has always been my support, you have been with me all my life. You put all in me to help make me who I am today. Even when we were at loss, we knew God is always in control and our love for each other will always prevail. You have always been the wise one, always able to see ahead and make some decisions I found hard to understand but eventually do. You taught me to be a pleaser of God and not people. You always accepted all that came your way. You cared so much for others, never laid your treasure on earth. You spent it all, always gave your best weather appreciated or not, you sure did all you can to lay up treasures in heaven. You loved God without apologies even while you were ill, your calm was in God. You strongly believed in Him solely even till the very end. You made sure my family knew God, your grandkids said their prayers with you. You thought them so much about God and you spent all the time you could with them. They are blessed to receive such love as I knew, only not as long as I did but equally as much because you loved them so immensely and gave your all to them. You always told me no good deed is ever wasted;even when not appreciated as long as you do it to the Lord, it brings joy to God. You said it is a form of appreciation for all God has done and you would also add that no one knows if one's offspring will one day benefit from their good deeds. I am a living proof mom. The time you have spent with me will forever be cherished. Your words are forever here with me, they help me stay focused. I love you and miss your physical touch so much it hurts. I thank you as I will always remember you as my ever beautiful, bubbly and lively mother. You always looked out for my family and I. You thought me to be a strong woman; even though I was your only child you did not spare the rod. Those early morning waking to prayers; planning and doing things ahead of time has helped me so much in life, and as if that was not enough you were always by my side not only as my mother but also as a true friend, sister and confidant. You showed me how to be strong, you showed me selflessness and you taught me the true value of things. Thank you for all the beautiful memories we shared, the travels, vacation times, being there for the birth and upbringing of your grandchildren. Thank you for your never ending stories; the ones you sometimes repeatedly told us till we slept off and we wondered why you would rather stay up late to spend more time with us. Thank you for letting me know how to be an amazing parent (you set the bar high as always). This Christmas, I wondered if Christmas is celebrated in heaven. We miss you so dearly but know this must have been your best Christmas ever; ours will never be the same without you. Thank you for your recent decision to stay in Nigeria despite all we did to make you come back to us. You always called even when we were not happy about your decision to stay in Nigeria but had to respect your wishes, it turns out you somehow made this bearable for us. I did not understand you when you said to give your things away, you never attached much care to material things. You have always been the wise one. I can never thank you enough for all you did for me right from the very start of my life. You have been there for me and subsequently for my family. We are honored to know a great mother like you. Always in the background making things happen, not seeking any recognition. Always speaking the truth at all cost, and most of all loving God so dearly even amidst hardship. You always reassured me; your words are forever in my heart always echoing in my thoughts. I love you mom and I can't say it enough. I thank God again and again for the time we had together, the few misunderstandings we had were short-lived as you and I always had to talk about things we needed to take care of. More so the love you had for me; Oh mom you spoilt me with your love. I had the very best mother. I will forever remember the travels, quiet times and the great memories we share. I thank you for all the pictures, you sure know how to look out for your loved ones. ND - my darling mother, you will always be our priceless gem and have a very special place in our hearts, especially mine.