I love you bub, the kids are getting soo big and peanut talks about you all the time cole looks like a little boy now with all his hair cut off. Raylas starts kindergarten and loves it and of course raynas jealous because she cant go. Lol. Love and miss you everyday. RIH

Well Richard,
 I miss you so much. Your beautiful smile your hugs. Your cooking
Skills. Teasing you. I still cry every day. Just know that I love you

Missing you so much my son.things are not getting easier.
7 weeks today.

Missing you so much today.
I have so much I want to say to you.
 I do want you to know that your boys do come over and
See me and hang out. I told you I was a cool mom.
Nothing seems to be getting easier.
It's so hard for.Its not getting easier.
Just one more hug.or beautiful smile.
  Ok I gotta go I'm at work I'll be back to talk to again
I love you Richard

Hey bubba just dropped by to say I love you and I know you looking out for me!!

god i have SOO many good memories of us its crazy! like when u sat on my water bed and poped it, u sat on my futon and broke it lol. almost EVERYDAY u would knock on my room window just wanting someone to talk to... you were always there for mw when i need someone to turn to... i think about u everyday and that will never change. ive always considered u a brother and kayla as a sister. ive known u dam near my WHOLE life, and when i think of u i also think of the time u smashed ur car on our telephone pole lmao. i luv u rick that will never change.

There's so many things I want to say. I don't want to forget anything.
  One of my favorite stories your dad and I used to tell was, when I was in my last trimester. I was laying on my back sleeping and your dad would rub my stomach and wherever he would stop you would kick his hand. He said that it went on for about an hour.Meanwhile I'm sleeping through all of this.You made your dad and I so proud. You always liked to joke about having my athletic ability.
  I miss you more and more every day. I'm so proud of the man you became. I may not understand why you were taken from me bit I will trust in our god and know your work was done here on earth.

Always thinking if you, sometimes my memories bring tears others make me laugh. I can hear you in m head everyday saying " I fucked up sis I fucked up this time I" but you never finish. Seeing peanut and Cole make me happy and sad. I love being with them but I hate seeing what your missing. I hate talking to people anymore because I'm tired of explaining shit! No one will ever know how much you meant to me and how much shit you helped me through. Not even you. Everyone is waiting to see me cry but I have to say that I'm not sad that your gone. I MAD AS HELL. I worry about Dad and how he's dealing. But for now that's all I have to say. I'll stop in and leave more another time! I love you brother always and forever!!! RIH

I love you bro, forever and always you will be in my heart!!

Miss u everyday that goes by Richie, the little things throughout the day remind me of u everyday. I'm so glad that ur close to ur loved ones and not to far to visit. Everyday on the way to work i get to see u but its not the same as wen I was runnin late to pick u up for work. I'd give anything to just have u slam my door on my car and bum some cigs at work from me again, even though it made me mad, I'd give and do anything just to have my big cuz back things are never and will never be the same without u. Me and u was goinin to take on life and all its struggles together and laugh the whole way but I know u won't make me go through this crazy world by myself. Forever loved, missed, and never for gotten. Lil Richie is my lil cousin and I will watch over him as u did for me. Love u and see u again gansta