It still doesn’t seem real and I still struggle wishing I could see you . I have told my girls all about you, and yes my first born  Ashley will be 39 in December.  I prayed so hard Dad for you to hang on just at least long enough to meet her, but God needed you more up there. Big strike to organize I guess  lol .. She has 3 beautiful boys as you know and my Brittany has 3 girls.. I wish you were here.. I miss and love you… L