I only have a picture now, a frozen piece of time, to remind me of how it was, when you were here and mine. I see your smiling eyes, each moment when I wake, I talk to you and place a kiss upon your lovely face. How much I really miss you being here I really can not say, The ache is deep inside my heart, and never goes away. I hear it mentioned all the time that time will heal the pain, but if i'm being honest. I wished it will remain..I need to feel you constantly to get me through the day. I loved you so very much, why did you go away. The angels came and took you. that really wasn't fair, They took my son, my future life, my heir. If only they had asked me I would gladly take your place. I would have done so willingly leaving you this world to grace. You should have had so many years to watch your life unfold. and in the midst of this watch me your mom grow old. I hope your watching from above all the daily tasks I do. and let there be no doubt ,that I really do LOVE YOU........Love mom