Oh how hard it is to believe that Ronnie Bug is gone. I pretend he's still here and just haven't talked to him in a while. Don't worry I know he will never be forgotten because he was loved. I love him so I will never forget him. He was like my little brother. I think about back to mid 1987 when I first met him, he had those curls, cute flat feet, only liked to run around in his diaper, his scream...if only I could hear it again, I would laugh and scream with him instead of thinking what a brat...lol...I would babysit once in a while, I had my routine with him, I would feed him, give him a bath, then rub lotion on his legs and back...it was like clock work...he would immediately fall asleep until they got back from bingo...I got to go home and Ronnie Bug would keep them up. He was definitely everyone's BOSS. I remember how Toby loved his baby brother dearly. "Wow" I just had some flash back memories that made me cry. He was and is my three oldest beautiful daughters uncle, my grandsons grandpa. I will make sure they know about him too. Love you Darlene xoxo Lynn

I miss you my son!!! The pain from losing you has never left me. Part of me went with you. I think of you, and I will never, never let you go! Iyou were my youngest child, my baby, my son, my heart. I know you are happy, because I seen your spirit leave your body. You was looking up at the ceiling, with a smile of recognition on your handsome face! Was it your dad? Your maternal grandparents? Or was it GOD? That's how I know that you are ok. But its my selfish motherly protection that misses a child. A missing child. A missing part of my heart. RIP my dear son, until we meet again.