- 24 years old
- Date of birth: Dec 4, 1991
- Date of passing: Jan 12, 2016
|Let the memory of Ryan be with us forever|
This memorial website was created in memory of our beloved son,
Ryan von Duering, 24, born on December 4, 1991 and passed away on January 12, 2016. Ryan passed away during the very early morning in bed, of Sudden death associated with epilepsy. Was told that seizure activity can occur despite anticonvulsant medication levels. Other than that he was a normal and healthy young man who will surely be missed forever.
"I come here and listen to the songs and you really have "Gone To Soon!"
The other day when I came home from work I hear this dove...He was perched on the branch right outside the kitchen window..I realized I left my phone in the car and I went running out in my stocking feet to go get it.,praying all along Please God have him stay there!! I got back and I was so excited that he was still there!! I took a few pictures and realized there was another one further down..older one...You and your grandfather!! I was thinking..The dove closer to the window was cooing right inside the window ..warms my heart to hear him!!
Forever in our hearts and thoughts Ryan!! We Love & Miss You!!"
"Ryan, You brought joy into our lives and you mean the world to us and now you are our guardian angel and watching over us. We love and miss you!! Not a day goes by that I am not talking to you...This is another Valentines day without you....so hard to understand why...Just know this WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!"
"Love you so much Ryan! Miss you!"
"Forever in our hearts!! Time has gone by but the memories will live forever....I love you & Miss you so much ♥♥♥♥"
"Its been year my little brother and your presence is surely missed.. No doubt our time with you was short but when our time comes to join you, only then will we understand why....
Miss you Ryan... ❤"
"So much Love,thoughout the years then happiness turned into to tears. You will be forever in our hearts...I am feeling you are near to dry my tears. I love you sweetheart..."
"Ryan, we miss you so much. You are still with us in our hearts. I love you very much."
"We missed you over the holidays. We miss you every day. We miss your smile and laugh. We miss all of you. Love you Ryan."
"This New year brings heartache...So much has happend this past year and the worst is of your passing..I love you so much...when I see you again I will hold on to you and never let you go..My heart will be forever broken. Awe hun .....Hugs and Kisses"
"I remember all the Christmas's that we shared with you, from when you were little on up...you loved this time of year with the tree's and lights. I feel you are looking down to see...and I am looking up. Ryan you filled my life with joy and tears of laughter and will be forever in my heart!! Merry Christmas in heaven!! I Love You!!! xoxo"
"We had a wonderful birthday party for you. We had Oink n Moo and German chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream. Everyone misses you and loves you."
"Happy Birthday sweetie everyone gathered here to send Balloons off to you with messages...Henderson said to call him when you get it...All Love and miss you hun..Your dad sent his early but sent another...hugs and kisses from all.."
"You are so missed on days like this, family days. We have you in our hearts everyday. We think always of how you were the love of our lives. Miss you son."
"Ryan, we all miss you so much. Your love is in our hearts and our love reaches out to you. I think of you every day. I look at your pictures and reflect on the days that they were taken. I read your 1001 Jokes for Kids book that you read to G-pa, G-ma, and me when we were in the mountains. "What's black, lives in a tree, and is VERY dangerous?" "A crow with a machine gun!" We laughed so hard! Every day Ryan, every day. I love you."
"WE LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH....Flowers in your room baby as I cry for you....I so want to turn back time wish it was within my power to do so....Hugs and kisses hun..."
"Always a hard day for me on the 12th and everyday.. I cry, I miss you so much...I remember all the times we played games and went to the movies..All our trips when you were younger Baby I Miss you so much..A parent shouldn't ever have to feel this way...It's so hard to bare my heart is broken..♥♥♥♥ We love you!!"
"We miss you so much Ryan. All of us think about you everyday. I think about riding horses in Colorado. Playing in and shoveling the snow. Driving to and from Grandma and grandpa's house while we listened to Creedence. Fishing down at the ponds where you ALWAYS out-fished me. You will always be on my mind and in my heart."
"We all miss you sooo much. You are in our hearts and think about you every day. Love you Ryan"
"All the memories of you will be in my heart forever some will make me smile and some will make me cry. I miss you so much awe baby..I never thought this would ever happen..I Love you my son now and forever!! xoxoxoxo"
"We all love and miss you. Every day each of us thinks about you. We think about the times we had with you and those that will never come. Love all of us"
"I feel your love every day in my heart as my love looks for yours. You are so missed by all of us. Today makes 8 months of heartache. But we still feel you and love you so much."
"Every month on the 12th makes me so sad I weep all day wishing you were here and not taken away. I think of things which could have been for you. Your Best friend Ryan has come back to California. I love and miss you always hun. Watch over us... hugs and kisses!!"
"I love you Ryan. I miss you every day."
"I really miss you Ryan. I think of you all the time. The Broncos play today. I remember the last game we saw together. I just miss you!"
"Not a day goes by that I don't stand in your room, and talk to you, I actually go in there at least two times a day.. Baby I always wanted the best for you!! To be able to drive and to have a normal life like all the young men your age. It's just not fair you were taken so soon. My heart just cries for you hun. I Love & Miss you my sweet son!!"
"I missed you so much yesterday. I thought of all the things we've done on my birthday before. I thought of cake and ice cream when you were younger. Movies. Killing zombies. I don't miss those things, I miss doing those things WITH YOU! I love you Ryan."
"I missed you so much yesterday for my birthday. Missed the smile, laugh, and all the rest."
"I hear a dove outside your window every day, cooing mornings and evenings. Warms my heart to hear that. One day it was up above the window outside on the eve above our living room real pretty bird...I couldn't believe it...I froze in place watching, he did some circles on the eve looked at me and then flew away...I Love and miss you always hun."
"Ryan, we all miss you so much. Love you."
"You are missed every day. We all think about you. We love you!"
"I think of you every day..and talk to you. My heart will be forever broken it's hard for me to bare.. You shouldn't of gone so soon.. awe my son I
Love you so very much and miss everything about you!"
"I miss you so much! Half a year is too much without you. Grandma had her surgery yesterday and it went well, it was minor, but we all miss you and love you!"
"I thought about you so much yesterday. I remember when we went with Grandpa and Grandma to Yellowstone, the Tetons, horseback riding, and bought $200 worth of fireworks. I remember you setting some off in the driveway. I miss you and all the things we did together. Love you son."
"Memories of you are flowing through my heart today and everyday! You were so much fun as baby...watching you grow up into a fine young man, was such a delight and I thank you for all the fond memories which will carry me until we meet again! I love you Ryan!!!"
"I miss you every day."
"Today is fathers day hun..I am sure your dad is hurting more so today that his only child is up in heaven. Watch over him today Ryan.. You were fortunate to have two dads. They both love and miss you very much as do I. I know you had your plans of becoming a father as you talked about it... saddens me that never came about...I wanted so much for you to have the chance to experience alot of things in your life but your life was cut way to short. I cry alot baby I Love & miss you Ryan !!"
"I spent yesterday thinking of you. I watched Age of Ultron, Minions, made chocolate milk with Hershey's, made burgers and mac-n-cheese. I was wishing you were there. Missing your laugh, smile, all of you.
I love you"
"The pictures and videos of you when you were little I will cherish them forever....the video of you asking me to hold your basket your voice saying "Mommy hold this" tears run down my face..awe honey I feel so empty my baby is gone away. I know your not a baby...all grown up. I love you my son. xoxo"
"I look at your pictures on the piano and walls every day. I keep them where I see them as I come in the house and as I leave. My heart is always with you."
"I have been thinking about our trips to Colorado as well. I remember all the times we listened to Creedence Clearwater Revival, Nora Jones, Ozzie, Cream, and much more. I miss you singing w the music. I expect you to come over from mom's, or go over to mom's. We all miss and love you Ryan."
"There is not a day that goes by that I am not talking to you. There are times that I feel your going to walk through the door as if you have been to Colorado visiting. I miss our talks I miss you in every way!! Your laughter.. Oh my I love your laugh...and I love & Miss you Ryan!"
"You are always missed but we know your spirit is still around us from time to time....... :]
"Four months. It is so hard to wrap my mind around it, my heart. Every time I think of you, I tear up. I catch myself just about to call out your name, feeling you are still there. Love you!
"Even though we never got to meet there is that place where we will !! See you on the other side cuz !!"
"Ryan I find it hard to believe it's been four months since you started your journey. All of us so miss you and Love you. I know I call you baby a lot now but your always be my baby... always. I can hear you say mom " I'm not a baby." I Love you my sweet son ...big hug and kisses. Your Mom"
"We really missed you yesterday. Your flowers are in mom's arms."
"This mothers day is going to be especially hard to bare...I feel so sad that you are not here with me. Remembering the last mothers day where all my boys were here to take me to lunch, never knowing that be the last one you would be here with us, I love you Ryan all of you are very special to me your brothers & you made it a very surprising and memorable day. I cry every day baby I miss & Love you so much!!"
"I look here and just let your pictures keep going. I miss you!"
"I love you soooo much! I miss you all the time. I got you covered for Mother's Day flowers. It's that time of year, flowers and trees blooming. Weeds too. Miss your help weed-whacking. Miss your laughs, playing games.
I love you!"
"I wake every morning with you on my mind...as if you had been talking to me during the night. I walk into the hall and shadow is in your room he is in the same spot every morning. He is wondering where his friend is I am sure. I cry every day baby...I miss you so much my heart is broken. We love & Miss you!!"
"Three months without you is too much. I miss you so much son. I took your trophy over so it will be with all your other stuff."
"I wish I could take back time...I would go back three months and a day to try and fix this. We miss you so much!!! Shadow waits for you under the night light in your room. It's a light with a tree he lays and waits for you. I will love you forever my sweet son.."
"You were such a delight watching you grow up. Memories will forever be in our hearts. Everything about you I miss. Love you Ryan"
"I remember that day, and others. Ryan finding eggs and laughing as he did so. I miss him so."
"Here it is Easter.....hearing birds outside and one little bird sitting on my car. He sat there for a real long time watching me as I walked towards him I have never had that happen before. I am remembering the Easter egg hunt in Grandma's front yard. You were three at the time and were very excited every time you found an egg be it plastic or real and the real ones you would throw in the basket and crack the shell. Ryan you were so much fun watching you grow up...I Love you xoxox"
"And if I go,
while you're still here...
Know that I live on,
vibrating to a different measure
-behind a thin veil you cannot see through.
You will not see me,
so you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
-both aware of each other.
Until then, live your life to the fullest.
And when you need me,
just whisper my name in your heart,
...I will be there.
-by COLLEEN HITCHCOCK
Ryan in my heart forever"
"Ryan, we miss you so much! All of us love you. I miss the zombies, the dinners, the everything. It is you that made all those things fun."
"I light a candle for it has been two months since you have been gone.. I really can't grasp that you really are not with us anymore, here. I feel you are at a friends house but in reality you are in heaven with God who sent you to me. Tell him "Thank You, for letting me be your mom. Always and forever We Love & Miss You!"
"Ryan I talk to you every day...I go into your room and remember some of the things you would do or say...I love your laughter when you would play with the cat, and how you would giggle at him. Hun we miss you so much and I will never understand why this happened. Even going to the store is very hard without you and how you knew exactly what you wanted. Rob speaks of you every day.. Always in our hearts...son Love you forever..Mom!!"
"Ryan, you will always be with us. Your mother, Rob, and I will always be loved by you and love you. Never shall a day pass where we do not think of all the joy and love that you have brought to us. We love you! I love you!"
"Here it is Valentines Day...remembering the days you would bring me roses and give me a kiss and a hug with your long arms wrapped about me, like a warm blanket...such a sweet son "I Love you forever"....and wait for the day to have you do that again..Happy Valentines Day Angel!!
"I only met Ryan, once this past summer, but he was a sweet kid and had an easy going nature from what i saw. He sure meant a lot to his buddies. Cody thought the world of him. Im terribly sorry this happened. My heart and prayers go out to his mother and father."
"Ryan was more than just a friend to me, he taught me to slow down and appreciate the little things in life.
Ryan was one of a kind and I always have him on my mind, how can I fix this ? I can't stand that my friend is gone, I guess it's up to time..."
"Even though your time with us was brief your love and memory will stay with us until the day we cross the same bridge and meet your embrace on the otherside.......
Love you forever little brother."
"You are so missed ....my heart is breaking ...I Love You!!"
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