There is not ONE day I live without you on my mind.  You are always there, you hear me , I know. You see me, but I don't see you. You show me signs, yes, I see you there. You are with me everywhere I go. I can't touch you physically, I can hold you mentally. I miss your hugs, your smile, your protectiveness. But, I feel your arms when I lay down at night, so I wish.  Your Voice makes me happy and sad at the sametime.  I miss you so much Shane. 7 years gone away from me and still struggle like it was today.