I couldn't recall the exact date of her passing but I know they I think of her everyday esc tonight on xmas eve....I miss you so so much everyday and I love you more than words could ever express and we will be together again someday! But until then I will tell you I love you every night in my prayers!!! Even though you're not here physically I know that you are here in our hearts and you're here with us amongst us at Christmas time and every day of the year!!! I feel like you're my guardian angel there's been a few times this year and a tragedy could have happened but I think it didn't because you're my guardian angel now. I miss you so much mail all, I just wish that I could pick up the phone one more time and dial 351-9930...lol. ..just to hear your voice!! The day you left this earth was by far the hardest day of my life, and now I'm scared to death I'm going to lose another grandparent or someone close to me or anyone that I love because I don't think I can handle another one.... Your passing and you're leaving me truly left me traumatized and changed in so many ways, but in positive ways though. It just made me realize how fast time passes and how quickly we can be here and be okay and then the next day you can be diagnosed and then pass on within 2 months from day to day today you never know what could happen. So one good thing did come from this, I've learned to always love the people that you love know that every single day what they mean to you just in case they might not be there tomorrow. I love you so much my wall, Merry Christmas I wish to God that you could be here I would give anything and everything in this world for you to be with us today. Tell aunt Brenda I said I love her and I miss her too and Merry Christmas and we'll be together again soon..... What was that about 80 years I would assume everyone of us and our entire family will all be together up in heaven together... Sorry this is so long I'm just really emotional right now we just got done wrapping presents and its 5 a.m. And I'm just really thinking about you and I just wish I could call and talk to you. I love you bye