sometimes all i can do is cry,it hurts n still does noone feels my pain most time :/ and by noone i mean noone i hate being alone in my thoughts i have people here for me but it dosnt feel real its not the same.i miss u so much and everyday it hurts being the only one feeling like this.

all i can do is write and pour my heart out :/ this dont get no easier!

Never knew having a mother passing away from me would hurt so bad like this :-( i still cry not as bad but bad enuff :'-/ i wish i could sow these wounds up in my heart bit day by day it hurts even worse...

Mama,
I miss you and love you so very much. I wish you were still here with Courtney and I. You were my bestfriend we did everything together and we never kept secrets. Now that you are gone it feels like there is a huge hole in my heart that can't be filled. You are loved Mama forever and always. You will never be forgotten. HappyBirthday

my bestfriend im still hurt to this day u left me at 14 but u will always be with god no matter what....my love for u was unconditional <3 :) beautiful im my mothers twinn ..just wish u didnt have to leave so soon <3

I wish these scars could go away I miss u so much u were the best pwerson in my life I wish I coould have u in my life :- I miss u oh soi much I was crying the other night I see people with their mothers n wishing u culdve been there toi watch me grow up...I'm 19 ...<3 I remember in the hospital room over lopokin the water I see fireworks we watched em and I said they're for u ..

When I said them fireworks were for u u told me u loved me..I want that love from a guy that unconditional love that won't hurt me....I close my self in a shell away fropm people I don't wanna be loved. By nopone else ...never will yopu fade from my heart I loove u <3