To. Timothy, My oldest son. I know it's your birthday again.It been11year5 month20days.It still feels just like the day it happened.I know what you told me.Dont worry I'm on it.You I know I want let you down.Keeping a I on Ricky If something happens I will know.Im thinking about you every day, can't wait to see you so you can tell me all about it.I do no one thing, I trust no one any more.I see ehat you ment.LoveYou,very much.I love it when they tell me you hated me.I feel sorry for them.love dad,forever.Cant wait



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