I still have a difficult time believing that your gone. I grieve for you everyday. My heart aches to see your face, hear your voice. I expect you to come home or to call me just to say mom I’m okay and that I love you. You were the joy in my life, the bright spot in my day. There is no love like that between a mother and her son. No one or nothing can replace that love. Your left with this breath taking pain that consumes you on most days  I will until the day that the lord calls me home, long to see you, hear your voice. To put my arms around you hug you tight and tell you that everything is going to be okay. I still expect you to come home at night and see you in the morning. I never thought I would be able to make it this far without you  I try to keep your memory here with us especially with your sweet baby girl (Kensley). She loves to think that she’s a prankster just like you. She will ask me “nan did my daddy do this and I’m I like him”. I’m afraid as time goes bye her memories of
You will fade away. I talk to her everyday about you and how silly you were and the things you did as a child and as you grew up. I will forever speak your name tell her stories of you. To keep those memories with her. I tell her about you taking her fishing and that she would always catch a fish no matter how big or small that fish was you always brought It home so she could show me and her pawpaw. She loves to think she’s like her daddy. She will tell me Nan the older I get the more like my daddy I look. I will forever miss my baby, long for
Your presence in my life I never thought I would grow old without you. That I would not see you go through your life to grow and change as you become a adult, a daddy and so much more. I know that I will rejoice one day as I stand before God and see
You on the other side waiting with arms wide open. Your spirit will forever be in my heart. I think of you everyday I miss you more than words can say I love you beyond infinity. You know my Angel there was a time that I also wanted to leave this world that I could not let go of my child that a mother is not suppose to bury her child that it’s suppose to be the other way around. I came close to leaving this world I didn’t know how to live life without my child. I’m blessed to be here for your daughter. I love her so much. She’s growing up now she’s a teenager I know it’s hard to believe. I cherish her she’s all I have of you. I love you my sweet baby and miss you so very much. Until we meet again my Angel I will forever speak your name. “Bubba” fly high my darling Rest In Peace no one can hurt you anymore.

I can’t believe your gone. I miss you terribly still today. My heart breaks and I’m consumed by this heavy heart as I think of you. I know that God just doesn’t pick the weeds he also chooses the flowers. You had an amazing personality. People were aware when you came in a room, cause you brought a smiling face and a heart filled with humor. You were the bright spot in most my days. You had a kind heart and generous to a fault. I can’t wait to enter the gates of heaven and seeing you standing there awaiting my arrival. What a joyous day when we meet again. I strive to keep your memories alive. It’s incredibly hard not be just really angry. I was blessed to have been your mother. I love you as much today as I did yesterday and until I see you again!!!!!

Happy birthday in heaven bubba . I know you are at peace. I miss that smiling face of yours. The fishing trips. You are truly missed.

I long to hear your voice see your smiling face. I miss you everyday my baby. Fly high my angel until we meet again.

I can't believe it's been 4 years. Always prayring for your mom,children,sister, dad and loved ones that miss you dearly. I will never forget the times we had and talked. You always made me laugh and that was your best quality besides your smile that shined so bright. R.I.P always Abby.

I think of you everyday. You are the light of my life. There is not a word that can possibly describe how much I miss you. I love you and miss you so much. There are so many memories of you that I will carry inu heart. Forever lasting love! Mom

I Thought about you Today Bub.you always had that BIG smile and goofy Laugh you do.I was Thinking about the Day I Took you and your mom to my Neighbors house to fish .boy you out Fished me that Day.I Always had a Special nephew and that was you bub.you and your mom knew I would never let any one hurt or bother you. you would come to me and talk about the things that bothered you in life rather it be your Dad or work or your children or just general things in Life that was going on..I"m so sorry for all the bad things that was going on. I do know that when God called you he took one Special man home and now he is our Angel that watches over us.I will forever Miss you Deeply Bubba..

Me and you talk a few days before you became a angle we laugh so hard talking about fishing when you jump in the river after a fish that took your line lol u were so funny I miss that laugh but it will always be in my heart I will always love you.

"Wayner" so many memories of just hanging out,being kids, walking or riding four wheelers to each others houses.... I still have that Marlin .22 rifle that I got from you when we were about 13 years old. I think of you when I watch my son shooting it. I wish things were different and I wish you were still here....but I know you're smiling down on your friends and family!

I loved you from the first time I ever saw you a blessing from God, my sweet baby. I loved you unconditionally no matter what. A true love from a mother to her son. A love that will never end from the very beginning to the end. You will always hold a place in my heart that will never fade away as time does. I will always remember your laughter, smiles and your silly ways. A MOTHERS LOVE.

You were my only sibling. I miss you so much. I cherish our prayers together during your struggles. I sure was bossy to you as a child and tricked you into doing my chores! I love you so much. I feel a big space in my heart that is missing your smiles, laughter, and phone calls. I enjoyed teaching you about God and I'm so thankful you sought a good relationship with God. He comforts me now

well it was the hardest thing i think we all have had to do in a long time was sayen our GOOD-BYES to you!!! so miss your GOOFYlaugh and JOKES and your smile bubba you were loved by so many and we all miss you so dearly!!! its gona be hard for a while and we may never understand why but your in abetter place i no you are watchen down on us and smiling so just say HELLO to GRANNY and others

so missen you man we all have a big hole in our hearts !!!! but we all shared some good times together in our on ways:-) this is like a dream!!!  R.I.P