Happy birthday bro I miss you so much I wish you were here to celebrate It really sucks you're not. I really wish you could meet matt he's truly amazing I think you guys would have gotten along really good anyways bub I'm so sorry about that argument we had before you died I hope you can see that I did quit the pills haven't done one since the night you died I'm never gonna do one again its the least l can do bub i love you do me a favor and if you see derrick lewis up there take him under your wing and keep an eye out for him that man was my best friend and a brother I miss him and i miss you i live you bub i need ti start posting more often on here i wjkk try ok im gonna go for now i love you

Hey bro I just wanted to let you know that I still think about you all the time I miss you for real I hate how I didn't get to say goodbye to you I keep replaying the last couple before you died I'm so sorry I told you to mind your own business and then ignored your texts and calls you were only trying to help and i want you to know that on that night I swore I would never do those pills again and to this day I have not done them I know it's too late to matter I'll never get to show you just how much you meant to me and I'm sorry I love you bro I wish I had my big brother here to give me advice and look out for me I hope you're up there watching over me hell you're probably upset at this point I mean you're life was taken way too soon and here I am throwing my life away I just feel so lost bro our family fell apart the day you died and it just hasn't been the same without you there I love you William what do I do? I seen a picture of Jonathan the other day that made me cry God he looks just like you. I know you were soproud of him with every fiber of your being which if you're still around I'm sure u still are well bro I'm gonna go I love you and I always will hopefully I'll get my life together one day

Well bro it's going on 15 years since you were taken from our lives and it hasn't gotten any easier I miss you alot I wish you were still here I love you ill be back on the 28th I love you

I love you bro I still miss you everyday I wish it had been me instead of you I think about you alot it's hard to believe I'm older than you well bro I'll let u go I love u

Hey bro God I miss you it's been 12 years today since you were taken its not gotten any easier. Wish I had my big brother to get some advice. I'm sorry I was avoiding you I wish we had gotten to talk I love you bub