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WHEN I FIRST SAW MY BOYS AFTER NINE YEARS I WAS SO HAPPY THEY WERE STILL YOUNG. AXEL LIKED THIS SONG CALLED BLUE HE SANG IT TO ME WORD FOR WORD I REMEMBER I WAS SO HAPPY LISTENING TO HIM SING THE SONG TO ME AND TOLD ME ABOUT THE VIDEO, NOW THIS SONG IS SOMETHING I CHERISH AND REMEMBER THAT DAY WITH CLARITY. I LOVE YOU AXEL I MISS YOU SO MUCH. : (
Thinking of Axel Jr
THE DAY OUR LIVES CHANGED FOREVER
I REMEMBER THIS DAY TWO YEARS AGO IT WAS A SUNDAY MORNING AND MY FAMILY AND I WERE MOVING INTO OUR NEW PLACE, I WAS AT OUR OLD PLACE CARRYING BOXES INTO MY CAR AND MY DAD WAS HELPING ME SUDDENLY MY PHONE RANG BUT I COULDNT ANSWER IT CAUSE Y HANDS WERE FULL SO IN BETWEEN TRIPS FROM THE HOUSE TO THE CAR I QUICKLY GLANCED AT MY PHONE AND SAW THAT IT WAS MY MOM WHO HAD CALLED ME SO I THOUGHT I'LL CALL HER BACK AFTER IM DONE HERE BUT AS I KEPT LOADING MY CAR WITH BOXES MY PHONE KEPT RINGING I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE MY MOM WANTED US TO PICK UP SOME FOOD ON OUR WAY BACK. BUT AS MY DAD AND I FINISHED LOADING UP THE VAN IT COMPLETELY SLIPPED MY MIND TO CALL HER BACK SO WE DROVE BACK TO THE NEW HOUSE AND AS I'M WALKING IN, MY DAD A FEW STEPS BEHIND ME I SEE MY WIFE CANDICE IN THE KITCHEN AND SHE ASKS IF I HAD SPOKEN WITH MY MOM I SAID NO WHY WHAT HAPPENED AND CANDICE WITH TEARS IN HER EYES COULDNT BRING HERSELF TO TELL ME I SAID WHAT! WHAT HAPPENED? SHE STRUGGLES TO GET THE WORDS OUT... LITTLE AXEL IS.........IMMEDIATELY I SAID NO, NO TELL ME NO, MY HEART SANK AND I GOT THIS AWFUL FEELING IN MY STOMACH I TURN TO MY DAD AND HE HAS THIS SHOCKED STARE ON HIS FACE HE STARTS ASKING WHAT WHY? QUESTIONS WE DIDNT HAVE ANSWERS TO SO OF COURSE MY DAD AND I GET ON OUR PHONES AND START CALLING FAMILY TRYING TO FIND OUT ANY INFO WE CAN. SO WE RUSH OVER TO AXEL'S HOME AND I SEE FAMILY AND FRIENDS GATHERED OUTSIDE....FIRST PERSON I SEE IS CHRISTINE SHE TURNS TO ME CRYING WE HUG AND I ASK WHY WHY WHY ALL THE WHILE SHEDDING TEARS THE MOMENT IS SO SURREAL TO ME... THE MOMENTS THAT FOLLOWED SEEMED LIKE AN ETERNITY FROM MORE FAMILY AND FRIENDS ARRIVING TO THE CORONER ARRIVING ALL THE WHILE THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES OF JR. RAN THRU OUR MINDS. EVERYONE KNOWING THINGS WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN... WE VISIT AXEL REGULARLY AND MY KIDS ALWAYS SMILE AND TALK ABOUT HIM MY WIFE DECORATES HIS SPACE WITH LITTLE FLOWERS MY GIRLS PICK OUT FOR HIM MY BOYS CLEAN OFF ANY DIRT OR PAPERS THAT MIGHT BE ON HIS SPACE I TRY TO CLEAN HIS HEADSTONE AS MUCH AS I CAN WE SPEND TIME WITH HIM AND RIGHT BEFORE WE LEAVE WE FORM A CIRCLE AROUND HIM AND PRAY FOR HIM :) HE IS DEFINITELY LOVED AND WILL FOREVER REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS... WE LOVE YOU AXEL.... TODAY,TOMORROW, FOREVER. {HHH}